Do you know what it's like to be the last loved one to leave? The world seems to be left alone, alone, cold and without temperature, and you have no expectations. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Do you know what despair is like? It's an emotion that can't be described in words, and that people don't want to experience in their lifetime.

I lived in cold, in despair, for three months.

But these three months made me feel as if I was going to live like years, and I didn't have a moment when I didn't want to die.

After she left, the house was empty, and no one could be found, all you could see was the cold photos.

And I didn't dare to step into it again, I was afraid that I was the only one in that house.

When I was ten years old, I lost my parents, and in the middle of the traffic, in the boiling crowd, in the thick smoke, my parents were covered in blood and stuck in the car.

My father's body was already red with blood, and my mother was hunched over to protect my sister, and I knew that my father would not come back from work and touch my head, and my mother would never smile at me again.

I suddenly had chills all over my body, and my sister ......

I looked for my sister everywhere, she was still so young, and finally I promised her to go to the playground yesterday.

Why should I lose all this?

God may have mercy on me, and the police took her out of the car, covered in blood, and she just stared at the car with her eyes open and unblinking.

The small body is so stubbornly watching.

I used to think about how good it would be if the person who went through all this was me, so that I wouldn't have to suffer such a huge psychological trauma.

But I'm also afraid that if all this happens to me, and I'm the one who gets into a car accident with my parents, in case I'm not there.

What is she going to do? She's only five years old~

I looked into her eyes and covered her vision with my hand before she blinked.

She didn't cry, and neither did I.

Because I knew I couldn't cry, I had to shoulder the responsibility of this family, and the compensation for the accident was enough for me and my aunt to live to adulthood.

No amount of compensation can bring my parents back.

And Ji Ji is no longer the one who is coquettish to me and softly calls me brother.

She doesn't cry because she doesn't cry anymore.

No matter what kind of action she made in front of her, she didn't react, except for the occasional blink to prove that she was alive.

Other than that, she stopped laughing, no more crying, and no expression.

She closed herself off, I couldn't get in, she didn't want to come out.

The doctor said it was autism, closing oneself and refusing to accept the outside world.

So, that year, she never called me again.

I thought it would always be fine, just live with her like this, even if she doesn't speak or communicate with me, as long as she looks at her and is safe, I will be satisfied......

But God let me know that his mercy has a time limit.

I don't know how I called the police, but I went back to my room and looked at the messy room, and there was no figure of me......

I felt like something was crumbling in front of me.

She was kidnapped, and when the police found her, it was only five hours before she disappeared, and she was thrown there like a broken doll.

Her eyes were tied with strips of cloth for a day, and her naked body was covered with bruises and scars, and she was silent.

I looked at it like this, and suddenly there was no sound, I couldn't hear anything, I wanted to go there, but the police went to stop me.

They wouldn't let me get close, and I watched as she was carried onto a stretcher and the considerate nurse covered her with a piece of clothing.

Her eyes were still open, and her eyes were full of pain.

That's my sister, where she is lying, and the one who has been tortured inhumanly is my sister......

She was fine when I went out, she would eat, and she would nest in the doll pile and hold her panda doll.

But in just a few hours, how could she be like this?

Looking at the very beautiful Jiao who was turned into a mortician in the funeral home, except for her pale face, she seemed to be alive.

I want to talk to her, talk to her as usual, and she can also not answer me as usual, but it is enough for her to move, to blink.

But what I touched was the cold temperature, cold to my bones, making my teeth chatter.

I didn't have a moment more clear than that time, I lost my sister-in-law, I lost my only loved one in this world.

Another decade, I lost my sister again.

Ten years ago, my parents were taken away from me.

Ten years later, God seemed to like her, and took her away from me.

The kidnappers were caught, and they said they had caught the wrong person......

Isn't it a ridiculous reason, just because I simply caught the wrong person, my sister lost her life for it.

Why?

Am I unlucky?

If the Li family had paid a little attention to the call and called the police in advance, the ending would not have been like this.

I know I'm angry, I know I want revenge, and I know that this matter is not the Li family's business.

But I couldn't forgive, I made an excuse for myself.

I want to avenge my sister, I can't let my sister die so miserably, and I don't even have the ability to avenge her.

I approached the Li family step by step, and before I could do anything, my legs were broken.

Without legs, I can't live, even the simplest of life.

I hate the Li family very much, but in the end, there is still no way, I have no way to get justice for myself, and I have no way to avenge my sister.

I remember the morning I died, it was very cold, I was sitting in the street, and every now and then someone threw money around me.

I think it's a blessing to die like this and be reunited with my family.

I waited for death, and then I saw my friend, my only friend, on the big screen in front of everyone.

He took over the Mu family and sat in the position he didn't like the most.

I suddenly understood that there are many things in this world that don't go your way.

No matter how painful or desperate I have been through, no one else will know about it.

I miss my parents, I want to be my parents, but nothing can be undone.

If there is a next life, please let them still be my parents, and my sister will still be my sister, at that time, let our family live happily together.

I laughed out of tears, the autumn sun was not warm, but when I watched my father pull my father towards me, I felt that this was probably my warmest moment.

I was able to reunite with them as I wished, and I was very happy.

She called me brother, she stood in front of me so pretty, not so lifeless and humiliated.

She smiled so beautifully, as if she hadn't experienced all that dirt.

I think that if there had not been that car accident many years ago, Ji Ji would have been like now, smiling brightly and beautiful like the rising sun.

Maybe I figured it out, so I'm not afraid at all when darkness comes.

It's just that I watched the sunset and I made a wish.

I am Luo Nanyang, I hope that if there is a next life, I will also be Luo Nanyang's brother, but this time, Luo Nanyang must protect Luo Nanyang well......