Chapter 257: A Sad Song
Chapter 257: A Sad Song
At the wedding, Hu Mengting saw Dong Peng, and the same Dong Peng also saw Hu Mengting, Hu Mengting didn't think about what else the two people had to intersect with, she didn't want to see that person, she felt disgusting when she looked at it, she looked at Ye Zi when she talked to her before, and then she didn't look at it, but sometimes you don't want to pay attention to others, but that person will stare at you.
"Yo, Mengting, I haven't seen you for a few days, you're a lot more beautiful, I heard that you went to shoot a TV series, what TV series did you shoot, it was staged on that TV station, tell my brother, I'll go and see it." Dong Peng looks very familiar with Hu Mengting, there are no women around him today, it is estimated that he also knows that some occasions can bring his women, and some occasions are suitable for him to come alone, and today he is still dressed like a dog, wearing a suit, his hair is meticulously combed, and he doesn't know where to get a pair of glasses, this is to pretend to be a Sven person?
"This gentleman, do you know me? Why can't I remember where I met you? Excuse me. Hu Mengting really didn't want to talk to Comrade Dong Peng, who seemed to have come to greet her, and she didn't think about giving face to this person, so the words came out, and the people at their table looked at Dong Peng like that, Dong Peng seemed to be the man who came to talk to him when he saw a beautiful woman, and he was embarrassed when he stood there, and finally had to leave his own table without saying anything.
"What the hell, pretend not to know Lao Tzu now, why didn't you say you didn't know Lao Tzu when you were pressed earlier." Dong Peng is not a good person, he still pretended to mumble quietly when he left, what he wanted was deliberate, you didn't give me face, and you couldn't let me expose your affairs.
A few people close to the table must have heard Dong Peng's words, and suddenly looked at Hu Mengting's eyes wrongly, in fact, having sex before marriage is nothing these days, but it is still a bit ugly to be put out like this, mainly because the words came out of Dong Peng's mouth, and he said it so unbearably and vulgarly.
Hu Mengting pretended not to care very much and took a sip of the juice on the table, "Ye Zi, I'm a little busy, I'm leaving, I wanted to have dinner and talk to Xiaomei before leaving, but you also saw it just now, I can't eat when I see disgusting people, Xiaomei is so busy now, I guess I can't find time to talk to me, but I have seen her happiness, so I'll go first." Saying that, Hu Mengting stood up, she was really ready to leave, she was in a very bad mood, and she didn't want to stay to accept the strange eyes of others, she originally thought that she could not care about anything, but the moment the scar was untied, her heart still hurt.
Ye Zi stood up and sent Hu Mengting to the door.
"I wish I could go back to the past, but there is no regret medicine in this world. But I can still start being kind now, right? Hu Mengting looked into the distance, and her words seemed to be said to Ye Zi, as if she was saying to herself, "Kindness is a crystal clear meteor embedded in the heart, and when it flashes, it can illuminate the sky of a person's spirit." Everyone longs for kindness, even if they are not willing to give, they also want to be cared for and comforted by others' kindness. Some people say that good thoughts are a seed, good hearts are a flower blooming, and good deeds are a fruit. Every newborn person has a seed of kindness. However, there are those who abandon it and become indifferent and heartless; Some people defile it and thus go in the direction of evil. Of course, more people are kind, and they can also be like a small flower, fragrant others and splendid themselves; They can also be like a shooting star, illuminating others and shining themselves. ”
"Ye Zi, do you think I can still be a kind person now? The kind of person who is worthy of others, worthy of his heart? Hu Mengting looked at Ye Zi longingly, she knew that she was a person who had taken the path of evil before, betrayed her own *, destroyed other people's families, and robbed other people's husbands, so she had such an end today, she was repenting during this time, God, can you forgive her for what she did before, she wants to change, change from now on.
Ye Zi didn't speak, just stepped forward and hugged her. Some of the answers you can answer, while some of the answers are to ask yourself what you think, does it matter what others say?
"Always in touch."
"Always in touch."
The two looked at each other and smiled, Hu Mengting took a step towards the taxi, glanced at Ye Zi again before getting into the car, smiled at her, and smiled cleanly.
Hu Mengting and Ye Zi did not leave Beijing after breaking up, but found a hotel to live in, she didn't want to go back to that sad place, she locked herself in the house alone and listened to "" over and over again".
The mystery of love can never be revealed, sometimes you fall in love with someone who is cold to you, love can't be exchanged for love, it often slips away from you. I once believed in you, but now I know that I can only forget you and write your name in the depths of my heart, and I will continue to look for love, the love that you have rejected. There is no right or wrong in love, but someone pays for you, and I don't want to hurt anyone, but you hurt me. Write your name in the depths of my heart, and I continue to pursue love, the love that I didn't get from you. Write your name in the depths of my heart, engrave your name in my heart, and I will find that love that you can't get from anywhere...
I don't know if the melody of the song is too sad or what, Hu Mengting has been crying while lying on the bed, crying with her eyes open, although she doesn't quite understand what the female singer sang, but she has read the lyrics before, understands the background of the lyrics, listens to the song and thinks about what has happened to her in the past few years, there is no way not to be sad.
How can you not be sad? The heroine in the song complains about her father, father, my dear father, you did a big wrong thing to me, you asked me to marry a boy who was too young, I am 24 years old, he is only 14, he is very young but growing day by day.
Daughter, dear daughter, I have done nothing wrong, I have you married a nice lad, and when I am old and gone, he will be your only man, he is very young but he grows day by day.
Father, my dear father, if you think it is suitable, we will send him to school next year, and I will tie a blue ribbon on his head, so that the other girls will know that he is married....... I am afraid that the age gap will be the main cause of the tragedy of our relationship in the future.
Fate is so tricky, the heroine's man went at the age of 16, the young one went, and death set his growth as the end....
Can you not be sad? The heroine sings this song while sewing a shroud for the person she loves, her stitches and threads are full of sadness, so sad that it is heartbreaking, and now this song is also shaking Hu Mengting's heart over and over again, what does she want? What has she really gained over the years? It was as if she heard the voice of heaven calling to her, but the singer's ethereal voice seemed to come from hell, and the darkness was boundless.
Hu Mengting thought how good it would be to leave quietly like this, she thought that there was nothing worth nostalgia in the world, she originally thought that the man who loved her deceived her and played with her, which was more sad than the man died, she thought she had found true love, but in the end she found out that it was just a joke, people did not love her soul, but temporarily admired her young *, and the most important thing in the world is young and beautiful women, even if you are not old, but there will always be someone younger than you, Love can't be tied to the body with a mountain.
Broke a glass, picked the sharpest piece of himself, and gently cut the blood vessels on his wrist, heh, look, the skin is still quite tender, as soon as he opened it, he saw red, the mouth was not big, the blood slowly dripped out, tick-tock, drop-by-drop on the white tiles in the room, like the most beautiful flower in the world, brilliantly blooming, but she didn't feel pain at all, and continued to listen to that song quietly, the song that was so sad that her heart was broken, so that the kind of sadness that had invaded the bone marrow to the depths of her soul lingered in her ears.
The song is gone, it seems that she just fell asleep, the tears on her face have not dried, why is it cold, so cold that even her bones are shaking, she glanced at her left hand, oh, it turns out that she is ending her life, but she is still so young, she suddenly doesn't want to die, she doesn't want to die yet, when she studied medicine, she knew that life is only once, she suddenly remembered that she was the only daughter in the family, if she died, what would her parents do? She couldn't die.
When Cai Jun first saw Hu Mengting, this girl was lying on the hospital bed, her face was pale, and she didn't even have a little color on her lips. Cai Jun felt very wonderful, now the girl lying in front of him has his blood flowing in his body, it is really a coincidence, he needs to have ischemia when he needs a blood transfusion, he happens to have the same blood type as this girl, as a soldier, what is it to donate some blood?
"Isn't it good when you leave? Why don't you want to live? Ye Zi and Cai Jun came to the hospital together, Cai Jun was sending Ye Zi some specialties brought from his hometown at that time, and it happened to be at his house, Ye Zi came after receiving a call and went out.
Hu Mengting smiled at Cai Jun and lowered her eyelids, although it seemed that this man had given herself a blood transfusion, but after all, she was a stranger to herself, and she didn't want to be heard by others in her heart.
Cai Jun seemed to understand what Hu Mengting meant, and said to Ye Zi that he left the room as soon as he went out, and gently closed the door of the ward when he went out, he thought that the girl must have experienced something that was not sad, otherwise how could she want to die?
"Listening to the song and being confused, a sad song, hearing that the whole world is not good, hearing that I feel that my life is gray and I don't want to live, this is not that the player has no sound later, and when I woke up, I realized that I had done something stupid, and I didn't want to die, so I called you immediately, otherwise maybe I would really go to see Marx now, heh, do you say that the people in the hotel will hate me to death, the blood on the ground, will the cleaning waiter scold while cleaning?"
"You still have the heart to laugh, you said that if the song didn't stop, you didn't wake up, wouldn't you..."
"If you don't wake up, it's a painless death, you don't know how cold you feel when you wake up, that kind of body is frozen in the freezer, and you feel like you've just come out of hell." Hu Mengting recalled that when she first woke up, she was also afraid in her heart.
"You know now? It's not worth it to tell you to die for that kind of person, you remember, there will be better boys waiting for you in the future, don't spoil yourself, and you have to think more about your parents. In addition, if you are in a bad mood, you should listen to sad songs, if you really want to listen to songs, you can listen to the national anthem, what a good song, get up, get up,.... forward, move forward..."
"Puff, do you want to be so funny, you sing me the national anthem...."
"Don't laugh, what I'm saying is true, really don't listen to that kind of sad song, find something to eat when you're hungry, call us when you want to talk to someone when you're alone, sleep alone at night if you're afraid of the dark, sleep with the lights on, make money to buy what you want, even if life gives you all kinds of obstacles, there's no need to end your young life timidly, don't care too much about things that can't be changed, people who can't keep them try to learn to give up, and try to heal yourself when you hurt your heart, except for life and death, a qiē is a trivial matter, Don't be yourself. ”
"Hmm."
"If you still can't figure it out, think that you and classmates and friends like me and Xiaomei care about you."
"Friends?" Hu Mengting wanted to cry when she heard these two words, she thought that she and Ye Zi and Lu Xiaomei could not become real friends, but now that it came out of her mouth, she believed it.
"Isn't it? If I told her, she must be here now, so she is also your friend, don't think so much, if you are not busy filming, just stay in Beijing for a few days, and when you are discharged from the hospital, call Lu Xiaomei, let's go to the university town to eat spicy, spicy to the point that your lips are red, and then go to the football field to run ten laps, sweat all over your body, and forget all those unhappy things. After that, your life will be all good. ”
Hu Mengting smiled, there were tears on her face, this time it was tears of joy, she could also have true friends. Ye Zi also smiled, laughing infected.
"Oh, I forgot to ask you, who was the man who was standing by my bed just now? He seems to have given me blood. ”
"Oh, I forgot to introduce you, he is Han Xiao's classmate, called Cai Jun, he went home for a vacation, and brought Han Xiao some hometown specialties, this is not just in time for you, fortunately he is helping you with this, otherwise you don't know who to ask for your blood to donate to you, you don't know how scary you were when you were sent to the hospital, your whole body was pale, you really just like a dead person, don't scare me like this in the future."
"Hehe, is he my savior, do you think I want to make a promise?"
Ye Zi laughed, Hu Mengting laughed again, and the other person standing outside the door just heard this sentence and laughed.
The song "" is dedicated to everyone, maybe you have heard it before, maybe you have never heard it, but if you listen to it once, you will definitely fall in love with this song, no matter who it is, but it is sincerely recommended that you don't listen to it over and over again, be careful to hear the heartbreak. (To be continued.) )