Section 14 The person in front of you is the sweetheart (14)
"At that time, I was thinking, you must be an angel. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" Yuan Lingfei mentioned that the past softened a lot: "At that time, I fell in love with you at first sight. ”
Gu Jin danced a rare scene, using an angel as a metaphor for a big man, she really didn't want to laugh.
Mu Donghan smiled lightly, his eyes were slightly slow, and his eyes became more and more brilliant under the light.
The phoenix eyes are rippling and his black hair is messy, which makes him more and more handsome and charming.
"Then why did you leave?" The corners of Mu Donghan's mouth hooked a smile, which made him even more evil, but Gu Jin saw it really.
It was only a symbolic hook of the corners of his mouth, and his mood was extremely bad.
It seems that the mood that has just gotten up has disappeared cleanly again.
Since you said that you never forgot the first encounter back then, and fell in love with him at first sight, why did you only leave him with a cold back a year ago.
Yuan Lingfei's heart tightened slightly, and she moved her mouth, as if she was a little hesitant.
She knew that the other party would definitely ask this question, but his expression now made her extremely uneasy.
"I ......" Yuan Lingfei lowered her eyes, and her hands clenched a little nervously: "Donghan, you won't know how much courage I used to be with you." ”
"You won't know how I resist the gaze of others."
Mu Donghan snorted lightly: "Do you care so much about other people's eyes?" ”
"How could you not care?" Yuan Lingfei's eyes were full of bitterness: "You haven't experienced it, how do you understand?" ”
Mu Donghan didn't speak this time, but the symbolic smile also disappeared.
"As long as I am by your side for a moment, they will say how the ugly duckling is worthy of a swan, they will say that I am with you for money, they will say that I am a good bitch."
"Those remarks ......" Yuan Lingfei bit her lip: "I'm scared when I think about it now." ”
"So I make myself good, I make myself better, just to be around you."
Yuan Lingfei took a breath and looked at Mu Donghan and continued: "But you are not static, you will also grow, and you will become better." At that time, I suddenly realized that the gap between the two of us was a gap that I could never cross in my life. ”
"How do you make me not care?" Yuan Lingfei covered her lips and sobbed: "After that, I became more and more tired, so I wanted to leave you." ”
Mu Donghan blinked, and his heart was desolate.
The person you once loved so much came back to you one day, and you realized that the reason for her departure was so simple.
He always thought that he was not good enough, so he tried hard to keep her when she left, but he still only got a word of dislove from the other party.
"That's really sorry, it turns out that you are so tired with me." Mu Donghan's voice was very weak, and Gu Jin couldn't hear it at all, but his expression was very lonely.
"Donghan, you know, I didn't mean that." Yuan Lingfei shook her head, and finally reached out to grab Mu Donghan's hand: "After I left you, I realized how much I loved you." ”
Mu Donghan didn't shake off Yuan Lingfei, but just looked at the other party lightly: "You love me so much, why don't you come back?" ”
"Because I want to make myself worthy of you, you are my president of the Mu family, with a noble status, and I am just a country girl." Yuan Lingfei only felt that she saw hope, and smiled slightly: "So, I want to make myself better, so that I can be worthy of you." ”
"You're not wrong." Mu Donghan was still expressionless: "But do you remember?" ”
"Huh?"
"When you told me to break up, when you decided to shake off my hand, when you said you didn't love anymore, did you really think so at that time?"
Yuan Lingfei's smiling expression was so stiff on her face, and she seemed to think of her ruthless appearance at the beginning.
Mu Donghan continued: "At that time, I begged bitterly, have you ever hesitated for me? ”
Yuan Lingfei was disrupted by Mu Donghan's question, she didn't know what to say at all, she wanted to speak, but the other party's flat expression no longer reminded her of what stupid things she did back then.
"At that time, did you ever think I was noble?"
"No...... Don't ......" Yuan Lingfei shook her head violently, and the fear in her heart was like waves surging layer by layer.
"There is equality in love, there is no distinction between high and low." Mu Donghan slowly closed his eyes, physically and mentally exhausted: "You said I don't understand what you have experienced?" ”
"But you know what? After you left, I looked for you everywhere like a madman, abandoned everything for you, and was scolded by everyone for being pointed at the backbone. ”
Yuan Lingfei whimpered, she didn't know what else she could do except shake her head at Mu Donghan.
"When we broke up, I asked you, do you want me to kneel down and beg you so that you won't leave, do you remember your answer?"
Yuan Lingfei bit her lip: "......"
Mu Donghan stared at Yuan Lingfei for a moment: "You say, Mu Donghan, don't be so spineless, I don't love you anymore, I don't love you." ”
"Even if you kneel down and beg me, if you don't love it, you don't love it."
Yuan Lingfei raised her head, her delicate face was full of tears: "Donghan, I was wrong...... It's all my fault...... You...... Forgive me, okay? ”
It is estimated that she cried a little hard, and she was a little out of breath.
"Yuan Lingfei, have you ever asked yourself, do you really love?" Under disappointment, he can see a lot of things clearly, but the more he sees and understands some things, Mu Donghan feels that his heart is getting more and more tired.
"You're just vanity, you're just pride, you say you've always felt unworthy of me, but I'm ...... Do I care? ”
seemed to be slightly angry, Mu Donghan's eyes were slightly red: "You always say that you are in pain, what about me?" ”
"In your eyes, I'm happy, right?"
Yuan Lingfei lowered her head next to Mu Donghan's hand, and her voice was full of crying: "Donghan...... I was wrong, I was really wrong. ”
"Do you answer that my side is okay?"
looked at Mu Donghan with hopeful eyes, as if hoping that the other party would bow his head slightly.
But Mu Donghan shook his head and slowly withdrew his hand: "I'm sorry, we're ...... There's no going back. ”
Yuan Lingfei refused to let Mu Donghan's hand pull out, and dragged it tightly: "No, we were ...... before Aren't you happy? ”
"We just need to be the same as before, and we won't be able to go back."
Mu Donghan looked at Yuan Lingfei, who was in a panic, as if he saw himself a year ago.
At that time, he was also the master of the six gods, and he looked at Yuan Lingfei with an indifferent face, completely at a loss.
Her disaffection was like a death sentence for him, and he fell into the sea of misery in an instant.
The girl he fell in love with when he was nineteen years old said goodbye to him coldly.