(I suddenly found out that the collection was over 500, how to say, although more than half of these 500 collections should be fake collections, but it is really exciting for someone like me who has never advertised.) Thank you to everyone who is willing to add "Phantom Flower Yingshi" to the collection, every diǎn hit of you is my motivation to continue, thank you. ）

Taeyeon hasn't been in a good mood lately for a number of reasons, such as the lack of language organization when the members participate in the show, and the company's increasingly inattentive inspection of the footage after filming due to the busy schedule, which makes the members often have to be criticized by the public for their comments on the show.

Of course, no one told the members about the company's responsibility in this matter, and Taeyeon only heard it while attending a planning meeting. Most of the time, after completing the company's schedule — including practicing in the practice room — the company will gather people who are too tired to just want to rest and be reprimanded by a publicity assistant.

Judging from the results, everyone's performance on variety shows is good and bad, especially on programs where the randomness is relatively high and the script writers are not able to be on the spot, everyone is afraid to speak. This makes Taeyeon, who needs to abide by the discipline of the meeting, helpless to watch everyone being reprimanded more and more frequently.

During this period, with the development of fame, Girls' Generation was often split into small groups of certain members to participate in variety shows. At least the company's experience with a large team like Guòs knows that a large group must be able to find a few more suitable combinations to participate in variety shows, and from a certain point of view, large groups are indeed much cheaper than small and medium-sized groups.

However, because of the direction of development and personality, the members of Girls' Generation are a little unable to let go when they try different variety show combinations, and the company is eager to find the most suitable form of cooperation, often re-disrupting and forming a team before a team has formed a tacit understanding, making it difficult for everyone to determine and develop their own style.

In fact, everyone has a feeling about this matter, but because of the frequent splitting of the team, it is difficult for everyone to find a variety show image that suits them - this is actually what Fei Bi wants to strive for, after all, the promotion of Ah ↙dǐng↙diǎn↙ novels ↙, [email protected]≈s_();, development itself actually requires them to have their own special diǎn, and the company's rush for quick success is obviously contrary to what Fei Bi wants to provide to her sisters.

In fact, Phoebe also knows the situation that the group is facing now, that is, although Yiqiē seems to be orderly, in fact, except for Yun'er who has clarified her recent route, everyone is a little like a headless fly.

Speaking of this, some people will probably ask, Phoebe has been in business for a long time, and even got the part of the shares that Ai Hui holds, why didn't she have a showdown with Sa Man's company?

These are actually two problems.

Let's talk about the shares first, although Phoebe has a say on the board of directors, but the power of the board of directors is not how to manage and run the company, unless Phoebe wants to preside over the operation of all the artists in the company, she can only scold the managers and vote on who will be the managers at the board meeting, just like other sensibles - and obviously, Phoebe has no feelings for any artists other than Girls' Generation, including her classmates.

Besides, it has been in business for a long time, although it seems that Pibi Tong Guò Titan has dealings with the American power organs, and the German base camp is still running well, and even through Guò Langley Company to talk about the Japanese entertainment industry. But it should be noted that she followed SNN's advice, not to push Girls' Generation to a certain position like a vase, but to push Girls' Generation to this position, which makes Phoebe can only try her best to "create Zào" opportunities for everyone, and ensure that everyone's opportunities will not be "snatched" by others.

Just like SNN was faced with the collapse of their company and had to start from scratch in another company, Phoebe and SNN both felt that they just needed a chance to succeed.

To get back to the point, Taeyeon is worried about more than these, for example, since she became a broadcaster, due to work reasons, the malicious AN remarks that everyone chose to ignore in the past often appear on the audience message board, which is not something that she or the program team can easily block - these remarks are very different from the AN remarks of Knowles' Light that have now calmed down a lot, and they are even unsightly.

Although Taeyeon had consulted with so-young, SNN, and Phoebe about it, asking them how they would deal with it after seeing it on the SMS message board, it was clear that Taeyeon didn't care too much about those comments like the others.

For this kind of thing, Taeyeon can do the same thing as the previous thing, she can only hold it in her heart, do you have to complain to the group members every day about what new combination An has developed the language today?

And the thing that makes Taeyeon most depressed is that she knows more about the long-term itinerary than the other members, and she knows that the company will not have a single commercial performance in the next three months. This made her very disappointed, after all, she likes to sing, and she is also a real singer, and the stage performance is her favorite itinerary - she is the only one in the group whose interests and ambitions are singing, as for the other arrangements, she just chooses to accept it.

The company's commercial performance arrangement decided that in the next three months, she would sing directly in front of the audience, and seeing the audience's feeling of her singing ability up close was gone, which made her a little dissatisfied, but she also knew that other people were different from her pursuits, so this was also a topic that could not be said by others.

Taeyeon can only be depressed by herself.

Finally, there is another thing that makes Taeyeon very aggrieved, that is, the problem of the new album, the songs, dances, and costumes, no matter how she looks at it, she is not satisfied, the first four albums at least the music level and effect are very good. But when it came to the album for the summer vacation, she was very disappointed, after all, she attended the planning meeting and knew that the company still positioned their fan base as teenagers, and the summer vacation was the season for various groups to compete for new fans, and the company's approach made her feel betrayed.

Taeyeon's temperament is soft on the outside and rigid on the inside, and she is always a little unconfident because of her size, which makes her afraid to raise objections to the company at the planning meeting, and she does not dare to tell the group members, after all, everyone, including Phoebe, has said that she is too sensitive, so she can only suppress the anxiety in her heart and try to do every step well.

In Taeyeon's opinion, it is also possible that the pressure is too much, which makes him more sensitive, or maybe a few people who are very smart and mature on weekdays, such as Phoebe, SNN, Xiuying and others, don't see this diǎn?

After Phoebe said something about how to reduce the pressure of her thoughts, Taeyeon also knew that she couldn't think too much, and she had recently learned to use Yu Li's method to comfort herself more and more often, but the more she comforted, the more uneasy she felt, because she vaguely realized that the attitude of the group members towards singing was completely different from when she debuted.

The human thinking pattern is a very wonderful system, when an idea is not clearly given meaning, the influence of this idea on people is not strong, but once an idea is given a title and meaning by this, then this idea is like a theorem that has been logically generalized, and will be applied to any thing that the person thinks and sees. Categorize yourself and others.

For example, some people have money and some people don't, although they can be simply classified as rich and poor, but after self-classification, people will inevitably have a preference for their own type of people, and people who do not belong to the same type of people will fundamentally have unwanted behavioral characteristics, and will speculate on the thinking patterns of another type of people, and the ridiculous thing is that human thinking is affected by their own experience and vision, and they are absolutely unable to understand the thinking habits of a type of person they do not understand, and this is how the estrangement arises。

The fundamental reason why the rich say that the poor hate the rich, and the poor say that the rich are not benevolent to the rich is that people generally believe that money is obtained through hard work (the controversial part is put aside for the time being), and the essence of money is a general equivalent that appears for the convenience of circulation, and the rich have far more ways to obtain money than the poor for various reasons, while the poor are completely opposite, which makes it easier for those who have more ways to get rich.

Phoebe's attitude towards money is different from most people, and her understanding of money and ways is far beyond ordinary people, which is why her attitude towards money is different from that of other rich people. And most people, including SNN, who is closest to Phoebe, do not have a comprehension of money that is as absolutely rational as Phoebe.

Sorry, it's too far-fetched......

Taeyeon's mind is going on with this categorization, which makes it impossible for her to define herself on a deeper level as the same type of being as the members of the group, which is the real reason why she is afraid after she finds out that everyone is not particularly enthusiastic about singing, she really feels helpless and lonely, even if Phoebe is there.

Instinctively, in order to suppress and divert attention from this fear, Taeyeon is more involved in the details of other things, which is one of the reasons why she is sensitive.

Therefore, when SNN was called aside by Joo-young to speak, Taeyeon knew that she shouldn't, but she also paid close attention to SNN's actions. Fortunately, SNN came back after a while, and Taeyeon looked at it and didn't find anything wrong with SNN's expression, which made her feel a little relieved - she didn't know why she felt relieved.

SNN didn't sit down near Taeyeon, but ran to do it next to Xiuying, and the two of them put their heads together and said something diǎn, and then separated, but Taeyeon noticed that Xiuying's expression was a little strange - in fact, Taeyeon not only noticed the interaction between SNN and Xiuying, but she also noticed the interaction of other people, but it was only these two people who were a little strange today, and as for the others, they were either closing their eyes or reading the script.

Taeyeon noticed that SNN, who had finished talking to Xiuying, was walking towards him again, and quickly turned her head to pretend to be and tidy up the corner of An's clothes who was resting next to her, but SNN didn't notice Taeyeon's strange appearance, and leaned over in Taeyeon's ear after approaching and said, "Phoebe, this girl didn't know why she ran to Germany, and there were tabloids on the Internet that reported the news." Brother Zhu Ying said to tell everyone, lest someone ask and we all say that we don't know that she is in Germany, and you also know the result, either that we are excluding her or that Fei Bi is going to fly solo or something, Brother Zhu Ying means that she has an itinerary to go, but the specific itinerary is inconvenient to disclose. ”

SNN smiled and patted Taeyeon on the shoulder and walked towards the others, and Taeyeon smiled back, but after SNN turned around, Taeyeon's brow furrowed and she opened her mouth, not knowing what else came to mind, but she couldn't help but say nothing......