Chapter 614: Be a brother again
Recalling the bits and pieces of the past, Chen Zihao's heart was as uncomfortable as a knife.
Ji Ran is right, she has never done anything sorry for herself from beginning to end, in her most difficult and helpless time, if it weren't for Ji Ran's selfless help and encouragement, let herself get out of adversity, and regain the hope and courage of life, maybe now she has already left the campus and become a hard-working person who is running for life.
Thinking back to everything in the past, it seems that Ji Ran is silently giving, but she has been complaining about her, blaming her constantly, and even when she needs help the most, she has fallen into the well again and again, hurting her, hating her...
Chen Zihao doesn't know why he has become so bad, the girl he loves so much, she is so gentle, so kind, why do I still hate her?
Tears of remorse flowed uncontrollably, Chen Zihao took two steps forward and knelt down in front of Ji Ran's door.
"Xiao Ran, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I don't know why I hate you so much, I've done too many stupid things to you over the years, even I feel unforgivable, I'm really sorry. Chen Zihao choked up and confessed.
Ji Ran, who was hiding behind the door, heard Chen Zihao's confession, and the grievances in his heart seemed to have found an outlet to vent, and tears soaked his eyes all at once.
"You are so good to me, I want to take revenge on hurting you, smashing the crystal ball you gave me, deleting the photos you left for me, and saying a lot of bad things about you behind my back, I'm really a bastard, Xiao Ran, I'm sorry!~" Chen Zihao said sadly.
"Maybe it's because I like you so much, that's why I want to possess you...
When the possessiveness in my heart is not satisfied, it is as if you owe me, which is why I hate you so much. Chen Zihao said remorsefully.
"Xiao Ran, I was wrong, I don't ask you to forgive me, it's just that seeing you the way you are now, I really feel heartbroken, living in such a humble apartment, not even a decent piece of clothing, I feel very uncomfortable, remembering that you were good to me before, but I didn't pay anything to you, I feel like the worst sinner in the world.
Xiao Ran, let me raise you, I can afford you now, give me a chance to make up for my mistakes, okay?" Chen Zihao knelt on the ground and pleaded.
Hearing Chen Zihao's confession, Ji Ran's tears couldn't help but roll down.
"Xiao Ran, give me a chance, let me raise you, okay?" Chen Zihao knocked lightly on the door and stuffed the bank card through the crack in the door.
Ji Ran looked at the bank card that fell from the crack in the door, and his heart trembled slightly.
"Xiao Ran, I won't be as stupid as before, whether you love me or not, I won't embarrass you for anything, as long as you're happy, even if you always treat me as a brother, it doesn't matter. Chen Zihao choked up, tears falling silently.
"Zihao, don't say it anymore, the past is over, I don't want to repeat the previous pain. Ji Ran shook his head with tears in his eyes.
"No, Xiao Ran, no, I won't let you repeat the pain you had before, I promise. Chen Zihao swore emotionally.
"If I make you angry again and embarrass you again, let me Chen Zihao can't do it..." Before Chen Zihao finished speaking, the door suddenly opened.
Chen Zihao stood up in surprise and stared at Ji Ran, the two looked at each other, speechless than a thousand words.
All the things that have been through together, the beauty and happiness of being together in the past, have been fully affirmed in each other's eyes.
Ji Ran's heart finally melted, and he threw himself into Chen Zihao's arms, crying with a whimper.
"Xiao Ran..."Chen Zihao gently hugged Ji Ran, smelling the familiar fragrance and soft body, Chen Zihao's heart felt great satisfaction.
"Xiao Ran, you should have scolded me a long time ago, you should have given me a slap a long time ago, if you hadn't woken me up today, I Chen Zihao didn't know how long I would be a bastard. Chen Zihao looked at Ji Ran and said gratefully.
"Zihao, don't talk about it, don't mention the past again, let's start over, okay?" It's like we met for the first time in freshman year, and we are brothers again, okay?" Ji Ran asked with his head buried in Chen Zihao's arms.
"Well, well, we... We are brothers..."Chen Zihao choked and nodded, but there was a subtle sadness in his eyes.
"Is this our destiny?" Chen Zihao thought sadly.
"Zihao, come in. Ji Ran let go of Chen Zihao and took Chen Zihao into his small apartment.
After Chen Zihao entered the apartment, he found that the apartment was so simple, only about 20 square meters, except for a bathroom, the area that could be used for living was only a dozen square meters.
Also, there is no heating in the apartment and the ground is very cold, so it is really hard to live in such a place.
"Xiao Ran, why did you live here, even if you broke up with your ex-boyfriend, didn't he give you some compensation?" Chen Zihao looked at Ji Ran and asked.
Ji Ran shook his head lightly, "What compensation do you want?" Feelings are a matter of two people, when I was with him, I was also willing, when I was not in love, I always felt very humble, but when I was really in love, I found that I was even more humble, thinking about him every day, afraid of losing him every day, and always wanted to cherish it, but in the end, I was still abandoned. ”
Ji Ran said helplessly, sighing leisurely.
"Xiao Ran, don't be sad, abandoning you is his loss, he will definitely regret it. Chen Zihao comforted.
"I don't want him to regret anything, as long as he can live happily ever after. Ji Ran lowered his head and said sincerely.
"Hey... Xiao Ran, you are still the same, you do everything for others, even if others hurt you, you still bless others, I really don't know what to say about you. Chen Zihao shook his head lightly and said.
"Maybe I'm really stupid, but I like to be a simple person, my dad told me since I was a child, if the heart is good, life is good, and I believe my dad won't lie to me. Ji Ran pursed her lips and said with a slight smile.
"Yes, if people's hearts are good, their lives will be good, and you have endured so many winds and waves, haven't you also survived? Maybe this is a blessing. Chen Zihao thought about it and said very approvingly.
"Zihao, tell me about you, why did you want to be an anchor, it seems that you have made a lot of money?" Ji Ran looked at Chen Zihao and asked curiously.
"Hehe, in fact, I don't make much money, it's just a live broadcast of games on the Internet, and I earn almost tens of thousands of yuan a month. Chen Zihao smiled shyly and said.
"Less, just now you said that you are more than 100,000 a month. Ji Ran rolled his eyes and said.
"Hehe, I lied to you, I was afraid that you would look down on me, so I boasted about Haikou. Chen Zihao smiled embarrassedly and confessed to Ji Ran. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to M. to read. )