Chapter 493: Nightmare
The night breeze was blowing, Mo Yize closed the window with his hand, and turned his head: "You're not wrong." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" came to Mo Xiaoxiao's side: "Sleep, I'll take you to see Zhe tomorrow." Mo Xiaoxiao's body needs to rest now, so Mo Yize didn't plan to let her go to see Ling Xizhe tonight: "I'll go to see Zhe, you are resting here, call me if you have something." Putting Mo Xiaoxiao's mobile phone beside her, Mo Yize thought that Ye Hao was tired, so let him sleep well.
Ling Xizhe and Mo Xiaoxiao's wards are not far away, if Mo Xiaoxiao has something to do, just make a phone call.
Mo Yize's attitude was clear that Mo Xiaoxiao could not refuse, and turned around and left the ward......
Within a minute of Mo Yize's departure, Ye Hao on the sofa woke up suddenly, sat up on the sofa, beads of sweat on his forehead were revealed, his breathing was slightly heavy, and his eyes were still a little blurry, but his consciousness was already awake.
"Have a nightmare?" Mo Xiaoxiao on the bed turned his head and asked worriedly, but he didn't get an answer for a long time, Ye Hao adjusted himself for a while, and regained his composure alone.
turned his head to look at Mo Xiaoxiao, and the bright smile on the corner of his mouth was a little unnaturally on his face. Shaking his head: "It's okay, I'm a little thirsty." made up a reason to stand up, Ye Hao didn't want others to worry about him. I came to the bedside table and poured myself a glass of water, and took a light sip: "Why don't you sleep yet." "I glanced at the time, and it was already late.
"My brother just left, and I can't sleep. Answering truthfully, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't feel sleepy at all now, and only thought about Ling Xizhe in his heart.
"You just think so, if you don't sleep tonight, you won't see Tetsu tomorrow. Straightforwardly gave Mo Xiaoxiao a move, and Ye Hao's words also had a hint of threat in them. But what he said was also true, Mo Xiaoxiao was supposed to lie on the hospital bed for a few days after waking up, they could be regarded as making an exception and letting her accompany Ling Xizhe tomorrow, if she didn't cooperate well, then they would deprive her of this opportunity.
Pouting, Mo Xiaoxiao knew that he was not qualified to refute him now, so he closed his eyes obediently and waited quietly for sleepiness to strike.
Seeing Mo Xiaoxiao obediently cooperating, Ye Hao put down the cup and returned to the sofa, just now he dreamed of gold again, he has always existed in his dreams in the past few years, that innocent smile, demonic character. He always meets himself in dreams, and in the end it always ends with leaving.
But today's dream is a little different, he dreamed that the gold who left is back! But it is not what he wants, he is full of blood in front of his eyes, staring at himself without saying a word, there is no look in his eyes, but when he wants to hold him, he turned to himself, and the surroundings suddenly turned into blood, the gold in his arms is still bleeding, and he is dying and gradually has no breath, and he leaves coldly in his arms.
There had never been a moment when that real sense of loss terrified him. This is even more shocking than learning of Jin's death back then, witnessing him leave in his arms! This suffocating pain has never existed before, and the thoughts hidden in the bottom of his heart are born spontaneously as he gradually gets cold in his arms, but he can't do anything about it!
For so many years, I have been blindly believing and waiting. How did I have such a dream now?
Kim, are you here to let me let go of my obsession?
Leaning on the side, even though Ye Hao is physically and mentally exhausted, he is no longer sleepy......
Time slipped away minute by minute, and after a night, Ye Hao sat on the sofa and stayed awake all night. Mo Xiaoxiao fell asleep because Ye Hao put the sleeping ingredient medicine in the hanging bottle, and he couldn't sleep.
Mo Yize, who had been guarding Ling Xizhe all night, washed his face to make himself sober, went downstairs to the hospital and bought breakfast and came to Mo Xiaoxiao's ward. Because Ye Hao hated a lot of people when he was saving people, Mo Yize casually made up a reason to fool Xiao Ai and them, and only a few of them took care of them.
After a simple breakfast, Mo Xiaoxiao came to Ling Xizhe's ward as he wished after Ye Hao's thorough examination......
Standing in front of the hospital bed, that familiar face had lost a lot of weight in just three days. Stretching out his hand to brush it away, the pale face was cold and bitter, if it weren't for the instrument on the side showing that the person in front of him still had signs of life, Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't believe that he still had breath.
Sitting on the side, holding his skinny fingers, moistening his eyelids, obviously a person who never cries easily, but he has shed tears again and again because of you. I feel sorry for your love and hate my own cruelty, how can I treat you like this!
Zhe, is it okay for you to wake up, let me take the initiative this time, let me pay, I will hold on to you firmly, and I will never let go for the rest of my life.
Everything from the past is crossed in front of you. You've asked me countless times why you've forgiven me and I'm still not going to be with you. At that time, you didn't know the reason, and you always tried everything to destroy yourself. At first, I thought you were deliberately finding fault, but then I realized that you were protecting me, and since then you have been protecting me.
When you learn who I am, you don't think about my mission, but about my safety. Lean into my arms and let me kill you, you must be overestimating me. I can't do it, I'm an unqualified killer and can't do it without getting away with it. Even if the mission really killed you, I wouldn't have been able to do it.
Time and time again, you always say that you are only willing to die under my gun, but you will always be shot because of me. Are you really willing to die under my gun, and why do I think you would prefer to use your last life as my shield?
Zhe, stop being so selfish. Give me a chance to protect you, too, this time with me. You just have to wait where you are, let me do everything, and I will give us more trust between us. Even if you leave me this time, I will do my best to get you back!
The sun was rising little by little, bringing light to the cold ward, Mo Xiaoxiao just looked at Ling Xizhe quietly, the fingers clenched in her hand did not have a trace of temperature, and the ice made her feel distressed.
Sitting quietly beside the hospital bed, Mo Xiaoxiao sat all morning, without a moment of leaving, and now she will not leave him because of anything.
"Haven't you woken up yet?" It was already noon, Mo Yize went down to buy lunch, and Ye Hao rested in Mo Xiaoxiao's ward for a morning, recovered some of his spirits, and came to Ling Xizhe's ward, seeing Mo Xiaoxiao sitting next to Ling Xizhe, but Ling Xizhe on the bed did not move at all, and there was no sign of waking up.
Frowning slightly, Ye Hao walked over to Ling Xizhe, which was a little inconsistent with his inference!