People who have lost their minds have never understood the reason to keep their hands.

It's just that Ruan Wan is not in the mood to care about the back of her hand at the moment, she just froze in place, staring at Qiaoqiao, who was very hysterical, both sad and overwhelmed. It's not that she said anything, she muttered: "Qiaoqiao......"

"Why did you go to that street! Why did you let me see you!" Yu Qiaoqiao raised her hands, crossed her shoulders, bowed her body in a heavy position, and shouted in a resentful tone, "Why did you appear in front of me, why did you remind me of the past! Why did you remind me of those things! Why why did you !!?"

"Qiaoqiao ......"

Since her rebirth, Ruan Wan has always been quiet and calm in the eyes of others, as if nothing can stump her, nothing can stop her footsteps - Qi Xiaoxuan probably saw this clearly, so he took her as a target. However, she had never been so powerless for a moment. Yes, she can do a lot of things that she couldn't do in the past, and she has done a lot of things that she didn't do in the past, but she doesn't know how to control time, and she can't erase the scars of others lightly.

She even ......

Can't even comfort a friend.

Because of her existence itself, it will only make Qiaoqiao feel painful.

"Qiaoqiao, you didn't do anything wrong. In the end, all she could say was, "You've never done anything wrong, so don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes, that will only ...... make yourself more miserable."

This kind of thing, she has already experienced it once in her previous life, how can she bear to watch Qiaoqiao come again.

Not to mention, the reason why she was like this in her previous life was certainly due to external factors, but the main reason was herself. However, Qiaoqiao is completely innocent, she was originally such a good girl, but she was so suddenly pushed into the abyss by an unpredictable fate.

"Then you sue me. Yu Qiaoqiao raised her head, "You tell me, what should I do to change back to my past self?" When she said this, her eyes were both full of longing and implied madness.

“……”

"Wanwan. Yu Qiaoqiao's gaze gradually became sarcastic, sarcastic Ruan Wan, and at the same time sarcastic herself, "If you encounter the same thing as me, if we switch at this moment, you may not be better than me now." Who are you to preach to me?!!!

After shouting these words, Yu Qiaoqiao took a few steps back, as if she had just realized what she had said, and her face instantly became even paler. She looked at Ruan Wan's equally pale face and trembling lips, looked at the back of the latter's hand that was red from being beaten by herself, and shook her head vigorously: "Wanwan...... Sorry ......"

She didn't want to.

She didn't want that.

What she actually knows is that Wanwan doesn't owe her, and the person who caused the tragedy of her fate was never Wanwan. And if it weren't for Wanwan's presence today, she didn't know what would happen to her if she continued to live there.

It's not that she doesn't know what to do, it's not that she doesn't know how to be grateful, it's just that she ......

There is no control.

When her ugly wounds and unbearable past are exposed to Wanwan, the person who represents her innocent past......

She really can't control herself.

She had wondered countless times, why was it herself, why was she the one who had suffered such a thing, was she doing something wrong, was it her sin?

But she clearly doesn't remember what she did wrong and what sins she had!

She was so envious of Wanwan.

She's so jealous.

She wanted to......

It's become Wanwan.

Yu Qiaoqiao, who realized this, instantly surged with more sadness and despair in her heart, tears overflowed, and her eyes were blurred. She covered her mouth with one hand, turned and ran towards the door.

"Qiaoqiao!"

Just then, the door was opened.

Du Jinnian, who was carrying a few bags in his hand, had just opened the door when he heard Ruan Wan shouting to him-

"Jin Nian, help me stop Qiaoqiao!"

He was stunned, and hurriedly raised his hand to stop the thin girl who ran to the door.

"Let Me Go !!"

Du Jinnian's action obviously evoked some not-so-good memories of Yu Qiaoqiao, she let out a sharp and almost miserable cry, struggling desperately like a retreating hare caught in a trap, and then ......

He opened his mouth and bit him the arm.

"Hmm!"

Du Jinnian subconsciously let out a cry of pain, and the things in his hand suddenly fell to the ground.

"Jin Nian!" Ruan Wan, who chased to the door, was also shocked when she saw this scene.

Du Jinnian endured the pain, shook his head at Ruan Wan, who was hesitant to come over, gently pressed Yu Qiaoqiao's shoulder with his other free hand, slowly squatted down, reduced the sense of oppression he brought to the latter, and said in a soft voice: "Don't be nervous, I'm not a bad person, I won't hurt you." ”

Blood ran down his wrists.

"It's okay, it's okay already, calm down, okay?"

As Ruan Wan has always felt, there is a calming power in his words.

Under Du Jinnian's whispered comfort, Yu Qiaoqiao's struggle slowly stopped.

After a moment, she let go.

Du Jinnian withdrew his hand little by little, revealing a warm smile: "You did a good job." ”

Yu Qiaoqiao's stagnant eyes flashed with a hint of waves, and then she fell backwards.

Ruan Wan rushed up and caught the fallen girl in time. Although her body is not particularly good, it is perfectly fine to catch a girl, especially since this girl is not very light.

"Jin Nian, your hand ......"

"It's fine. Du Jinnian smiled and shook his head at her, "Put her on the bed first?"

"Good. ”

Ruan Wan nodded, put Yu Qiaoqiao's arm across her neck, and walked towards the bedroom with some staggering steps. After only a few steps, she felt a lightness on her shoulder, and it turned out that Du Jinnian was holding Yu Qiaoqiao with his intact hand on the other side.

After some tossing, Ruan Wan carefully folded the quilt for Yu Qiaoqiao, who was lying on the bed, and after doing this, she stretched out her hand and gently arranged the latter's hair, and sighed.

Long-term poor nutrition, excessive fatigue and mental pressure, I have just experienced a sudden anger and sadness, and it is really normal to faint.

That's right!

Ruan Wan suddenly remembered what had just happened, and hurriedly ran to the living room, where she saw Jin Nian, a guy who was always very reassuring, sitting on the sofa, having actually cleaned the wound and applied medicine, and bandaged the wound awkwardly. She sat down beside him, stretched out her hands and "grabbed" the gauze, gently helping out. After tying the final knot, she gently rubbed the edge of the gauze with her fingers and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

"Say what. Du Jinnian grabbed her hand and put it to his lips, and said softly with a soft look, "This is an accident, and you don't want to, right?"

"I'd rather she bitten someone was me. ”

"Scars are a 'testament to heroes' for men. He jokingly comforted her, saying, "So, don't grab this from me." ”

Ruan Wan couldn't help but laugh when she heard what he said: "Are you saying that your charm value has increased again?" she laughed, and because of the "scar", she thought of the tooth marks on Qiaoqiao's neck, and then thought of more, and became sad again.

"That's right. ”

"Huh?"

"Why don't you go back tonight?"

If it were a normal day, Ruan Wan would have barely thought that someone was sending her an invitation—although it was not very likely, but right now, she would definitely not think so, after all, it was not a real two-person world. However, this did not prevent her from teasing him, so Ruan Wan withdrew her hand from his hand, clasped her hands to her chest, sat back, and looked at the person in front of her "vigilantly": "What do you want to do? I'm not a casual person." ”

――I'm not a human being.

"......" Du Jinnian held his forehead, "Don't make trouble." ”

He was just worried that the girl named Yu Qiaoqiao would wake up in the middle of the night, and if Wanwan was not there, he would be the only one who would ...... Maybe it will make her nervous again, and it will be a real tragedy.

"Are you going back tonight?" Ruan Wan naturally understood what Du Jinnian meant, and asked instead.

"I'll stay too. Du Jinnian shook his head, "I don't feel at ease if I only let you two girls here." "It's safe here, but after the day's events, he always has some lingering feelings. Not to mention, the other girl was still very mentally unstable, and he really didn't feel at ease with the two of them alone.

"Do you have any extra quilts?"

"There are several wardrobes. ”

"That's good. Ruan Wan breathed a sigh of relief, "Then I'll trouble you to keep vigil in the living room tonight." ”

"My pleasure. ”

The two looked at each other and smiled.

Ruan Wan asked again, "What do you want to eat at noon?" I'll make it for you later. Speaking of which, it seems that this is the first time she has cooked something for Jinnian to eat--she has been thinking about it for a long time, but this "first time" actually came in such a hurry, and fate is really impermanent. She added, "First of all, I won't do 'whatever' and I won't do 'all-it-all'. ”

"Noodles?"

Ruan Wan: "......" This is really not picky. But it's good, it's easy to feed. She asked again, "Boiled, fried or mixed?" Chef Ruan Wan, who was full of desire, said that as long as she had a heart, she could make flowers even if it was a bowl of noodles!

“…… Just cook it. Du Jinnian paused.

“OK。 Ruan Wan nodded, and suddenly asked with a smile, "Did you buy pig's trotters today?"

Du Jinnian shook his head, "No." Would you like to eat?"

"Nope. I just thought that if I bought it, I could just cook you a pig's trotter noodle soup. She hooked the corners of her mouth, "Complement form with form." ”

“……”

Around noon.

Ruan Wan quickly made two bowls of noodles. She didn't make the coincidental part, mainly because the noodles were not easy to keep, and they would be lumped after a long time. So she boiled a pot of chicken soup, planning to make her a bowl of shredded chicken noodles or chicken soup porridge when Qiaoqiao woke up.

According to Ruan Wan's estimate, it seems that Yu Qiaoqiao, who is physically and mentally exhausted, should sleep for a long time, but what she doesn't know is that almost the moment she was helped into the bed, the latter had already woken up, but she just endured it without opening her eyes or speaking.

For Yu Qiaoqiao, she couldn't look at Wanwan and couldn't speak.

Full of sorrow.

Full of guilt.

and full of the rest of the complicated feelings.

She knew that she had just said something very wrong under the excitement of love, but it was not necessarily not true. She felt ashamed of Ruan Wan, but at the same time, she realized more deeply that she really couldn't go back—if it weren't for that, how could she have such thoughts.

Thinking of this, her eyes were sour, but she couldn't shed tears.

She hadn't cried for a long time, because tears were never useful, and the cruel reality told her that no one would help her, even if she cried too badly.

She didn't know how long it took, but she sat up, feeling that she should apologize to Wanwan, after all, the latter was not at fault.

However, when she walked silently to the door in her plush slippers, she saw the scene of a young girl and a young man sitting opposite each other eating noodles.

His eyes were gentle.

She smiled like a flower.

They seem to be that compatible.

The atmosphere that envelops them is sweet and nice.

Inside and outside the house.

It's like two worlds.

It was a world where she had never entered, and probably never had the opportunity to enter.

Yu Qiaoqiao's footsteps stopped, she took a step back, turned and leaned against the wall. Before she knew it, she was sliding to the ground, her hands clasped tightly around her body, curled up in a ball.

――I want to go over there.

-- but it couldn't be done at all.