Chapter 149: The Past
"Okay, I'll tell you the secrets of my body," Zhang Tao said solemnly. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"Listen up. The illusory body of the sword spirit stayed in front of Zhang Tao.
Zhang Tao was silent for a while, organized his words, and said, "I have some memories in my mind that don't belong to me!"
Since getting the mysterious memory, this is the first time Zhang Tao has mentioned it to others.
Zhang Tao clearly felt that after hearing this, the illusory body of the sword spirit trembled.
"Memories that don't belong to you. Sword Spirit's voice trembled slightly, "Are you sure?"
"Yes. Zhang Tao nodded.
The sword spirit is silent!
Even if he is like him, he still has to digest it when he hears such news.
After a moment of silence, Sword Spirit spoke, "You continue. ”
Feeling that the sword spirit had calmed down, Zhang Tao continued, "That was when I was ten years old, before the physique test. ”
Zhang Tao's eyes looked ahead, recalling the original situation.
"One night, I was sleeping, but all of a sudden, my head ached. ”
"I even felt like I was going to die at that moment. ”
"I spent the whole night in pain. Zhang Tao's voice trembled a little, and he was still a little afraid when he remembered that night.
Zhang Tao felt that that night was the closest he was to death.
"I felt like my head was going to explode. ”
"I thought I was going to die, but no matter how much pain it was, my consciousness was so clear. ”
"I don't want to die like this, I can't bear my father, I can't bear Mei'er......" Zhang Tao clenched his hand hard, "I don't want to." ”
"Maybe God favored me, I finally got through it, and the moment I got through, I fainted. ”
"When I wake up again. Everything has changed. A memory came to my mind that didn't belong to me. ”
"It was as if I was occupied by someone else. My mind is full of things that don't belong to me. ”
"I want to get them out, but I can't. ”
Zhang Tao said this, his voice trembled a little.
What should have been a carefree life was completely shattered.
"Ten years old physique test, my result is none!" Zhang Tao's eyes were glazed.
The sword spirit listened quietly.
He can understand Zhang Tao's mood.
A five-element physique, in the eyes of people on the mainland, is waste.
What kind of pressure is still in pain at the age of ten.
"The Five Elements Physique, the most wasted physique, does not have one. Zhang Tao gritted his teeth a little.
"After that, my family began to distance myself, and I felt like the whole world was ruined. ”
"After that, I spent a long time in desolation. ”
"Lost hope in life. Zhang Tao's eyes flashed with tears, "Do you understand that feeling?"
Sword Spirit nodded, "I understand." ”
A ten-year-old child lost almost everything in one day, and it was a miracle that Zhang Tao was able to survive.
"Since then, every night, something has come to my mind. Zhang Tao continued, "Gongfa martial arts, elixir secret techniques......"
"Many, many things, I'm worried about whether one day, I'm going to disappear. ”
The sword spirit understood what Zhang Tao's so-called disappearance was, not the disappearance of his person, but the disappearance of his soul.
"I, I can't even talk about it to anyone. I'd be taken for a fool. The tears in Zhang Tao's eyes finally couldn't be suppressed and flowed down.
I don't know when I'm going to disappear, and the fear is huge!
Every day you live may be your last.
Death threatens at the moment!
Knowing that he might disappear, but he couldn't do anything, that sense of fear and powerlessness has been tormenting Zhang Tao.
"And so I spent a long time in fear. ”
"Suddenly one day, no other memories came to my mind, and when that happened, my fear intensified. ”
Zhang Tao is a little scared when he recalls the situation at that time.
"I don't know what the hell is going on, is it time for me to disappear!"
"Perhaps, the next day I will disappear from this world completely. ”
"After a long time in the midst of this threat of death, I realized that things were not as I had imagined. ”
"I am still who I am, I still exist, I still ......"
"Alive!"
Zhang Tao wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand, "Hehe, I actually cried." He smiled wryly.
The sword spirit spoke, "Everyone is afraid of death, and in the face of death, people are always vulnerable. ”
"The days that followed were all about pressure and contempt. Zhang Tao continued, "I began to digest the memories in my mind. ”
"There are so many things in the martial arts, the secret techniques of the elixir, and the mysterious memory. ”
"I can't even digest it for a while. ”
"Just as I was digesting the memories, there was a description of the human constitution. ”
"I can't wait to digest this part of my memory. ”
"I really hope that the problem of the Five Elements Physique can be solved. ”
"You don't know, that kind of pressure, that kind of contempt and ridicule, I really can't stand it. ”
At that time, Zhang Tao was like a drowning man, grasping a life-saving straw.
"After I digested this part of the memory, it completely overturned my perception of physique. ”
"It is recorded in the mysterious memory that the Five Elements Physique is the most special physique, and it is not the most wasteful physique as I know. ”
"At that moment, I really saw hope. ”
"However, I was disappointed. Speaking of this, Zhang Tao was a little lost.
"There is no record in the mysterious memory of how the Five Elements Physique is cultivated. ”
"Happiness comes suddenly, and there is no nostalgia when it goes. ”
"I was like five thunderbolts, and I had no passion for life at all. ”
"I've been sinking, killing time. ”
"Still, I still have a glimmer of hope for the mysterious memory, and I keep digesting it every day. ”
"But Heaven did not favor me a second time. After I digested all the mysterious memories, I didn't find out how to cultivate the Five Elements Physique. ”
"I gave up completely!"
Zhang Tao kept talking, and the sword spirit listened quietly. Now is the time that belongs to Zhang Tao, the time for him to talk.
Sword Spirit just needs to be a good listener.
"After a while, I felt that there was no point in living like this. ”
"In the end, I still decided to cultivate the flesh!"
"Since I can't become a martial artist, then I will cultivate my physical body to the limit. ”
"With that in mind, I began to search for exercises for the cultivation of the physical body in my mystical memories. ”
"Finally, I found "Water Routing". ”
"I began to practice according to what was written above. ”
"Day after day, year after year. ”
"Just when I successfully cultivated the first two parts of the Water Rou Cultivation and began to practice the third stage, I miraculously discovered that there was a trace of warm current in my dantian. ”
Zhang Tao's eyes emitted a strange brilliance.
"I'm not sure, but I hope that's the internal force. ”
"I was so excited, so excited, it was that little bit of internal force that pulled me back from the brink of despair. ”
"You should know what happened after that. Zhang Tao finally finished talking about what happened before he picked up the sword of slashing.
After finishing speaking, Zhang Tao felt that his whole person was much more relaxed.
This is not a physical relaxation, but a sense of relaxation emanating from the depths of the soul, and at this moment, Zhang Tao feels that his perception of the energy of the surrounding world is clearer.
Suddenly......
The heaven and earth energy around Zhang Tao's body seemed to be stirred by something, and began to move wildly.
There seemed to be something in Zhang Tao's body that attracted them, and the energy of heaven and earth frantically poured into his body.
Zhang Tao was a little caught off guard by this, and he was about to resist.
"Don't panic, relax, don't resist, this is your big chance!" the voice of the sword spirit came at the right time.