Chapter 229: The heart is dead as ashes

"By the way, two days ago, Mrs. Zhongyong came over, it seems that she wants to discuss the date when Sister Zhen'er and Cousin Yin Mo get married, I don't know if it has been decided?" asked Yingxin with a smile.

Sister Zhen'er and Cousin Yin Mo have been married for a few days, and the two are almost the same age, but they can also discuss the date of marriage.

The atmosphere at home this year is not very good, if you can see happy events, you can also go to the bad luck. And the relationship between my family and the Yin family is because of the second aunt, I am afraid that it will be difficult to get better for a while, if Sister Zhen'er and Cousin Yin Mo get married, the relationship between the two families can also get better!

It's a pity if the relationship is so stiff. Although it is said that on the surface, the Yin family still has dealings with their own family, but the relationship is still not as good as before.

"It's not settled yet!" Su Zhen sighed, "Daddy's meaning is better after the year." As he spoke, he looked at Su Ling again. "Speaking of which, it's time for my cousin to say kiss. ”

My cousin is the oldest woman in the Su family's generation! It stands to reason that my cousin should be married, and she should go to the next round. Of course, my sister must not cross my sister, but if my sister says kiss first, my sister will be a little embarrassed.

However, when she was married, her cousin had not come back yet, and she didn't know if she would come back, so she naturally didn't think about it at that time.

But now that my cousin is back, my uncle and aunt should also be anxious to help my cousin say goodbye!

Marriage is the biggest event in a person's life! Naturally, we should be cautious. It's right that the uncle and the aunt should come down so early. The eldest daughter of the Su family is also the county lord canonized by the emperor, so with such an identity, it is natural to say that the family is an excellent family affair.

"I'm not in a hurry yet!" Su Ling said with a smile. "Now that I'm back, I still want to stay at home for a few more days. ”

"Yes, my father and mother also want to keep my eldest sister in our house for a few more days!" Yingxin also said with a smile. The eldest sister has not been home for a long time, and the eldest sister's family affairs, the father and mother are naturally not in a hurry. And after the eldest sister came back, there were a lot of things, but in fact, I didn't have the energy to think about it.

Anyway, the eldest sister herself is not in a hurry. Naturally, she didn't want her eldest sister to marry too early. If the eldest sister gets married, it will not be easy to meet in the future. Even if you marry in the capital, you can't always meet.

"My cousin doesn't worry about getting married, so there's really no need to worry. Su Zhen smiled.

"The Yin family is a good family. Cousin's personality, Zhen'er, you yourself know that this family business is actually very good. I wish you all happiness. Su Ling said with a smile. She sincerely hopes that Zhen'er and her cousin can be happy.

If it weren't for Wu Yuxin's calculations, Huang Fujue's intervention. Originally, cousin and Zhen'er should be a couple.

Su Zhen was a little stunned, she really didn't know if she would live happily. She was dissatisfied with this family business, but in fact, she didn't hate her cousin. Years of acquaintance, years of friendship, even if it is not the love of men and women, but there is friendship between them.

In fact, getting along with my cousin is not a painful thing. If there is no appearance of the Five Princes. So if her father and mother set such a family affair for her, she would not resist. But where there is an "if" in the world, it is just a hypothesis.

Because she met the Five Princes, such a person, like a fire, quickly burned her life when she was caught off guard. He just barged in like that, breaking her unruly life.

After that, such feelings just had time to bloom, but they withered for no reason and were destined to bear fruit. It's just that she still stubbornly refuses to give up. She finally likes such a person as Shan, and she really doesn't want to give up like this.

Giving up is as simple as it is to say, but it is very difficult to do. Put a person in the heart. Wherever you can say that you can take it out, you will take it out. The eight hardships of life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go.

It can't be painful. It's bitter to not be able to let go.

The more she was locked up by her family, the more crazy she was to see him and go to him. She has never loved someone like this, and her heart is pulled by one person.

When you see it, you feel full of joy, and your heart is about to jump out of your chest. When you can't see it, you miss it, and it's uncomfortable to scratch your heart and liver.

She was destined to fall on him. In fact, after deciding on the family matter, her father and mother made her die and let her forget him. It was precisely in this way that she felt that she couldn't forget it, and she didn't want to go to him all the time.

It's just that after holding on for so long, it's actually time to die. What if you don't give up? Once the family affairs have been decided, it is impossible to change them. Unless they fly away and go to a place where no one knows them. But she knew it couldn't be.

It is impossible for him to give up his background as a prince, he worked so hard to survive in the country of tigers and wolves, and it took a lot of hardship to return to the country of Yan, he will not give up his identity. And she gave up her identity as the concubine of the Su family, will he still want her?

If it had been before, she would have felt that he was not for her origin. But now, she knows that without the identity of the Su family's daughter-in-law, she is really nothing.

The cousin waited for her to go out once, saying that he was going out, but in fact, he took her to find the five princes. She really went to the fifth prince and said that she had cut off relations with the Su family and just wanted to be with him.

And then what?

Then he persuaded her to go home and stop pestering. At that time, he was completely like a different person. It was no longer the thoughtful appearance before, and the way he looked at her was no longer the warmth he had before. looked at her coldly like that, as if he was looking at a stranger.

Her heart has never been so cold. The chill that came out of my heart instantly flowed through my whole body, and the whole person was like falling into an ice cellar. For the first time, she knew that her heart would hurt, a cold pain, as if she had completely lost hope.

She always thought that distress was just a way of saying, and she had never experienced the feeling of distress. But at that moment, it really hurt. She didn't even feel it, or it didn't make sense.

She had forgotten how she had left, and she was stunned, and her whole body was cold and she didn't feel anything. The heart is dead as ashes, it was like that.

From that time on, she was really dead. Although I am dead, I should never worry about it again. But I still feel uncomfortable, and I have never felt uncomfortable. She felt that she had given all her sincerity, and that person should have some true feelings for her, but in the end, she was wrong.

It turns out that the so-called sincerity has always been her self-righteousness! Or maybe he's always pretending to be too good, so that she can completely believe him.

She knew that her cousin was really nice, but her cousin wouldn't do that to her. But for the future, she still doesn't know how she should live, and she doesn't know if she can come out of the previous shadows.

The road ahead is long, and I really don't know what will happen.

"I borrowed my cousin's good words. After a long time, Su Zhen said.

"As long as you treat each other sincerely, you will naturally be happy. The past has passed, so there is no need to worry too much, and what will happen in the future is something you can manage well. Yesterday is like yesterday death, today is like today's birth, in the future, live a good life!"

"I see. Su Zhen nodded.

"It's good that you get the idea. Whether your life is good or not depends on how you live. Su Ling said with a smile.

"By the way, grandmother wants to go into the palace to see your cousin, cousin, will you go with you?" Su Zhen changed the subject.

"It depends!" Su Ling smiled.

"I thought of going to see my cousin, she had no children, and I really couldn't help her. Su Zhen sighed. I haven't seen my cousin for a few days, so I really miss it.

Before my cousin entered the palace, I had a lot of contacts with her, and I could always see her. I haven't been able to see each other for so long all of a sudden, and I really feel a little unaccustomed to it.

"If you want to go, go and see! Since Grandmother is going to the palace, it's okay for us to go with us. Su Ling smiled. "However, you and your cousin seem to get along very well, so she is very close to the fifth prince, I don't know if she sued you?"

Su Zhen looked at her a little stunned, "What does my cousin mean by this?"

"The fifth prince got along with her very well before he met you, and their relationship was very close, don't you know?" Su Ling smiled slightly.

"I don't understand what my cousin meant. ”

"The reason why you met the five princes, and then gradually got closer, I'm afraid that there are her shadows everywhere in them, right? What if from the beginning, all the qiē was arranged by our cousin? Let the five princes marry the Su family, get the help of the Su family, and one day become the Ninth Five-Year Honor.

"And on that day, of course, the Su family was useless, and our cousin relied on her relationship with the five princes to become the queen of the Yan country. ”

"Cousin, what are you talking nonsense?" Su Zhen looked at Su Ling in a daze, as if she was looking at a madman. How did my cousin come up with such a crazy thing? How could this be!

Although the fifth prince was not sincere to her, he just wanted to get the support of the Su family. However, what does this have to do with her cousin? Although after meeting the five princes, she always wanted to go out and meet the five princes. And she is not good and always goes out, it is her cousin who always takes her out.

She gets along well with her cousin, so naturally she talks to her cousin about everything. Even if you can't talk to your mother, you can tell your cousin, and during that time, the relationship between her and her cousin was even better. If her cousin wanted to calculate her, she couldn't think it was possible.

They are relatives, and they all have the blood of the Su family flowing in their bodies, how could the cousin calculate her like that. (To be continued.) )