Chapter 82 Like a Dream
I don't know when, Fuji Renxue has already called the noisy three little ghosts to leave the ward, and the ward with only two people left seems empty, and the boy standing in front of the window looks at the scenery outside the window motionlessly, and does not seem to pay attention to the meaning of the girl on the hospital bed. Ash struggled on the bed, trying to get up and walk over to the figure that had been facing away from her.
"Cointreau......" Gray Yuan cried softly, as if he was afraid of something to start. It's a dream, I know, so, can you not wake up, I still have a lot to say, I don't want to wake up so soon.
That boy was still as indifferent as the last person he saw in the organization, when did it become like this between them?
"Cointreau, will you look back at me......?"
The boy still did not speak, his back to his body, straight, looking cold and stubborn.
Cointreau, don't you want to see me? Such a thought suddenly flashed in his heart, and Gray Yuan Wai quickly shook his head, what was he thinking? How could Cointreau ignore himself?
Thinking desperately like this, there was a strong panic in her heart, and Gray Yuan's voice couldn't help but get louder, with a fear that she didn't perceive: "Cointreau, even if it's a dream, even if it's a dream, are you like this? You hate me so much? You hate me so much? You don't even want to see me in your dreams?"
I don't know if it's an illusion, Gray Yuan Ai felt that the boy with his back to him seemed to tremble slightly, and Gray Yuan Ai's heart suddenly ignited hope, however, the boy did not turn around.
"Cointreau......" Gray Yuan's eyes dimmed for a moment, and then she tried hard to support her body, the dizziness caused by the high fever did not disappear, she got out of bed anxiously, but accidentally knocked on the hospital bed because she was too anxious.
"Cointreau," Gray Yuan Wai didn't care about the place where he accidentally bumped, and raised his foot and walked quickly to the window, "Cointreau, I miss you so much......"
Gray Yuan Wai read softly, approaching the figure, but Wai's hand trembled, raised and lowered, wanted to touch but did not dare to touch......
"Cointreau, I ......" Knowing the truth is a matter of time, no matter how cruel it is, you must accept it. Gray Yuan mourned, ah, yes, he even accepted the fact of Cointreau's death calmly, but he was a little sad in his heart, but he felt as if something to live on was suddenly stripped away, so now, about whether Cointreau is really alive, why is he suddenly afraid to know the answer?
Trembling and encircling the figure, the tea-haired girl, tears slid down her pale face like a broken stream, and she opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but finally turned into a choked voice, as if carrying great sadness and ecstasy......
"Great, great, Cointreau, I finally waited for you, I know, you are not dead, you are not dead, right?" Gray Yuan Ai hugged the figure tightly, the warm body made Mourn feel a long-lost peace of mind, a faint fragrance, a familiar sense of reassurance, she seemed to forget that this was a dream: "Cointreau, do you know? I was so scared just now, I didn't dare to touch you, I was so afraid that you were just an illusion of my illusion." Many times, Cointreau, many times, too many times to count, I saw you, but when I touched you, I realized that it was nothing but an illusion...... Cointreau, I'm so happy, so happy to wait for the real you. ”
Gray Yuan mourned his head and gently leaned on the boy's back, desperate and almost greedy breathing the boy's taste: "Cointreau, let me tell you, I met a child who looks like you before, his name is Mochizuki Night, but I know that he is not you, you can't be so indifferent to me, you can't be so sarcastic to me, right?"
"You've always been so gentle, or mischievous with me and Black Cherry, or cold when you're carrying out tasks assigned to you by the organization, and I've always known that those aren't the real you, they're just your disguises. I know, I know that you are actually very afraid of being alone, but in fact, you cherish every friend around you. Wailing closed her eyes, reminiscing, and slowly recounting those past events, the gentle winter sun shone on the girl's face, and a few smiles on the corners of her mouth seemed to soften everything at this moment.
"Look, Cointreau, don't deny it, you're such a gentle person, aren't you?" Wai smiled softly, and then thought of something, and his tone suddenly became complaining, with depression and sadness: "Yes, Cointreau, you, you are a gentle fool to the core, otherwise you wouldn't have risked being caught by the organization after defecting to save your sister, wouldn't you?
The arm around the boy's waist tightened again, burying his face deep in the boy's back, and the girl's muffled voice was thick with apology.
"I'm sorry to leave you in the organization and leave you alone for so long...... Because of my sister's matter, you were caught by the organization, I'm sorry...... I knew you were caught by the organization, but I didn't go to you in time, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" As she spoke, the girl's tears moistened the boy's clothes again, but the girl still had no intention of stopping.
"Cointreau, I'm sorry, that day in the organization, I obviously saw you suffer so much, I knew that you were captured by Black Cherry and returned to the organization, how painful the feeling of betrayal would be in your heart, but I didn't comfort you, I just stayed there stupidly, I even trembled with fear because of the look you saw me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! How can I be afraid? That's you, Cointreau! How can I be afraid of you?!"
"Cointreau, I regret it...... I had a lot to say to you that day, and I had the most important thing to say, but what did I say? I just said I'm sorry, Cointreau, don't blame me, okay? Don't blame me......"
The girl recounted over and over again, over and over again, calling Cointreau's name over and over again, slowly, slowly, she stopped what was in her mouth, and no longer cried, just hugged the person in front of her with peace of mind, the corners of her mouth curled up, and she seemed to have the whole world happily......
Time flies quickly, so fast that people almost forget the familiar faces of the past, and time passes very slowly, slow enough to make you remember the two of them thousands of times in an instant.
"Now, what is it?" a low and indifferent voice sounded in front of him, with a trembling familiarity in the strangeness: "You, what is the most important thing you want to say to me that day?"
Gray Yuan looked at the boy who turned around in a daze, her tearful eyes blurred her vision, making her unable to see each other's faces clearly.
"Now, you, is it Cointreau?" After a while, as if to determine something, Gray Plains Wailing opened his mouth softly, with a thick despair, like a cuckoo's bloody sorrow.
"......" I was silent, trying to suppress the emotions that were surging in my heart.
It's fake, Sherry, this woman, is the best at lying, and the best thing is acting, isn't it? So, all of this is just a means for this woman to deceive me again, right? Yes, Sherry, how can what she is saying now be true......
I thought silently in my heart, suddenly feeling that I was really cold-blooded, but at this moment, I was still so calmly considering the possibility of that woman cheating on me.
But if it's true......
I looked down at the tea-haired girl who was a little shorter than me, and felt that her face must still be as cold as ever, otherwise, why would this girl suddenly tremble in fear?
If it's true, then, am I wrong? Am I, who misunderstood her from beginning to end?
"Now, you say, you think it's a dream?" I asked.
Ah, the voice sounded a little cold, would it scare her? Strangely, this thought suddenly and inexplicably popped into my brain.
However, if she said it, she thought it was a dream...... In that case, can I think that what she says now is true? Can I think that all the bad speculations about Sherry in the past are just my self-righteous assumptions? Can I think that Sherry did not betray me as I guessed?
"No, no, you're not Cointreau. Cointreau ...... "The girl on the other side did not answer me, but looked at me carefully, and then suddenly changed to a frightened expression.
I was stunned, looking at the expression on the girl's face as if I was looking at a stranger again, and then remembering her previous words, my heart suddenly tingled, and a sense of regret that I had never felt before suddenly came to my heart.
"Sherry......" I slowed down my expression, my hand was raised slightly, wanting to caress the frightened face of the girl in front of me, feeling the girl's resistance, my movements paused, my heart was astringent, and then I still held the girl's pale face with strong hands: "Zhibao, Zhibao, don't be afraid, it's me." ”
I whispered, "Don't be afraid, it's me, Cointreau." ”
"......" heard the familiar cry again, the girl's fierce resistance suddenly stopped, she looked at the black-haired boy opposite stupidly, and the tears that she had finally stopped flowed again.
"Jun ...... Cointreau ...... "The girl's voice was hoarse......
"Cointreau, you are indeed alive,......" sighed contentedly, and the girl's eyes suddenly went black, and then she lost consciousness.