She had thought that he would always be by her side.

Just as he had done in his previous life, when he was alive, and so after he died.

If the second half of the sentence is said to others, some people will think that she is crazy, right?

But the truth is that it is, because ......

She felt him clearly.

In those days when he was gone, in those nights when he was in trouble and feeling unwell, she could feel that he was beside her. She even felt that she had seen him in a trance, that he was hiding in the deep night, so that he could not see his face or figure clearly, but she knew that he had kept his head down and looked at her with a gaze that was extremely gentle. Not only that, but he kept holding her hand.

Obviously, he is no longer a "human", but his body temperature is not cold, but warm and even scorching, melting the ice in her heart little by little, making her cold body warm again.

Although when I wake up, I am always empty.

But she felt that it was not a dream, because ......

Isn't it strange to dream once in a while, but twice or three times?

So this must be true, he must still be waiting by her side.

When she realized this, she felt a deep sense of joy, because what a blessing it was to be loved and guarded by such a person.

But is that really the case?

If so, why did he leave her alone on the streets?

If not, why did he appear in the darkness of the night?

Don't let her again-

“！”

Ruan Wan opened her eyes suddenly, and then she only felt a wave of dizziness, and she closed her eyes and rested for a while before she eliminated this feeling.

Then she found herself lying on a familiar bed, and she was stunned for a moment before she remembered what had happened last night. Aware of this, she instinctively looked at the bed, where there was a chair, and although it was empty, she knew very well that someone had been sitting there.

Ruan Wan sat up slowly, thinking back to last night's dream, and then thinking of the person sitting next to her last night, her heart was in turmoil for a while.

At this moment, there was a sudden sound outside the bedroom door, as if someone was walking here.

Without thinking, she lay down again, pulled the quilt and closed her eyes. It is probably because the vision is temporarily closed, so the sense of hearing has become extraordinarily sensitive. She heard someone tiptoe in, stand by the bed, and ......

A hand reached out and touched her forehead.

Wait a minute!

This scent?

Ruan Wan opened her eyes suddenly, and unexpectedly and unexpectedly saw Qian Qian standing in front of her.

"Ah, you're awake?"

"How did you ......" would be here?

"I was called on the phone. Qian Qian replied very bluntly, "I was still sleeping, and I heard that you need to take care of me, so scared that I almost fell out of bed." ”

"That ......"

"Pu Jia is still living at home, Xiaobei went to another school to play with classmates last night, and I was alone in the dormitory. Qian Qian looked at Ruan Wan's face and continued, "I'm not sure why you need to take care of something, so I haven't told them about this for the time being. Because, the person who called her was Shen Ziyu, Shen Ziyu! When she received a call from him early in the morning, she was almost scared to pee when she heard what he said, "Ruan Wan's health is not very convenient" and "I'm waiting for you at her house!" After thinking about it again, she decided not to tell the other two relatively "pure" girls in the dormitory about this matter for the time being, so as not to frighten them.

Ruan Wan couldn't understand the subtext of Qian Qian, but she really shouldn't say anything, so she only sighed slightly and said, "Don't let them worry." She is also in turmoil now, and she really doesn't want more people to be annoyed with her.

Miss Qian also saw that Ruan Wan didn't want to say anything now, so she didn't ask, but said, "There is boiled porridge in the kitchen, do you want to drink?"

Ruan Wan nodded, sat up, lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed to wash.

"Come, hold me. ”

"Thank you. ”

In this way, she walked into the bathroom with the help of Qian Qian. After the latter left, Ruan Wan noticed that although her eyes did not look very swollen, they were obviously crying, and there were no traces of tears on her face.

While realizing this, she stroked her face's hand for a moment, and a picture suddenly appeared in her mind.

Someone was holding a warm, moist towel and gently wiping her face.

She looked at the mirror for a moment, and a wry smile slowly overflowed from the corner of her mouth.

She wanted to convince herself that last night's qiē was a dream, but they weren't.

Jin Nian quarreled with her, no.

Jinnian left her alone.

She was alone in the streets, crying like a fool, no.

She met Shen Ziyu......

Neither is it.

Last night, she was too out of shape and too cold, and in the end, she was completely numb. Or maybe it's because I feel cold that I can't refuse the warmth of others.

But that's not right.

She leaned over the sink and turned on the faucet to wash her face.

The running water couldn't wash away the guilt in her heart.

There is a pair of Du Jinnian.

It is not right to receive this kind of intimate care from other men when you have a boyfriend, regardless of whether there is an argument between them or not.

It's more about Shen Ziyu.

She knew that he liked her, and she knew that she couldn't give him any response, but she still ......

It's so unfair to him.

- She's really ......

Ruan Wan raised her head and looked at herself in the mirror.

-- Make a mess of everything.

A few minutes later.

Ruan Wan opened the door of the bathroom and walked out as usual.

"Poof!" Miss Qian smiled when she saw her, "Seeing you like this now, I remembered that sketch - 'Crutche, crutch!'." ”

Ruan Wan rolled her eyes at her, it wasn't her fault that she was walking in a strange position, who made her only have one foot now.

She sat down at the table, where a bowl of thickly boiled white porridge, a plate of xiao long bao, a few eggs, and a plate of cold cucumbers that looked very green and crisp were already on the table.

Ruan Wan picked up the spoon and scooped a mouthful of porridge, raised her eyebrows, picked up another piece of cucumber and stuffed it into her mouth, blinked her eyes, and said in surprise: "Have you been practicing your cooking skills recently?"

Since it became an "off-campus base" for four people, she has also tasted the craftsmanship of the other three. Xia Pujia, who was completely pampered and raised as a little princess, actually did the best, and Mo Bei did the worst...... Ahem, there is only the concept of "cooked" and "uncooked" in her. As for money, well, how can I say it? The things she makes are of the standard of a small restaurant -- not delicious or unpalatable.

But right now, this bowl of porridge, this girl is very hot, and the cucumbers are also mixed very well, which makes people have a big appetite.

"Is it really so delicious?" asked Qian Qian rhetorically.

"Well, it tastes good. Ruan Wan nodded, took another sip of porridge, and said in a slightly good mood, "I like it very much." ”

"Ha, if Shen Ziyu heard you say this, he would definitely be crazy with joy. ”

Ruan Wan's movements paused: "What?"

"It's not like you didn't hear me. This time, the person who rolled her eyes was changed to money, she sat down opposite Ruan Wan, and said very simply, "When I came, he had already prepared these things, and told me to keep them hot and serve them to you when you woke up." ”

“……”

"Oh, yes, and- I asked him why he didn't just wait for you to wake up. Qian Qian tilted his head to look at his friend across from him and said with interest, "Do you know what he said?" I asked him why he didn't use it, and he said, 'It's not right for me to stay.'" That's a strange answer. "It looked like he had been there all night, but I didn't understand what he was thinking.

Ruan Wan was silent.

She thought, she understood what he meant.

Square peg?

No, he just thought she would be embarrassed when she woke up.

So he chose not to say goodbye and avoid it.

Ruan Wan pinched the porcelain spoon in her hand and was silent for a long time.

Qian Qian looked at her and sighed slightly, thinking that Ruan Wan had quarreled with Du Jinnian again, otherwise it would never be like this. What a transparent person this girl is usually, but every time she meets someone surnamed Du, she completely becomes an idiot, and she will only be led by the nose stupidly. Every time I see such a Ruan Wan, Qian Qian always feels that this kind of thing is definitely real.

In the end, Ruan Wan still drank the porridge in the bowl in one gulp.

After breakfast, Qian Qian consciously went to wash the dishes, and Ruan Wan, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, heard a knock on the door not long after.

Her heart moved slightly, and she limped to the door, opened it with her intact hand, and was surprised to see that the person standing in the door was actually a scar.

"Miss Nguyen. ”

"You ......"

"I'm here to deliver you a bag. Scar smiled and handed a women's handbag to Ruan Wan, "Do you want to see if there's anything missing in it?"

"This is ......" Ruan Wan took the bag in amazement, making sure that it was lost last night, "How did you find it?" She opened the bag and found that the wallet and mobile phones were all there, and then opened the wallet, fortunately, all kinds of cards were there. Money comes second, and if you lose all the documents □□ or something, it's really a big trouble.

"It's not me, it's Shen Shao. As a god assist, Scar will not let go of any opportunity to sell his boss, even if the latter tells him to "don't talk too much" in advance, "You don't know, he really worked hard to find it." Hey, I've been running through almost every garbage dump in the city, and I'm about to become a garbage worker. ”

Ruan Wan: "......"

She didn't know how it got back, but she was sure it wasn't found in the dump.

So, she really doesn't know how to react now.

Then again, if Shen Ziyu knew that his subordinates had said him like this, he didn't know how he would react.

"Ahem, it's hard anyway. Scar also reacted that he seemed to be "overplaying", and he resolutely changed the subject, "There is nothing missing, right?"

"Nope. Ruan Wan shook her head, "I'm really bothering you." ”

"It's good if you don't have it. Scar smiled, "Then I'll go back first." ”

"Come in and sit for a while?"

"No need. Scar hurriedly refused, thinking that if Shen Shao knew that he was staying alone in his sister-in-law's boudoir, he didn't know what he would taste like. He turned around and walked a few steps, suddenly patted his head, turned around and said, "By the way, Miss Ruan, when you found your phone, it had already been tossed around." Although I asked someone to help you recover, it is possible that something has been dropped, so you better check it. ”

"Okay, thanks. ”

"You're welcome. ”

……

After Ruan Wan closed the door, she checked the condition of her phone as she walked back.

The text messages were all emptied.

But it's okay, she already has the habit of clearing text messages regularly.

The music is gone.

Just re-off.

Contacts......

Her gaze was fixed on the first name - A Shen Ziyu.

This name is obviously not her masterpiece, or rather, she doesn't have Shen Ziyu's phone in her current mobile phone at all.

will enter this number in her mobile phone, and will add an A in front of Shen Ziyu's name to make him the first, and there will be no second person except for Scar.

While realizing this, Ruan Wan suddenly felt a little crying and laughing.