Chapter 155: Never Leave
Qin Yafu turned Lin Zihang's head with his free hand, and saw that his burning face was flushed, his nose fluttered slightly, and his breathing became more and more rapid.
She no longer had time to care about the angry mood she had just felt, and held his head with both hands: "Zihang, Zihang, you wake up."
Lin Zihang felt that the hand he had been clenching tightly was shaking again, his heart was dissatisfied, his eyes were half-closed, and he muttered: "Fu, don't go, I said I won't go."
Qin Yafu was very anxious, she tried hard to pull out her hand, but he grabbed it tighter, she was so anxious that she was about to cry: "Zihang, Zihang, you are about to let go, you have a fever, I will find you medicine, I, I promise you, I will not leave." She gritted her teeth, still reluctant to let him continue to burn, so she had to speak softly.
Lin Zihang's mind was in a daze, and for a moment it was Qin Yafu's grief-stricken tears, and for a moment it was the taste of the pain of that night's desire, fire, and burning body.
He was like a lonely boat, lonely in the stormy waves, in the process of displacement, the only thing he never let go of was the hand that seemed to be born with him.
He kept shaking his head: "Fu, Fu, I only want you, I only have you, I have never been with anyone, I don't have ......."
The more Qin Yafu struggled, the tighter his hand clenched, she felt the pain of her wrist about to break, but it still couldn't compare to worrying about him. She leaned in his ear to discuss: "Zihang, Zihang, I won't go, but you have to take medicine, you are obedient, I'll go find you medicine."
Lin Zihang felt an itch in his ear, a little upset, raised his other hand and wanted to pull it away, but he touched her cool and delicate cheeks, his upset feelings seemed to be slightly relieved, his backhand grabbed her face, and he hurriedly found her lips.
Her cool lips and tongue became his cooling medicine, and he was reluctant to let go for a long time.
Qin Yafu was uncomfortably restrained by him, struggling to break free, carefully looking at the abnormal redness of his cheeks, and couldn't tell if he was driven by desire or a high fever.
Lin Zihang felt extremely unbearable at the coolness of the sudden detachment, and suddenly opened his eyes, and saw Qin Yafu in a daze, and a glimmer of hope flashed in his eyes.
He took her into his arms again: "Fu, you are so stupid, I only love you, how can I be tempted by others, I don't do anything, you know, I take a shower with cold water, I wash until I tremble, I don't have the slightest thought, I don't stop, you know, I don't have ......."
"Impossible." Now that he has talked about this question, Qin Yafu can't care about his illness, and he said in denial. I'm -- I can hear you breathing, you're lying."
Tears fell from her eyes as she remembered that voice.
"I'll admit it, at first, I thought she was you, I even kissed her, but then, she was so eager to take off my clothes, I felt that something was wrong, I knew you weren't that anxious, so I pinched myself.
He reached out and rubbed his left arm.
Qin Yafu took the opportunity to untie his clothes, and sure enough, there was a very dark bruise on the inside of his upper arm.
She kind of believed what he said.
"And then." He looked pained." I've been drenching in cold water.you know what....... so cold."
He shivered slightly.
Qin Yafu couldn't help but reach out and hug him.Mixed feelings in her heart.Suddenly realized that she was so stupid.Believe a phone call without asking.And refuse to listen to his explanation.Perhaps.This is because she doesn't love him deeply enough.
Her nose was sore, and a deep sense of guilt made her restless.
Seeing his chapped lips and the hot breath spewing out of his mouth, Qin Yafu's heart became more and more anxious: "Zihang, you wait, I'll get you some water to drink first, and then ......."
She didn't finish her words, her mouth was gagged again, and the whole person was hugged and refused to let go.
Qin Yafu felt his strong desire, but she couldn't break free, and deep down she also thought that if this could relieve his pain, then so be it......
The first jerkiness and the two hearts eager to cling to each other made their lives uncomfortable.Qin Yafu almost fainted in pain.Tears and his sweat dripped down on the pale blue sheets.Quickly spread out.Forming a small inconspicuous imprint.Silently reflecting the unpleasant atmosphere in the room.
When Lin Zihang finally fell asleep on top of her, Qin Yafu stroked his sweaty back, pulled the quilt over him, and sighed softly.
Lin Zihang has been extremely gentle with her since the day he met her, but he is still rude like a devil at the last moment.
Qin Yafu's tears slipped down again, remembering what he had just said in his ear: "It's good to be good, it's good to hurt a little, it's good to be good, I hurt ...... too."
Touching his body temperature, it gradually dropped to normal, Qin Yafu felt that this was the only gain today.
When she was also hazy and about to fall asleep, the people around her moved slightly, she quickly opened her eyes, and saw Lin Zihang looking at her apologetically.
She was still not at ease, and she was against his forehead, and she felt the same temperature as herself, and then she breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled at him tiredly: "The fever has subsided."
Lin Zihang gently took her into his arms, closed his eyes and sighed: "Yafu.I'm sorry."
Qin Yafu's tears, which had never dried up, welled up again, and the head nestled in his arms shook slowly: "Zihang, don't say I'm sorry, I just want you to never leave me in the future, no deception, no harm, okay."
The woman's psychology is very strange.Obviously she feels wronged.But she has a kind of weakness of resignation.Thinking that she belongs to him completely.She no longer has the feeling of loneliness and helplessness before.She begins to rely on him from the bottom of her heart.She just wants to stay by his side.
She forgot the **autonomy she had always insisted on, a kind of whole-hearted possession, which made her yearn to live under the sunshine and rain he gave, and followed him without desire.
Lin Zihang's greatest wish is to get her affirmation, feel her heartfelt attachment, be in a good mood, have known each other for so long, and finally hug the beauty.
In the evening, Lin Zihang called and asked the station, and the train still couldn't leave for the time being, which means that Qin Yafu was trapped in the provincial capital, and there was no way to go home.
The next morning, Qin Yafu called home to report her safety, and asked for leave from the unit, so she enjoyed the world of the two with Lin Zihang with peace of mind.
The most excited person is Lin Zihang, because the partner of the studio has left, and some time ago he was riddled with lawsuits, so the business is no longer busy, he is happy to get out of class, and he runs home without thinking about anything.
And Qin Yafu is not too much of a lively person, and he has been confined to his home for two days in a row.
Every day during the day, she obediently waits for him to come back from school, and then goes out to eat together. It won't be long before Lin Zihang goes home, and he continues his daily tireless pestering.
Life is simple and warm, and both of them are content.
On the morning of the third day, Lin Zihang called and said that the ticket for four o'clock in the afternoon had been booked for her, and that he could not come back to school at noon.
Qin Yafu was disappointed before she remembered that she had never contacted Lan Haijun again.
So I found Lan Haijun and called her mobile phone number.
Lan Haijun was actually very worried about her, but he knew that Lin Zihang took her away, and they were husband and wife.
So, when he received a call from Qin Yafu, he was very excited, and hurriedly asked her where she was.
Qin Yafu said: "I'm sorry, Brother Navy, I'm worried about you, I'm fine, I'm still in the provincial capital, and I'm going to leave in the afternoon."
She hesitated for a moment and said, "Let's meet before we go." I have to thank him for taking care of him in his most difficult moments.
Lan Haijun also wanted to see if she was okay, and he had just finished picking up the goods at the main store, so he made an appointment to have lunch together.
The location was chosen on the tenth floor of the shopping mall where the "Golden Beauty" was located, which was a food court, which was convenient for Lan Haijun's tight working hours, and was also the only place that Qin Yafu could find.
After meeting, there is actually nothing to say.The two of them grew up together since childhood.They are familiar with each other as much as their relatives.If you want to say a word of thanks.It's too much to see you.Qin Yafu just wants him to know that he's okay.And he can leave with peace of mind.
Lan Haijun saw that he hadn't seen her for two days.Qin Yafu's complexion was a lot ruddy.People were also extraordinarily energetic.Knowing that she had passed the rain and the sky was clear.The big stone in his heart was also put down.Originally.He had always been a bystander.Just continue to watch her happiness.He quietly hid his frustration.
Lan Haijun brought all her favorite dishes before Qin Yafu came.The two of them were eating.Chatting.He never asked her what had happened before.Until he mentioned that Qin Yafu was about to go home.
Lan Haijun's eyes suddenly became eager, and he didn't look directly at her and stared at her eyes: "Girl, promise me, no matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, remember to tell me."
Seeing Qin Yafu's surprised look, his eyes quickly drooped, and he lowered his head and continued to eat, as if he hadn't spoken at all just now