Section 12 Spend the rest of your life with affection (12)
It was at that time that the red buds began to erode Meng Bangtong's food, and watched Meng Bangtong begin to hallucinate again and again. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
She watched Meng Xiangru gain a pure reputation in the name of visiting Meng Bangtong, but she had a neck-and-neck confrontation with Zhong Nanyuan in front of Meng Bangtong in the Prime Minister's Mansion.
looked at Meng Bangtong's desolate heart, but he couldn't control himself from going crazy.
In the end, Zhong Nanyuan found an excuse, locked in the room, and was shackled and handcuffed, like a lost dog.
Seeing Meng Xiangru walking up to Meng Bangtong with a high spirit, she told Meng Bangtong: "Everything she has should be hers." ”
Gu Jin looked at Meng Bangtong and then saw Zhong Nanyuan come in, as if he was still making a last stay, looking at the other party with pleading eyes.
only to get a disgusted and disdainful expression from the other party.
The heart died in an instant......
Since that day, spring has gone and autumn has come, and a year has passed.
Gu Jin watched Meng Bangtong get thinner and thinner, and finally passed away.
I saw the maid cursing and sweeping Meng Bangtong's body with a roll of cold and throwing it into the mass grave.
After making a fake coffin, she saw Meng Zhijin sadly appearing at Meng Bangtong's funeral.
Those things that were not mentioned in the plot all appeared in front of Gu Jin's eyes one by one.
But the more this happened, the heart was like a stone pressed against it, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.
She saw Meng Xiangru replace Meng Bangtong's existence, and then gained Meng Zhijin's trust and poisoned his food.
Little by little, day by day......
Until the end, Meng Zhijin finally fell.
The vassal king took the opportunity to start a rebellion, and the original family affection was nothing in front of the seizure of the throne.
The war began, and the people were displaced......
Gu Jin's heart tightened, and he opened his eyes violently.
A heart was still twitching slightly, making her pupils shrink.
Li Jingxi looked at Gu Jin's startled appearance, frowned slightly, and her voice was warm and trickle-like: "Have a nightmare?"
Gu Jin was stunned for a moment, and slowly turned his head to look at Li Jingxi, his throat was a little dry: "En......"
Li Jingxi withdrew his hand from Gu Jin's hand, turned his wheelchair and went to the table to pour Gu Jin a cup of tea.
Gu Jin's eyes were still foggy, as if he hadn't woken up.
It's not so much a nightmare, but a distress for Meng Bangtong's experience.
That kind of depression, that kind of despair on the verge of death, made her think of Wei Elegy.
These are two different women, but they both love the wrong person.
I can't say who is better, but the story of Wei Elegy does not make her feel depressed and in a trance.
And Meng Bangtong probably witnessed everything at the scene in a dream, so he could see how desperate this high-flying woman was at the end.
Wei Wangge is a person whose heart is dead, but Meng Bangtong is alive but not as good as dead.
Gu Jin took the teacup and took a sip, letting her heart fall to the ground, and her face was still a little pale.
She can't forget the moment when Meng Zhijin finally died.
Maybe she somewhat understood why she dreamed of it, probably because in addition to letting these people deserve it, she also had to protect Meng Zhijin.
Thinking of what Meng Xiangru said, Gu Jin pursed her lips, it seems that she is going to investigate Meng Xiangru.
Li Jingxi looked at Gu Jin, who had finally calmed down: "Are you okay?"
Gu Jin turned her head to look at Li Jingxi, and landed on his white and slender hand, which was full of red marks, which showed that she must have unconsciously pinched the other party many times in her dream.
Gu Jin exhaled and made himself feel more comfortable: "Well, it's okay." ”
Li Jingxi smiled slowly, his eyebrows were sparse, and the breeze was bright.
Gu Jin smiled lowly: "If I said that I was going to take revenge on someone who was not good to me, would you be disgusted with me?"
Li Jingxi was stunned for a moment, and replied thoughtfully: "This is your choice, you don't need to ask me." ”
"I said it before!" Gu Jin smiled lightly: "You can forgive those people, but I can't." ”
"But even so, I want to ask you, because I don't want you to feel bad about me. ”
Li Jingxi pursed his lips, thinking about the way she was struggling in the dream just now, at that time, he actually wanted to know what made such a woman look like this.
He has always disapproved of a tooth for a tooth......
Therefore, even if he couldn't stand up in his life because of his brother's struggle for the throne when he was a child, he still didn't hate, he just felt pathetic.
Hating a person and not letting go of the other party at the same time also means not letting go of yourself.
Life is already so hard, why bother to let other things make it difficult for you.
What's more, he did let himself gain real family affection.
So what Gu Jin said was fine, he was so gentle with everyone, but it was the same as others who stayed on his mutilated legs.
It's not that he doesn't care, it's just that the moment his legs left him, he thought that it would be better to forgive everything than to live and make himself more tired.
Because he doesn't care, because it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter to him.
He didn't know that these qualities of his were indeed a kind of kindness in Gu Jin's eyes, or in the eyes of others.
Li Jingxi sighed, if he opened his mouth to persuade him, the woman in front of him would not necessarily put away the hatred.
"If you want to do it, do it!" Li Jingxi grinded his fingertips: "You don't need to care about other people's eyes." ”
"And I'm not the kind person you say, like that. ”
Gu Jin was slightly stunned, a little puzzled.
She shuttles through various worlds, and there are always people in each world who stay in hell with bone-eating hatred, unwilling to be reincarnated.
They will die unwilling to forgive the person who has caused everything to happen to them.
But Li Jingxi forgiven, isn't this pure goodness?
Li Jingxi saw Gu Jin's puzzlement: "I just don't care." ”
"Why can others hurt you, it is because you personally gave him the knife, and he can hurt you. ”
"If he doesn't matter to you, then what he does is nothing to you?"
Gu Jin was stunned for a moment, and carefully polished this sentence in his heart.
If Meng Bangtong hadn't fallen in love with Zhong Nanyuan, his words, behaviors, and actions would have been just a stranger to Meng Bangtong, how could he have made this rich and glorious woman suffer for a lifetime.
But how can you understand this sentence thoroughly and say it with a blank face.
Gu Jin stretched out his hand and touched Li Jingxi's eyebrows: "You say...... Isn't your past a story?"
A story that hurts the hearer and tears the listener?
Li Jingxi shook his head, and he looked like a gentleman like jade: "The reason why the story is a story is because of the profound experience, and it has become a story in order to make people remember." ”
"I don't want my past to be a story, and I just know the bad ones. ”
Gu Jin stared at Li Jingxi for a long time, watching the other party say this sentence frankly, without a trace of falsehood.