Qin Yafu felt that although she was selfish, she just wanted to have the happiness and peace she had now, but at the same time, this should also be that person's wish, although they were concerned about each other, they also hoped that their loved ones would be safe.

"Silly girl, have you forgotten? I said, no matter in this life or in the next life, you can't escape the palm of my hand, we are one, one that will never be separated!

Lin Zihang likes to listen to his wife's promise not to be separated again, of course he is happy, but the cold north wind is blowing, so he can't help but continue to talk sweetly, and hurriedly raises his hand to wipe the moisture from her eyes and persuade her to go home.

"Okay!" Qin Yafu deserves to be down-to-earth and smile sweetly, I believe that relatives in the distance also want to see her happy appearance now.

Sitting in the taxi, hugging his wife, Lin Zihang was full of contentment, since he reconciled with her last year, the contradictions between them have decreased a lot, and he found that no matter how he messed around now, she no longer took everything to heart as before, blindly worrying and sad.

Even including the injury on the second night of the first lunar month, which was almost like "domestic violence", she never had the idea of leaving in a negative mood, in fact, as she said, is she unable to escape or escape?

Of course not, what she really can't escape is her attachment to him, she loves him, no less than he loves her, it's just a different way of expressing it.

Thinking like this, Lin Zihang felt more at ease, and he realized more and more that no matter how life is lived, as long as the two hearts are together, there is no need to be afraid of many twists and turns.

When the two of them returned home, they washed up and rested early, one of them had just recovered, and the other was still sick, and they both needed enough sleep.

Early the next morning, Qin Yafu's alarm clock that she had set last night rang, and she quickly woke up and was about to get up to cook.

Lin Zihang was reluctant to let go, and hummed with his eyes closed: "Call for takeout!"

"No, I always eat things outside, there is not much nutrition, besides, I set the time early, I can do it myself, behave, let me go!" Qin Yafu discussed.

"I don't want to eat unless I ......," Lin Zihang said, his mouth already biting her tender earlobe, and his hands began to be dishonest.

"Think beautiful!" Qin Yafu avoided it, his face sank, and sternly refused, "Lin Zihang, you are sick now, don't mess around, let's talk about it, when your physical condition is the best...... That's good. ”

"Uncle Kim's words, are you really interested?" Lin Zihang opened his eyes, with a hint of charm in his dark eyes, and discussed softly, "Baby, I don't want children yet, don't think about it so much, okay?"

"Nonsense! Since there is hope, we have to pay attention to the fact that although the child was not well protected in the later stage, he (she) was congenitally insufficient, and it was not because we were not careful enough at the beginning!"

Qin Yafu's eyes were red when she mentioned the old thing, thinking that if that child was born, she would be nine years old by now......

"Okay, listen to you, just have fun, don't care, can't I accompany you to cook?" Lin Zihang couldn't see her tears, so he hurriedly withdrew his words and sat up with her.

"I don't want you to accompany you," Qin Yafu categorically refused, "You are a patient, and you should be taken care of by me." ”

As Qin Yafu spoke, she pressed him down hard, and kissed his forehead with a smile: "Be obedient!"

Although Lin Zihang was reluctant to let her suffer, he also understood the stubbornness in her bones, which was not only kind, but not too hard, so she had to go.

Qin Yafu came to the kitchen, first scooped the rice, soaked it in cold water, and then took out the lotus seeds, lilies and wolfberries that she bought in advance yesterday and cleaned them.

After the rice grains are soaked and expanded, Qin Yafu puts an appropriate amount of water in the pot, first puts the rice and lily to boil, then adds the lotus seeds, changes to medium heat and continues to boil, and when it is cooked, then add rock sugar and wolfberries soaked in hot water.

Lotus seed lily porridge has the effect of tonifying the lungs, moistening the lungs, soothing the nerves and strengthening the spleen, which is suitable for the sick Lin Zihang.

This porridge was made for Lan Haijun a long time ago, when Qin Yafu was in Harbin.

I remember that once Lan Haijun accidentally walked after drinking, fell and injured his calf bone, and needed to stay in bed for more than a month.

Lan Haijun, who has always been busy, suddenly couldn't walk, and the negotiation with a shopping mall was not going well at that time, so he was inevitably anxious, coughing up thick phlegm every day, and his voice was hoarse.

While everyone bought him anti-inflammatory drugs, Qin Yafu remembered that she had heard from a colleague that lily had a good effect on moistening the lungs, so she tried to boil him some lotus seed lily porridge at her residence and sent it over in a heated rice bucket.

When Qin Yafu put the porridge into a bowl and handed it to Lan Haijun, the corners of his eyes were faintly moist, and after tasting it, he looked a little excited, and asked in surprise: "This is, this is what you made?"

"The first time I did it, I didn't have a good grasp of the heat and water, so it wasn't very viscous. Qin Yafu blushed, quite embarrassed, she was embarrassed to say, in fact, there was still a thick layer of porridge at the bottom of the pot at home, and it was not clean.

"It's so delicious the first time, Yafu, you're amazing!" Lan Haijun's eyes were full of joy, and he was even more excited than his own expression when he had achieved any results.

"Brother Navy made fun of me again, I can't boil such a simple porridge well, it's really stupid. Qin Yafu blushed even more and more.

"You're not stupid at all, I'm so surprised, I didn't expect that one day I would be able to eat what you made with your own hands!" Lan Haijun was obviously flattered, this kind of appearance of her bringing food for herself was a scene he had fantasized about countless times when he was a child, it was too warm and beautiful.

"What about what I do with my own hands? It's a woman who can cook, I'm just too stupid, slow to learn, and too lazy to learn, that's why he doesn't want me to ......"

Qin Yafu said that later, she was finally touched by sadness, remembering that the Yangzhou fried rice she made for Lin Zihang at the last time indirectly destroyed her only bit of warmth for her marriage, which made her confused, perhaps, what he made was really not good, he really didn't like it, right?

"What does it have to do with him whether he can cook or not? There are more women who can't cook in the world, and if a big man even cares about cooking, what is his value?"

Lan Haijun scoffed, in his eyes, Qin Yafu should have always been a woman who did not touch the spring water, even if he had imagined that she would eventually become his good wife and mother when he was a child, in fact, when he grew up, he had realized that she could not be a worry-free wife.

However, the deep affection for Qin Yafu made Lan Haijun prefer to give up his initial expectations, as long as she was always by his side, he was willing to do whatever he wanted.

"He never cared about this, it's because I know I'm not good enough......" Qin Yafu had already choked up, although she kept saying that she had given up Lin Zihang, she still subconsciously defended him.

"It doesn't matter if he cares or not, Japhe, don't forget, between you and him, it's not that he doesn't want you, it's you who doesn't want him, it's because he is not good enough that he doesn't deserve you, you don't need to blame yourself at all. ”

Lan Haijun was a little annoyed, since these two people separated, Qin Yafu didn't mention Lin Zihang at all, but how could she hide Lan Haijun's eyes when she thought about him anytime and anywhere?

"What does it matter who doesn't want whom? Qin Yafu smiled lonely, sad in her heart, if she could choose again now, she would definitely put aside the idea of decisiveness, and give herself and Lin Zihang a little more time to adapt, even if staying by his side will continue to be scarred, it is better than the current lovesickness, can't afford it, can't let go of the tangled entanglement.

"You're right, separation is separation, I once looked for him for you, but he didn't even want to take a face, it can be seen that ......"

"Don't say it!" Qin Yafu suddenly stopped Lan Haijun's words loudly, and only when she saw his slightly embarrassed expression did she come to her senses and gritted her teeth, "Brother Haijun, you eat slowly, I, I'll go back first." ”

Lan Haijun watched her run out in a daze.

Qin Yafu was so upset by Lan Haijun's words, she was already sad that Lin Zihang had not come to find her, and thinking of the fact that Lan Haijun said last time that he would go to him, but he didn't see him at all, she felt even more hopeless, and returned to her residence in a trance, and it was inevitable that she would be so sad that she couldn't sleep all night.

When Qin Yafu went to work the next day with red eyes, she was questioned by her colleagues, there were so many of them over, and the relationship of working together was good, and she was the only woman, which was particularly attention-grabbing, but unfortunately, she only said that it was a private matter, and there was no more explanation, let them guess, and even kindly condolence, just ignore it.

Although Lan Haijun couldn't come out to work, it had become a habit to talk to Qin Yafu on the phone every day, but fortunately, he never mentioned the events of that night, which made Qin Yafu feel a lot more at ease.

Two days later, when he was about to get off work, Qin Yafu received a call from Lan Haijun, and he discussed with her in a rather awkward tone, if he could make him some porridge again, saying that he felt very comfortable after eating last time.

Qin Yafu didn't know if the two bowls of lily porridge could play a role in curing diseases, but since Lan Haijun liked it, she was naturally obligated and readily agreed.

With the experience of making it for the first time, Qin Yafu has grasped a lot of it again, and this time the porridge is much better than last time, and the color and taste are even better.

After Lan Haijun ate it, he was as happy as a child, and praised Qin Yafu's rapid progress, which made other colleagues envious, and forced Qin Yafu to make a pot for everyone too.

Because it takes a lot of time to make porridge, Qin Yafu promised to make it for them after work the next day.

The next day, Qin Yafu bought a lot of ingredients, and boiled a pot of porridge with special care, plus other dishes, everyone ate quite happily, but since then, no one has mentioned it, she guessed that it is still not delicious enough

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