Taking advantage of the fact that Xue Qi went to direct the treatment of the wounded and no one paid attention to him, Xue Ying ran out alone. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

After the explosion, even the wind and snow stopped, and the field was empty and silent, looking around. Identifying the direction of the center of the explosion, Xue Ying stepped on the thick layer of snow and began to walk forward.

The water vapor exhaled from her mouth confused her vision, and she didn't know what the point of doing it was, but she just insisted on one belief: a little closer, a little closer......

And when the lungs in her chest were about to explode, she could no longer hold on to a stumbling and falling on the snow, smashing her eyes hard.

No, she wanted to be closer.

A pair of warm and powerful palms helped her up, and Xue Qi said softly: "I will send someone to find him, you go back first." ”

Xue Ying turned around, obviously walking was about to lose her breath, but it turned out that she had just walked to the first mountain beam outside the post station, and she didn't know how far it would be to go further. Standing on a high place, she could barely see the black pit in the distance, like a dazzling scar in this snowy world.

Looking at her dejected appearance, Xue Qi became more and more worried: "Ying'er?"

Xue Ying came back to her senses and bowed her head: "Thank you for your hard work, I'll go back." He turned and staggered down, but fell to his knees with trembling legs.

Xue Qi silently picked her up and walked back, wanting to say something comforting, such as "We will find him" or "He will be fine", but the tragedy just now is obvious to everyone, so no matter what he says, he looks pale and powerless.

When he arrived at the station and put her down, he finally said, "Actually, you can cry to me." ”

Xue Ying raised her eyes, her eyes were dry, and her tone was calm: "No need, thank you." ”

After entering, he found Xue Yao kneeling beside Cai Hua and wiping his tears. Although this scene was very strange, Xue Ying was too tired to care about it, so she silently walked past them and walked to the room.

Xue Yao suddenly shouted at her back: "Cai Hua can't see it, do you know?!"

Xue Ying paused, and continued to walk forward without looking back. When I entered the room, I was about to close the door, but I was blocked.

Xue Yao had red eyes and a cold face: "I said, Cai Hua can't see it." ”

"I hear you. ”

"It's all your fault!"

I don't know why, Xue Ying suddenly wanted to laugh: "Really?"

"What do you mean? You want to say that I'm also responsible, do you think I'm being vexatious and shirking responsibility?"

"I don't have the strength to argue with you right now, get out. ”

"You don't understand at all," Xue Yao gritted her teeth, tears still falling, "It's not that I'm leaving him, it's that he's leaving me." Yes, I know he loves me, but he doesn't belong to me. No matter how close he is to me, he is only a cloud. I can't catch him, so I don't want him, I go after what I can get my hands on. All along, it's not just him who has been hurt, it's also me!"

Xue Ying frowned: "Do you want to confide in me now?"

Xue Yao sneered with tears: "I want to be the queen because I don't want to be just a dispensable passerby, I'm not like you, I obviously have nostalgia and desire for this world, but because I know that it will be empty in the end, I pretend to be indifferent and don't care." I said that you were hypocritical and didn't wronged you at all, and I may not be able to compare to you, but at the very least, I am more honest with my heart than you are. ”

Xue Ying grimaced: "I don't know what you're talking about." "Push the person away and close the door.

After being cleansed, she stood still for a long time.

Yes, obviously there is nostalgia and desire, why should she deceive herself? When she leaves this world one day, leaving no trace, will those words that can never be said in her heart also dissipate? Something that she regards as a treasure, just because she has not expressed her care, will eventually become more humble and worthless than dust......

She was reluctant.

However, when the gentle eyes of the furnace appeared in front of her, she began to think that this was not impossible.

No matter how precious things are, they can't compare to the momentary peace of mind in his heart.

It doesn't matter, she is hypocritical, she can pretend, she can endure, as long as she can lighten his burden a little, make the compassion in his eyes a little lighter, lighter and lighter, so that he can live more like a person than a god.

The next day.

Xue Ying did the opposite of Cai Hua: "I heard that you are blind?"

"Looks like you're not trying to comfort me. Cai Hua sighed, "Fortunately, I didn't expect this, otherwise I would have been disappointed." ”

"Peeping at the sky, the focus is on the word 'peeping'. Now that you can't see with your eyes, you can't be a voyeur, right?"

"Not necessarily. If I want to, there will always be another way. As I said, I'm one of the best in talent, and even without these eyes, I'm not much worse than others. ”

Xue Ying grasped the point: "As long as you are willing?"

Cai Hua lowered his eyes: "The letter he wrote to me before made it very clear that unless I can make you fall in love with me, otherwise, you will lose your eyes at least and lose your life." ”

Xue Ying was stunned for a moment before she realized that he was referring to the letter that the furnace wrote to him: "He threatens you?"

"It's advice. But I have always claimed to be a voyeur, and I have not taken his words to heart, and now I have been taught a lesson. Last night Yao'er begged me to go with her, and she said that she was willing to stay with me and take care of me for the rest of my life, as long as I was willing to give up everything in this world like her, and stay away from the troubles of living a life of two people. ”

Xue Ying nodded in agreement: "You have lost your eyes now, if you persist further, you will lose your life." So my suggestion is: You better go with Xue Yao. You've waited so many years, and it's not worth it to wait until this fool has opened his mind, and then it's not worth giving up, or even losing your life for some curiosity or sense of mission. ”

"Whether it's worth it or not, I'm talking about it. ”

"What do you mean?"

"It's all come to this point, and I'm not willing to give up at this time. ”

"Then what about Xue Yao?"

"Don't look at her heartbroken now, but she'll find a new purpose soon. Cai Hua smiled slightly, "Not loving the past and not fearing the future is one of her best qualities." ”

"Even if she can't convince you, it's even more impossible for me. Xue Ying shrugged, "It doesn't matter, it's you who is going to die anyway, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

Cai Hua's eyebrows were calm: "You can say that, I think you think that death is not terrible, and only those who can't die are pitiful, right?"

Xue Ying didn't answer and looked away.

Xue Qi hurriedly came in: "We found him." ”

Xue Ying clenched her hands suddenly, endured a bunch of questions, and waited for Xue Qi to continue.

"I've already had him sent back to the camp in northern Xinjiang to heal. Ying'er ...... "I want to speak and stop."

Xue Ying had already guessed: "I can't see him, right?"

"Yes. ”

"Then I'll be gone. ”

Cai Hua was surprised: "Why don't you let you see him?"

"Because he must be miserable now. Xue Ying smiled bitterly, "It is worthy of a person with many years of experience, 'endure and not die' is already commonplace for him." ”