Section 29 Who is waiting for an inkstone (29)
Ye Lancang looked at Gu Jin's gaze and slowly spoke, his tone full of heaviness: "Huanji, I am moved by you." Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
This heartbeat, even I don't know when it started,
Maybe it's when you say you like me, maybe it's when you're dancing, maybe it's when I'm reaching out to you when I'm in the Qinghe Palace, I'm ...... I've had a crush on you.
It's just that at that time, I was full of hatred, but I forgot the feelings in my heart.
Gu Jin's hand that was tugging on Ye Lancang's robe was slightly relaxed the moment he got the answer: "Great...... Huan Ji is satisfied, even if the prince is lying to me at this moment, Huan Ji is also satisfied. ”
"I didn't lie to you...... Ye Lancang shook his head, sensing that the temperature of the person in his arms was getting lower and lower, and his heart suddenly panicked.
"Lord, do you know? Huan Ji has a lot to say to you...... Because I know that if I don't say anything, I won't have a chance. A tear ran down the corner of Gu Jin's eyes, soaking the originally dry blood droplets, and the corners of his eyes disappeared into his sideburns.
"You speak slowly, I'll listen. Ye Lancang let his voice be as gentle as possible, and his eyes did not leave Gu Jin, even if his eyes were full of mist, he didn't want to let himself not see the person in front of him clearly.
"When I was ten years old, the prince stretched out his hand to me, and Huan Ji thought, even if I can't be a normal person in this life, even if I will always be in the shadows in this life, even if I will kill many innocent people in this life. ”
"But as long as I can be by the prince's side, I can do it. Because ......" Gu Jin smiled, remembering the cold and unwarm hands when the memory Huan Ji first saw Ye Lancang.
"Because even if the prince's hands are cold and his eyes are ruthless and indifferent, but Huan Ji knows...... The prince is lonely. ”
But Huan Ji seems to have done something wrong, Huan Ji thinks that as long as she is by the prince's side, the prince will always feel warm, and Huan Ji thinks that the prince will always be happy. ”
"So...... This time, you also have to be good, fulfill your promise, you said, you want to be by my side forever, isn't it?" Ye Lancang choked up, and a tear instantly fell on Gu Jin's face.
"Why are you crying, Lord Wang!" Gu Jin smiled at the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh back the years when he didn't laugh in the past few years: "Don't cry, Huanji is not worth it...... After the prince...... Without Huanji by her side, you must be good. ”
"Even if the whole world abandons you, even if the whole world betrays you, even if there is nothing in this world anymore...... Warm...... The prince must also be well. ”
"If you don't treat yourself well, the prince will be very tired. ”
"Huan Ji, I don't want anything anymore, you are the same as before, can you stay by my side?" Ye Lancang held Huan Ji's hand, and his tone pleaded.
No......
Don't be like the queen mother, who promised him that he would accompany him well, but ......
But the next day, what he saw was her iron-blue face and stiff body.
He doesn't want that!
He couldn't afford to lose a second time.
"Lord Wang, if there is an afterlife, Huan Ji will definitely find you, at that time, the prince must remember Huan Ji, okay?" Gu Jin thought about Huan Ji, looking at Ye Lancang's almost collapsed appearance, and felt uncomfortable in his heart.
These two people don't know love because of what happened to them, and Huan Ji thinks that what she does is the best way to accompany Ye Lancang.
But no.
"Don't say such stupid things, you'll be fine, I'm not going to let you die. Ye Lancang raised his head and looked at Shen Chaomu, with anticipation in his eyes: "Chaomu, you save her for me, save her......"
Shen Chaomu tilted his head, and his tone was sad: "I...... Unable to do anything ......"
A pair of hands clenched into fists, the first time he hated himself so much that he didn't have the ability to reach the sky, so there was no way in the face of death.
Gu Jin gently shook Ye Lancang's hand back: "Lord Wang, don't embarrass Mr. Shen...... Huanji's life is here. ”
Ye Lancang gritted his teeth, his face full of defeat.
"Lord Wang, there is one thing, maybe Lord Wang already knew. Gu Jin smiled widely: "But Huanji is still ...... I want to tell the prince in person. ”
Ye Lancang hummed softly, and his nasal voice was full of choked and heavy: "You say, I'll listen." ”
"Huan Ji likes the prince so much, and likes it so much that as long as she looks at it from afar, she is already content...... But ......" Gu Jin's faint voice seemed to be crying: "But people are greedy, and the original contentment is no longer enough...... Huan Ji wanted to accompany the prince, watching the prince smile at me, and watching the prince be happy. ”
"If so...... ...... a little earlier It would be nice to meet sooner. ”
Ye Lancang lowered his head and buried it in Gu Jin's neck, tears finally running rampant.
Gu Jin felt the wetness in her neck, endured the pain and raised her hand, and patted Ye Lancang's head: "In this life, Huanji has to take the first step, and she can't ...... in the future Take good care of the prince. ”
"The prince must remember to protect himself. ”
"If you really have a next life, at that time, you are not full of hatred, I do not have blood on my hands, you and I must fall in love at first sight when we meet. ”
Ye Lancang listened to Gu Jin's words as if he was explaining his last words, his heart was empty, and the cold wind kept pouring in, but he didn't feel any pain, he just felt chills all over his body.
"Okay, okay?" Gu Jin looked at Ye Lancang, who raised his head from his neck, with a smile on his face, his eyes full of tears.
Ye Lan Cang was choked and couldn't speak, but kept nodding.
He did it wrong, from the beginning.
Gu Jin tilted his head, looked at Shen Chaomu on the side, and slowly stretched out his hand: "Mr. Shen......"
Shen Chaomu was stunned for a long time before he stepped forward and knelt down on one knee to hold that hand.
Gu Jin smiled lightly, looked at the pain in Shen Chaomu's eyes, was slightly stunned, seemed to think of a possibility, and slowly lowered his eyes: "Don't you want to know what I want?"
Shen Chaomu didn't speak, just looked up at Gu Jin, and then his heart was full of desolation.
"I used to think how nice it would be if I were just a normal person?"
Gu Jin thought about Huan Ji's long-cherished wish, and said softly: "I want to be an ordinary person, without walking on the tip of a knife, without dyeing blood with my hands, and harvesting the lives of countless people." ”
"I can laugh when I want, make trouble when I want, cry when I want to, I can travel through mountains and rivers, enjoy flowers and admire the moon, I can be like an ordinary boudoir woman, coarse cloth and plain clothes, wash my hands and make soup, I can talk with my beloved, I can keep the New Year with him, and do beautiful things in this world together. ”
"So...... When I die, don't bury me, don't keep my body, cremate me!"