Chapter 778: Life is Better Than Death
Hua Junyao rode a bicycle to pick up the little girl. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ ο½ο½fo
The silence in the carriage was suffocating, and Rong Qixuan opened his mouth before he found his voice and said hoarsely, "You're okay!" β
"You think I'll be fine?" Hua Junyu asked stiffly, "What should I have done didn't happen, and I still smile at you like a fool, don't you have no heart and lungs?" β
"I'm sorry." Rong Qixuan said in a muffled voice.
"What would you say besides being sorry?" Hua Junyu said angrily.
"I'm sorry." Rong Qixuan's words fell and he changed his words, "I'm really sorry. β
"Hehe......" Hua Junyu looked at him, her eyes were annoyed, nor was she hateful, with a trace of sadness, she didn't know if it was him or herself, she shook her head again and again, maybe in order to make herself completely dead, she suddenly asked, "I want to see that child." β
"Xiao Yu, you don't need to ......" Rong Qixuan said with a quick glance at her.
Hua Junyu yelled at him, "I want to see you!" β
"Good, good!" Rong Qixuan hurriedly responded.
Rong Qixuan drove to a welfare home outside the Third Ring Road, and Hua Junyu didn't wait for Rong Qixuan to open the door for the sake of a 'gentleman', so she pushed the door and got out of the car.
Raising his eyes to look at the simple gate of the welfare home, he looked at Rong Qixuan and said, "Is this the place?" I want to see it for myself. β
"Xiao Yu, aren't we optimistic?" Rong Qixuan looked at her pleadingly, and under her insistent eyes, he had no choice but to raise his feet and walk inside.
Hua Junyu followed behind him and walked into the door, suddenly hesitating and hesitating, and laughed, "What am I doing?" What if you see it? What can change? "Turn around and walk back.
Rong Qixuan turned around and pulled her arm and said, "I'll send you." β
Hua Junyu shook off his hand and said, "It's all here, why don't you go in and have a look." β
Rong Qixuan grabbed her again and said, "I can't let you go like this." β
"Let it go!"
"Don't let it go!"
During the argument between the two, the sound of children arguing came from the yard.
The three children gathered around the middle child and chirped:
"Boy, die! Your mom won't come to pick you up at all. β
"You can also believe your mother's words, all mothers in the world are liars. Do you think you've got a mother? Are we the Monkey King who jumped out of the cracks in the stones? β
"I found someone to marry, get rid of your oil bottle, and live your own happy life."
"Don't let the Dean worry about you, you dead boy."
"Recognize the reality!"
"It's been two years, and I'm going to pick you up, I've been here a long time ago."
"Don't be stupid, accept the reality, pretend to be pitiful, and there will be kind people to fund you."
"My mom wasn't a liar, she said she would come back to pick me up." The little boy who looked like Rong Qixuan was angry like a little beast, glaring at them angrily and said, "I won't stay in this ghost place and become a wagging tail and begging pitiful worm like you." β
"Boy, don't be ignorant, we're teaching you to accept reality."
"Like you, we once believed in the words of adults, and we were so naΓ―ve."
Listening to the children's 'innocent' fairy tales, Hua Junyu couldn't stand it anymore and turned to leave.
I ran, just thinking about getting away from here.
Rong Qixuan chased after him tightly.
It wasn't until Hua Junyu was tired of running that the two stopped,
Rong Qixuan chased after him, "I'll send you home." β
"What are you chasing after you? You deserve to go in. Hua Junyu walked to the side of the road.
"I don't worry about you." Rong Qixuan said with concern that this place is located outside the Third Ring Road, the land is vast and sparsely populated, and now the society is chaotic and not very safe.
"I don't need you to send it." Hua Junyu said and walked back, planning to stop a taxi to go home.
Rong Qixuan grabbed her hand, "I said I'll send you." β
"I said it wasn't necessary." Hua Junyu broke free from his grip and said, "After listening to the children's words, are you so indifferent?" Don't be so despicable and make me look down on you. β
"The child is very pitiful, he was thrown here irresponsibly by you, what did he do wrong?" Hua Junyu yelled at him.
"I know!" Rong Qixuan said helplessly.
"I'm not here for you, and I'm not expecting you to choose between the two of us." Hua Junyu pointed to his heart and said, "I just want to see the child, I want to see it with my own eyes, and confirm this matter, so that I can die." β
"Prove that I am stupid, I can't recognize people clearly, I humiliate my family and become the laughing stock of others. I deserve death. Hua Junyu said reproachfully.
"It's not your fault." Rong Qixuan comforted her with pale words.
"You bastard, you made me like this, you made me so disgusting that I didn't even know myself." Hua Junyu was so angry that she beat him hard.
"It's me who is bad, it's me who is not good, you fight!" Rong Qixuan let her fist thump on his body, as long as he can make her angry, he is willing to do anything.
"Ahh Hua Junyu looked up to the sky and roared, venting the endless grievances in her heart, "What did I do wrong?" β
Rong Qixuan looked distressed, hugged her from behind, looked at her like a child, and cried.
"You let me go, you bastard." Hua Junyu broke free from him and walked up again.
Hua Junyu's eyes were red and she asked sharply, "I am still a poor child in my situation, as the father of the child, do you think you are doing this right?" How can you be so irresponsible. He laughed self-deprecatingly, "I'm really going crazy, I'm like this, and I still care about others, what does he have to do with me, what does he care about me if he is doing well?" β
"What do you want me to do? Take it back? Rong Qixuan suddenly raised his head and smiled sadly, "Do you know how he came here?" It was only when someone held a gun to the head. I've done my best to fund this orphanage. β
Hua Junyu covered her lips and looked at him in disbelief, she couldn't believe what she heard.
"I'm not here to sell miserably, I want your forgiveness. I should have been thrown into the desert in the first place, but I was so useless, I was really worse than dead. Rong Qixuan hated his cowardice, "I'm even more useless than you think." There are some things that I can't say, and I don't want to say them. β
Hua Junyu stopped and squatted on the ground to cover her face and cry, not knowing whether she was crying for herself or the misfortune he had encountered, maybe both.
Who is to blame for this!
After the two vented, they walked to the car, and Rong Qixuan drove her back.
The car stopped at the door of Hua's house, Hua Junyu pushed the car door, and walked towards home without heading.
"Tutu ......" Hua Commune came over on a motorcycle.
"Huh! Future brother-in-law, why don't you go in? Hua Commune greeted with a smile.
Rong Qixuan watched Hua Junyu's footsteps without stopping, the hope in his heart was extinguished, and he looked at Hua Commune and said with a smile, "There is still something at home, I have to go back, so I won't go in." β
"Alright then!" Hua Commune watched him reverse and go out, "These two people are weird today." Shaking his head, he muttered to himself, "It's really a man and a woman in love, I can't understand it." Saying that, he pushed the motorcycle into the house, "Grandpa, grandma, daddy, I'm back." β
As the people who got off work came back one after another, the small courtyard, which had been quiet for a day, became lively again.