"I'm talking to you from the bottom of my heart, and I'm not afraid of your jokes, sometimes I feel very depressed, but I don't have a place to tell, sometimes I'm in a bad mood, I don't want to associate with anyone, I want to lock myself in a small world, and think quietly alone. ※%, "Yu Jinrong said.

"The mood is very depressed, this is not a good phenomenon, there are words that can't always be held in the stomach, you might as well say it directly, then your heart will be happy." Xu Feng said.

"Sometimes, I suddenly feel very irritable, and I feel uncomfortable and unpleasant." Yu Jinrong said.

"It's the same for everyone, everyone has this time." Xu Feng said.

"At this time, I was in a panic, desperately trying to find an exit." Yu Jinrong said.

When I find that the people around me don't understand me, I feel speechless when I face the people around me. I felt out of place in the world, and what I had been holding on to overnight was unrecognizable. I really want to escape from my current life, and I don't care about packing my simple luggage to wander. Someone suddenly says to you, I think you've changed, and I'm starting to have mixed feelings. At this time, I hope that time will stop for me and finish what I haven't had time to do. I want to hide alone, and I don't want others to hurt my own wounds. At this time, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry sadly.

In the dead of night, I feel that it is not that I can't sleep, but that I stubbornly don't want to sleep. Walking through the familiar street corner, Xi's back reminds me of a person's face. I have a lot to say in my heart, but I don't know how to express it. I feel like I own the whole world, but I feel like I have nothing in the first moment. It's really just that sometimes, I know that I have a lot of friends around me. But I still feel lonely. Would love to indulge yourself. I wish I was going crazy hysterically. Can't find yourself. Throw yourself away without a trace. A feeling of boredom suddenly appeared in my heart, and I felt that I was very tired and tired. What my future will look like, I am confused and overwhelmed.

Sometimes, you find yourself growing up overnight. When you hear a song, you suddenly think of a person. I hope to find someone to love myself and desire a sense of security. But when the person who can hurt you appears, he retreats paranoidly. Others misunderstood their unintentional words, and they were depressed and panicked. Being hurt by someone else. He said that he was fine, but in fact, he was sad to death. Often struggling with memories, sometimes numb like a fool. A little bit passed, let me sigh, but I couldn't do anything. In fact, sometimes, I really think about it so much.

"Learn to let go, give yourself a fresh start, as long as the confidence is there, the courage is there, and the hard work is there. Success is there. Xu Feng said.

"That being said, my environment can't compare to yours. I can't compare with other people, so I feel like I'm living a very bad life. Yu Jinrong said.

"People live a twisted life, the so-called twisted, that is, awkward, they can't get along with themselves, and they can't get along with others. All people and things are awkward, and the bigger awkward thing is that everyone can't do anything about this awkwardness, and everyone has to follow this awkwardness. Xu Feng said.

"I know this, but I just can't get over this hurdle in my heart, and I feel that the world is too unfair to me." Yu Jinrong said.

"This paradoxical way of thinking is everywhere in life." Xu Feng said.

For example, people hate corrupt officials to the core, but at the same time, they don't care about applying for the civil service examination, and they dream of becoming officials. He is obsessed with monopolistic state-owned enterprises, but at the same time, he wants to find employment there and get unreasonably high wages. I hate to find a relationship to do things, but once I want to do things, the first thing that comes to mind is to find a relationship to send things. I was indignant about the special car, but when I had the opportunity to sit in it and enjoy the scenery, I felt extremely happy and vigorous. In a word, we feel angry, not because we feel unfair, but because we feel that we are at a disadvantage in the unfairness, and the purpose of our anger is not to eliminate this unfairness, but to find ways to put ourselves in an advantageous position in the unfairness. Many people even like to worship this injustice in their bones.

"So I feel that life is very helpless, every day is always very tired and tired, there are too many annoyances in life, I have to get up early every morning to be busy for family and work, there are always some things that should not be remembered in my head, I always feel very guilty, I feel like I owe a lot of people, but I still have to live it all the time, who can understand the mood at the moment." Yu Jinrong said.

"There is indeed a lot of helplessness in life, because most people feel bored and panicked when they encounter unpleasant things. I feel unhappy, so the most important thing is to learn to properly adjust my mentality to treat some things, which is also a process of growth. The days are like water scattered, to put it simply, a piece of water radish, from the outside to the inside, from the withered to the dregs, the moisture is gone, and the weather is gone. A delicious day is actually a period of delicious mood, dense, steaming, or, quiet, and light. Xu Feng said.

Life is sometimes like this, at a glance, there is a flat field in front of you, and when you walk over, you find that it is a mud pit. The heart is running for simplicity, and when you sink into it, you find that it is complicated. It's life that is deliberately difficult, no. Because the road of life cannot be smooth, there will inevitably be some thorns and bumps, we must learn to be strong, get up when we fall, and life is still beautiful. Anyone who complains about life is the first to get along with himself. Then I felt that life was the enemy of me on all sides. It seems that you can only move forward, and it is uncomfortable to stop. You can only go high, and you can panic when you go low. Many people have lost the ability to stop, and they have also lost their indifference under the willingness to live under the people. **It's big, there are a lot of ideas, and you have to live on your own everywhere. You give the artistic conception of life, and life can give you the scenery. You have a lot of noise, and your life is embattled. More often than not, it's us who scare ourselves. Originally, there was no need for food and clothing, but the state seems to have been lacking in food and clothing. Rushing, flustered, circulating, and reluctant, as if he was holding the universe on his own, and the whole world would collapse as soon as he let go. If you need it or not, you want it. What you deserve or don't deserve, you want to get. I muddied my life, and then, while complaining, I looked at it from afar. Accustomed to the complexion, but never the complexion. Accustomed to caring about others, but rarely caring about themselves. All day long, he paid for his vanity, and said that he was forced by life. Life is there, motionless, it is my heart that is stirring, I can't hold it, and the wind is surging. Wait until it fails. collapsed, and another brain sprinkled resentment on life.

"So I feel very troubled, and sometimes I really want to leave this world and go to a paradise where there are no worries and no disputes." Yu Jinrong said.

"That's impossible, learn to love yourself and spoil yourself. There is one person who will never turn his back on you, this person is yourself, love yourself, a little more sunshine and less misery. Even if one day the person you love drifts away, don't follow the footsteps that you can't keep in vain, take the rest of the way, and learn to be independent. None of us are perfect people, but we have to accept that we are not perfect. A lifetime is not long, learn to be kind to yourself. Xu Feng said.

A cup of tea is elegant, a pot of wine, even if you are in love with tea and wine, the wind is there, and you are elegant, but it is difficult to see it in the end. In a cup of tea, a pot of wine, there are too many heavy things attached, money, fame, and power, all of which have to rise and fall in this soup. The lights are bright, push the cup and change the lamp, and then the rooster cries and the dog steals. When the liquid of the spirit and soul is pleasant, and the net of heaven and earth is also laid out, it is no wonder that all the impetuousness and hustle and bustle must flow in the blood of the human body. If you don't want to live well, you can't live well, no matter who you toss. In the end, it is you who loses. When you think about going back, you can't go back. When you find your hands hot, you can't let go of them. When the chill was biting, I found that the third button could no longer be fastened. The west wind is cold alone, and it is all self-inflicted. The smoke willow painting the bridge, the wind curtain and the green curtain, how many scenery in life can not reach the comfort and relaxation of the heart. This mellow taste is actually six words, quiet, clean, contented.

Spring has come to an end and summer is not yet in the summer, the sun is shattered, the clear rendering stares at the sparkling waves, a petal is held in the palm of the hand, the flowers are falling, peeking into this summer to witness the time, mottled and staggered, silently looking at this familiar season. Outside of the red dust, what kind of persistence. The wind gently passes through the palm of the hand, covering a peaceful background, which is unbearably disturbing.

Sitting quietly in front of the window, my thoughts wander in an unhindered ethereal, sending a warmth, opening a flower, adjusting my posture from time to time, and giving myself a comfortable comfort. What a good time, looking forward to watching quiet and beautiful, like a wisp of spring breeze, Xi Xi blows, the years are no more, and I am still myself. In the red world, I fell in love with the quiet night, dancing solo in the night sky, smiling. Read it yourself. The light is sultry, condensing a layer of tulle, lightly draped over your body. Enjoy the tranquility of the moon, feel the rhythm of music, and hover on the edge of dreaming and waking up. Always looking for his own shadow in the ethereal music, trying to shake off the haze of the soul, and calming his own state of mind in the dream.

Every time the footprints of the sun gradually lengthened, the figure leaned on the farewell song of spring, and the heart gradually became comfortable, July is in the bloom of the flowers with a smile, and returned to the world, the world is so charming in July, and it is so amorous, as if it is a cloud on the horizon, projected in your wave heart. The story of time is hidden in your dreams, walking alone in the memory of the years, bidding farewell to the flying of spring, and chasing the touch of summer. (To be continued......)