I often think of a person, the person who told me that my sister would be happy. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's a pity that when I was truly happy, Xia Er was no longer by my side.

I don't know if she can see it or not, but I want to tell Xia Er that I am very happy.

There are sons and daughters, and there is him!

Maybe at the beginning, for Su Yuxiao, the prince of Lin, I really felt that that person was just the man I had to marry, and there was nothing else to think about.

I still remember Xia Er lying in my arms and telling me that she couldn't bear me.

Do you still remember that she was worried that I would be bullied and wronged if I got married?

But how did Xia Er know that no matter what kind of person the other party is, the holy decree has come down, and I must marry into the Lin Wangfu and become the princess of Lin.

I never thought that I would be happy, and I knew that marrying into the royal palace and marrying the royal family was a great thing in the eyes of outsiders.

But for me, it's just a gorgeous birdcage with canaries.

Every word and deed, every move, is not doing what you want.

I like mountains, rivers and lakes, I like mountains, rivers and lakes, and I like literati.

I prefer Xia Er's soft and glutinous greasy in my arms, calling me sister.

It is said that the eldest sister is like a mother, but I have never had anything to do about Xia'er.

I have a quiet temperament, but Xia Er is active and arrogant.

The people in the house almost wanted to run away as soon as they heard the second lady, and Xia Er's personality was originally the most troublesome thing for me.

But I found that Xia Er had changed, she was still the same person, but her willfulness began to become considerate.

She's starting to protect me, she's starting to be considerate of other people.

I think I will never forget that trip to the Kaihua Temple, the fear of hanging by a thread and the joy of escaping death.

When the robber stabbed Xia Er with a knife, I always wondered if God would hear my prayers and let us escape this fate.

At least let Xia Er live and live well.

I can do whatever it takes.

We did survive and were saved by the famous King of Jinyang.

At that time, if you can prevent them from meeting.

I think that if I do it all over again, I will definitely not let Xia Er meet Su Nianche, the king of Jinyang.

The Kaihua Temple and his party involved too many people and things.

Xia Er always likes to provoke King Jinyang for some reason, but Lord Lin seems to hate King Jinyang very much.

The intricacies of the relationship are a headache.

The first time I lost my temper with Xia Er, it was she who boldly drew the sword of King Jinyang.

Everyone in the world says: The sword of the King of Jinyang, you will see blood when you cut it.

Xia Er just held the sword and played with it brightly.

King Jinyang didn't see that he was angry at all, he just pointed his sword at Xia Er with his backhand, and his eyes were calm.

But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that the sword will kill Xia'er.

I have such a sister in my life, the only sister, I promised my mother to take good care of her.

And she's so small, but she's protective of me.

I was angry with Xia Er, probably more angry at my own incompetence, and also angry at Xia Er's nonsense.

King Jinyang didn't do it in the end, I was relieved.

I thought that Xia Er would never have anything to do with King Jinyang again.

But no one can be sure of fate.

Xia Er was summoned to the palace and then given marriage to the King of Jinyang. I don't want the two of them to have anything to do with each other, but fate just let them have something to do with it.

Therefore, fate cannot escape.

Between them, there is destined to be something that is constantly involved.

It's ironic to say that he saved us, saved me and Xia'er, but killed Xia'er again.

If I talk about pain, maybe he is more painful than me.

I still have memories to remember, and he doesn't remember anything, but the heartache reminds him from time to time.

For a while after Xia Er's death, I often thought that she was still there, but I couldn't see it.

It's just that when I think of her, I can't help but burst into tears.

At that time, Xia Er died, and her grandmother was seriously ill under grief, and she didn't last long before she hurried away.

And during this period of illness, no one ever mentioned Xia Er again.

Until my grandmother left, she kept calling Xia Er Xia'er, and at that time, I knew that no one had forgotten Xia Er, but they just hid it in their hearts and didn't dare to let people know.

And my father, who suffered this great change, was full of gray hair in an instant.

I often go to the ancestral hall to talk to my mother.

I know that he is blaming himself, blaming himself for not taking good care of Xia'er, blaming himself for not loving her well.

My father once said: If Xia Er is still here, no matter how arrogant and domineering she is, I will follow her......

Yes, as long as Xia Er can still smile in front of us, how good it would be.

I don't remember how I spent the month after Xia Er's death, but I remember that Su Yuxiao said to me later: I almost died.

He said it with horror, with fear.

I didn't dare to ask, but I knew that maybe no one had a good time during that time.

It's all about boiling slowly, boiling slowly, burying those grief-stricken things in my heart, and gradually, I get used to it.

Xia Er always said let me be happy, then if my sister is happy, will you give your dream to my sister?

Let me take a good look......

Maybe you should watch the King of Jinyang......

At first, I hated him, hated him for letting you sleep so coldly.

Hating him for making me lose my only sister.

But later, seeing him suffer more than me, Xia'er, I suddenly felt that he was more pitiful than us.

At least, after you're gone, Daddy and I will be with him, and his granddaughter will be with you.

I, with Su Yuxiao by my side.

And the King of Jinyang, his side is deserted, and he sits at your grave all day.

King Jinyang always said that he couldn't remember you, couldn't remember who you were, couldn't remember why he killed you?

But like that, he makes people feel more and more detached......

If prayer really works, the naïve manifestation tells me what happened that day?

Let Su Yuxiao's mustard for Su Nianche disappear, and let Su Nianche's memories of Xia Er no longer exist.

Xia'er, is all this what you want?

After all, you once wished me a happy life, and hoped that King Jinyang would stop staining his hands with blood.

And he, since that day, that sword has never been sharpened again.

It's as if the sword with your blood, the sword that pierces your body, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, he will not move again.

He often looked at Lin'er, and my daughter was in a daze.

Because she has a pair of eyes that look like you, even I can't help but shed tears when I look at it.

And he just looked at those eyes, looking confused.

He still can't think of anything, and he forgot about you cleanly, as if someone had taken it from his memory.

But he often clung to his heart, frowned, and endured the pain.

At that time, I knew that he was sorry and I accepted.

Because......

Even if he forgets you completely, his heart still beats for you and hurts for you.