Chapter 165: Ambition (2)
Su Ling was a little stunned, speaking of which, it is no wonder that Huang Fujue and Wu Yuxin were able to hook up and commit adultery, because they are the same kind of people. The same ambition, the same desire to climb to the top.
Or maybe she's really not the same kind of person compared to them. So even if she worked so hard and did so many things, she never got out of Huang Fujue's heart. Because people who are not in the same world can't come together in the end.
All she wants is a lifetime of happiness, so simple, no other desire. Ambition, that's something she's never had. She has never been attached to power, the reason why she has always helped Huang Fujue in her previous life is just because he is her person, that's all.
Because he loves him, he wants to give him all the good things in the world, so that he has no regrets in his life. As long as he wants, she will fight for him even if she is broken.
In her previous life, she really had never loved someone like that, and she put a lot of thought into him. The world is so chaotic, the rivers and mountains are so gorgeous, and there is always only his shadow in her eyes.
She loved so stubbornly, so unreservedly, and it was destined to the end, she fell to pieces, and there were no bones left.
At that time, what she loved was not an ordinary man, if she was an ambitious person! She couldn't bear his country, because she was not a kind of person, so she could never stand side by side with him.
Therefore, in the end, the person standing beside him was not her, but Wu Yuxin. The same people, the same ambitions, that's really a pair of beautiful people, a pair made in heaven.
When did she live so humblely, as if she was the one who had to be between them. And that world never belonged to her, so she was out of place, so she became the biggest laughing stock after all. 、
In such an instant, she actually felt suddenly enlightened. There's really nothing to worry about, she's not a person from the same world, but she still has the luxury of staying for life. In fact, she was wrong all along.
She has never won his heart, and naturally what he does does does not matter about betrayal. fell in love with each other, and then abandoned her. That's called betrayal. But between them, in the end, there was actually nothing.
Those infatuated promises, what flounder love, are all fake. From beginning to end, it was just a trick he tricked her on.
She looked at the fireworks in the sky and suddenly laughed. Her smile grew louder and louder, until she burst into tears. It turned out that it was her past life, and it seemed that she really had a long nightmare, and she should have woken up a long time ago.
Listening to Su Ling's laughter, the nightingale was startled and turned her head to look at Su Ling. But I saw that she was laughing a little crazy, but there were crystal tears in her eyes.
The nightingale was a little stunned, wasn't it okay just now?
I was stunned for a long time. She came back to her senses and pulled Su Ling into the house. Aunt Zhu and the others looked at each other, not knowing what was happening.
"Little Bell, what's wrong with you? don't you scare me?" The nightingale looked at Su Ling anxiously, a little confused.
Little Bell has always been such a strong person! She can hardly cry! It's really hard to see her cry. But the little bell is crying now, but I don't know why I'm sad at that time.
Is there anything sad about this Chinese New Year? Is it homesickness? Even if you are homesick, you won't cry and laugh like this! In this way, it seems like a crazy demon.
The nightingale didn't know what to do. can only hug Su Ling and let Su Ling cry to her heart's content. After a long time, Su Ling calmed down, took a handkerchief and wiped the tears on his face.
After crying. It's a little embarrassing, all of a sudden, such a gaffe ruined everyone's interest in the New Year.
"I'm fine. She said embarrassedly, smiling reluctantly. After crying, I felt better, but I felt a little uncomfortable. It feels like you're going to catch a cold.
"You! suddenly you look like this, it really scares me to death. Nightingale's eyes were still full of worry when she looked at her, how could she not worry about the New Year, how could she not worry!"What the hell is going on? Is it homesickness?"
"Nothing, remembering something that had been a long time ago. Su Ling sighed faintly, suddenly full of vicissitudes.
The nightingale was stunned for a moment, as if she had experienced a lot of vicissitudes. But how old is Little Bell?
Where did such emotion come from? How many vicissitudes can such a big woman experience? I really feel strange in my heart. If it weren't for the fact that Little Bell was really young and had known each other for so many years, she would really think that Little Bell was really very old.
She looked at Su Ling with a little retro weirdness, obviously she was this young and beautiful girl!
"What are you doing looking at me like this?" Su Ling glared at the nightingale, such a burning gaze, even if he didn't meet it, he could feel that he was being stared at closely. "Do I have dirty things on my face?"
"There's nothing dirty anymore. The nightingale smiled. "I don't look like you're in the mood, if you wash up, go and rest early! I'll get you some hot water." With that, he walked out.
There is always hot water boiling in the kitchen, so you can call it at any time.
The nightingale went out, and Su Ling sat a little dazed. The things of her previous life have always been like nightmares, and they have always haunted her. Yes, that's her past, and it's different from other dreams. I have a lot of dreams, and I can't even remember what I dreamed of after waking up.
But the past is different, it is a real thing that happened to the body, so clear, clear as if it was carved in the bones at once, where can you say forget jì and forget jì.
What she can do is not to forget completely, but to try not to pay too much attention to it. She still has a long way to go, she couldn't live a good life in her previous life, so in this life, she must live happily and happily.
She must live happily, she can't let the things of her past life bother her anymore. Those two people had ruined her previous life, and they couldn't let them ruin her life again.
She can't really indulge in hatred all the time.
Or, she should find a time to go home and get along with her family. The Su family would not have chosen to help Huang Fujue, in fact, the Su family's doom should not come again.
She's been stumbling for too long, and she shouldn't go on like this. My grandfather is old, and his health has not been very good, and he may never see him again.
If he really can't see it suddenly, he will definitely regret it. Grandfather loved her so much!
I made up my mind, and my heart was really calm. Soon the nightingale also came back with hot water and asked Su Ling to wash.
"Aunt Zhu and the big guy are worried about you!" said the nightingale suddenly.
"Thank you for me, let them go and rest soon! Send them all the purses they have prepared, and everyone will be happy." Su Ling said with a smile. To give everyone the New Year's money, she already has her purse loaded one by one.
It's not easy for everyone, and the money she gives is very generous. She is not short of this money, but she can reap so much happiness, why not.
Seeing that the people around her are very happy, she is also very happy!
"Okay, I'll send it to you in a moment. The nightingale smiled and snacked.
Seeing that Su Ling had washed up, the nightingale served her to lie down and tucked her quilt horns. "Let's have a good rest! Tomorrow is the first day of the new year! It's time to have a good time. If you are not happy on the first day of the Chinese New Year, be careful that you are not happy all the time!"
"Okay, I'll sleep well, and now I'm in a better mood! Su Ling said with a smile. "Alright, you should go and rest early!"
The nightingale extinguished most of the lights in the house, leaving only one lamp next to the bed. If Su Ling is about to get up at night, he can also see it.
There was also a box of matches next to it, which was bought from Wu Yuxin's shop. Nightingale thought it was very useful, so she bought a lot of them and kept them for use slowly. With matches, it's much faster to make a fire than to use flint!
Although he hates Wu Yuxin very much, Su Ling doesn't hate matches yet. Convenient things, everyone likes them, even if they are bought from Wu Yuxin's shop, she doesn't mind. Although Wu Yuxin is really not a good person, she still admits her ability to do business.
Only by knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent can one not be defeated. To be a man, you can't only grow the ambition of others, but you can't blindly belittle the enemy. If you never face the enemy squarely, and only think that the enemy is useless, then you are doomed to failure.
Although she admits Wu Yuxin's ability, she doesn't appreciate it. is so ruthless, she still doesn't agree. Her hands were covered with blood, and she didn't like it. What's more, there is always retribution in the world, and if you do something wrong, you will have to pay the corresponding price.
The sky net is magnificent, negligent but not leaky, and no one can escape.
The next day, when Su Ling woke up, he felt dizzy and dizzy, and he felt very heavy, his nose was also very blocked, and his breathing was not smooth. She felt that she was sick, and her whole body was very uncomfortable.
She struggled to her feet, and had barely sat up from her bed when the nightingale came in.
"Don't move. So saying, he poured hot water for her to drink. "On the first day of the Lunar New Year, you can't get a doctor, so you can only take some medicine first. ”
"Good. Su Ling responded, her voice was very hoarse, and it was really uncomfortable. She took a sip of warm water, and felt more comfortable.
Nightingale took the medicine and gave it to her. Because she always dispenses some medicine, she also has a lot of medicinal herbs at home. She also made some medicine that she would use often.
People eat whole grains, no one will not get sick, and there are some medicinal herbs in the house in case of emergency. (To be continued.) )