Chapter 192: The Night (18)

"What's so good about you and Mr. Feng living in the mountains? You can't even buy pine nuts and sugar gourds. www.biquge.info you are going down the mountain with your mother now, and your mother will buy you sugar gourds and pine nut candy every day, okay?"

Ah Ye turned his head, as if he remembered something, and forcibly held back the impatience in his heart, and said, "Don't eat sugar." ”

Mrs. Jiang was surprised and asked, "Isn't Ah Ye the favorite to eat pine nut candy and sugar gourds?"

Ah Ye didn't answer, but stubbornly repeated: "Don't eat sugar." ”

"Okay, don't eat sugar. Seeing Ah Ye's insistence, Mrs. Jiang changed the topic: "What Ah Ye likes to eat, my mother will buy it for Ah Ye." ”

Ah Ye didn't answer.

Mrs. Jiang didn't think it was a pestle, and continued: "As long as Ah Ye goes back with her mother, whatever Ah Ye wants, her mother will satisfy Ah Ye." Okay?"

Ah Ye bowed his head and was silent.

When Mrs. Jiang saw that Ah Ye was silent, she thought that he had acquiesced, and her heart was infinitely happy.

"Thank you, Mr. Feng, for your continued care. Here are five hundred taels of silver tickets, a little careful, not a tribute, and I hope Mr. will accept it......"

Mrs. Shogun's courteous thanks.

"No need to .......," I hastily refused.

Taking care of Ah Ye is what I am willing to do, so how can I accept gifts from others?

My heart was miserable, but my face was full of self-reliance.

I went to ask Ah Ye just now, and he obviously shook his head. Why did Mrs. Jiang change his mind after just two words?

Since that day, when I left Ah Ye to eat alone, the estrangement between the two of us has gradually arisen.

I get along with Ah Ye, and I always ask him to answer, and he rarely shows his emotions and takes the initiative to speak.

After that day, although I knew that I was stunned, I couldn't control myself from thinking in that direction. Ah Ye is also an idiot, except for helping me do some yard work as before, the rest of the time, he is silently in a daze.

I was angry and didn't take the initiative to talk to him, and he didn't respond.

I don't know why, Ah Ye's behavior made me even more annoyed.

It seems that there is a lot of energy in my heart, and I have to ask him to take the initiative to bow his head once. Even if it's just a non-nutritious word, as long as he takes the initiative to open his mouth and say anything except hungry and cold, I can disarm and surrender, and I will no longer be so stubborn.

But he never spoke.

Not once.

It's as if nothing happened.

He continued to live his life in a daze, only to be more silent.

I sneered.

Finally, when Ah Ye knocked on my door again and said that he was hungry, I couldn't help it.

"Eat, eat, eat, you know how to eat!"

I opened the door, looked at Ah Ye with a sluggish face, and rushed out without looking back.

I wandered in the mountains, walking and walking. Until you bury yourself in that green bitterness. There was the sound of birds, the rustle of leaves, the rustling of streams, and the chirping of insects.

But I felt quiet.

Exceptionally quiet.

Finally, I couldn't hold back my tears.

"Why are you stupid?"

I asked.

No one answered.

I didn't expect anyone to answer either.

A squirrel jumped between the branches, heard the sound, threw the pine cones on its paws in surprise, and swooped into the shaking branches, which were covered by pale green, and the fluffy shadow disappeared in an instant.

After a long time, I cried enough, and I said in a muffled voice: "I don't like fools." ”

This is the source of the stream, and the grass near the stream is of unknown species, and the moist rhizomes exude a fragrance that attracts a few butterflies to flutter around the mud wet by the water.

A man howled for a long time, finally wiped away his tears and walked back.

He should be hungry.

He doesn't know how to cook.

If he doesn't go back, he'll be hungry.

Walking on the blades of grass, I saw Ah Ye by the usual stream.

There was a fire burning on the ground, and a black fish was roasting on it.

Seeing me coming, Ah Ye was a little cramped. Then he hurriedly prepared to fetch the charred fish, but who knew that the branches were burning at once because of the flames.

In an instant, the blackened fish was engulfed in flames.

Ah Ye hurriedly put out the fire with his hands, but I quickly stopped him.

If he really clings to him, his arm should be burned in a moment.

He looked at me, bowed his head like a child who had done something wrong, and carefully hid his blistering hand.

"Let's go back. ”

I finally sighed and said to Ah Ye.

This spring has just begun, and the fruits are in a state of germination, and the green leaves are swishing long, scrambling to be the first. But I felt sluggish, and my heart was empty, as if it was slowly blown by the bleak autumn wind.

Ah Ye was even more silent, and he didn't even say anything about hunger.

I didn't ask him if he liked me anymore, and I cooked soup on time every day. Sometimes, he wanted to say something to Ah Ye, but he silently lowered his head and drank the soup, so he swallowed the words again and again.

He's alienating me.

I understand, but I can't do anything about it.

"I hope that Madame can treat Ah Ye well in the future. ”

I looked at the withered spring flowers and said silently.

A whole spring has passed, Ah Ye, have you and I finally gone from estrangement to the point of separation?

"That's nature. Bao'er is my child, and I will not harm him. The lady's reserved face softened a little more, and said solemnly.

I remembered that Ah Ye had waited on the stone grinding plate for two years, and I couldn't help but ask her why she was so cruel to leave Ah Ye in the first place, but in the end she didn't say anything.

"You swear, swear. You can't hurt him anymore, you can't leave him behind. ”

I paused, looked at Mrs. General with burning eyes, and added.

Mrs. Jiang sent a servant to find Ah Ye, and the sedan chair for going down the mountain was ready, ready to set off at any time.

I closed the door indifferently, buried myself in the room where the light did not shine that day, and stood in front of the window with my hands in front of the window to watch the general's wife direct the servants to busy.

All this will have nothing to do with me.

I told myself repeatedly that this was Ah Ye's choice.

I can't interfere.

It was the time he had been longing for.

Waiting under the stone grinding plate, day after day, even if he said that he would never eat sugar again on the day of Xunyang City, it was difficult to erase.

This is his obsession and his calamity.

He still has the blood of Madame in his bones.

Although, at first, she chose to leave him, even though now, she is back to him.

Ah Ye's intelligence is still a child, and he instinctively expects the love of those close to him. He may have held a grudge, but in the end he chose to forgive.

I closed my eyes and stopped looking out the window.

Ah Ye, is your calamity in this life over?

Is it time for me to get out of this place?

I suddenly felt very tired.

Tiredness from the bottom of my heart.

I'd love to get a good night's sleep.

Think of nothing, do nothing.

I just fell asleep quietly.

It doesn't matter if it's dark or it's dawn.

I didn't know how to move, and I lay down and slept all the time.

Don't think about anything anymore.

Including the long night, including the love robbery.

Just as I was indulging myself in a state of emptiness, the door was violently pushed open.

The reserved face of the lady was covered with a layer of pale blue.

He wouldn't go. ”

Mrs. Jiang said.