Lin Zihang saw Qin Yafu get up from the sofa, her body swaying a little, so he stretched out his hand to help her.

Unexpectedly, when she was angry, she suddenly remembered the smell of perfume last time, and her heart became more and more uncomfortable, and she shook him off fiercely: "Take away your dirty hands!"

"Am I dirty?" Lin Zihang was taken aback, "You pulled and pulled with Lan Haijun, and I endured it when I hugged and hugged, but you thought I was dirty?

Qin Yafu was stunned for a moment, turned her head, and narrowed her eyes: "Who do you say pulled and pulled, hugged and hugged?" Lin Zihang, speak with evidence, don't spew blood!"

"Hmph," Lin Zihang snorted coldly, "'If you don't want people to know, unless you don't do it yourself', don't you know this sentence?

Qin Yafu had already come to the door of the bedroom, held on to the door frame and thought about it for a while, and said calmly: "I went to my uncle's house, that field shamelessly ran to threaten him, I got him away, what's wrong?"

"And then?" Lin Zihang remembered that when Xu Haoran and Wang Meimei asked him to help him find a job, he had been to their house once, and it was indeed a bungalow, because he hated that the strange number was too obvious to provoke, so he never replied to the text message, and he never figured out where the bungalow would be.

It stands to reason that Qin Yafu ran alone to deal with the fields that had become like "human spirits" in the municipal party committee, it was indeed difficult for her, and it was reasonable to find a helper, but-

"And then what did you do?" Lin Zihang thought that the matter had already come to this anyway, so he simply picked it out and saw what else she had to say?

"And then ......" The picture of that night flashed in Qin Yafu's mind, her face changed significantly, and her eyes were no longer so reasonable.

She licked her lips and said in a stiff tone, "Then I'll go home." ”

Lin Zihang didn't believe what the text message said, but Qin Yafu's expression disappointed him, he walked closer and pinched her chin: "Qin Yafu, you say, are you ...... with him?"

"I ...... I just felt bad, so I cried for a while......"

"If you're uncomfortable, can you just find a man's shoulder to cry on?" Lin Zihang sneered, "It's still the same question: Who are you and me?"

"You, don't always use this to pressure me, you know what you did when you went to Xiangshan!" Qin Yafu bit her lip, she originally wanted to find a calm time to ask again, because she believed that there must be some misunderstanding in the middle, but her own misunderstanding could not be clarified, so she had some thoughts.

"What did I do?" Lin Zihang looked at her inexplicably, "I thought about you for a day, and I didn't have a good time, what do you say I did?"

"Then what's the smell of perfume on your body?" Qin Yafu couldn't help but feel on fire when she saw that he answered so innocently, and she couldn't remember to ask him why she knew her whereabouts so clearly, and directly asked the question that had been pressing in her heart for many days.

"Perfume smell, perfume smell," Lin Zihang repeated twice, slowly pondering her words, "Oh, I remember, I had a fever that day, and it was Nian Yue and Ye Qing who dragged me to the hospital, it should have been left on them, right?"

His expression darkened: "I was also very uncomfortable that day, but you didn't even look at me." ”

Qin Yafu was silent, thinking about it carefully, his face that day was indeed not good, but his heart was too chaotic, so he didn't see it, saying this, he really misunderstood him.

She thought about it, but she was also honest, so she mustered up the courage to apologize: "I was too nervous that day to care about you, I'm sorry, I ......"

"Forget it," Lin Zihang waved his hand, his eyes showing disappointment, "You say that I am arbitrary and selfish, aren't you the same?

"Qin Yafu, we are all ordinary people, there is no need to make ourselves so high, in fact, I also know where the root cause of your reluctance to ask me for money is, this is the same thing as the family conditions that you have always tabooed, you would rather owe anyone than me, you are afraid that you owe me too much, and you have to work too hard, but why don't you want to think that we are husband and wife, we just need to share weal and woe, and there is no question of whether we owe or not?"

Qin Yafu hung her head and said nothing, yes, he was right, this so-called self-esteem and self-love is a principle she has pursued since she was a child, especially after knowing him, she has exerted it to the extreme.

She is not afraid of hardship, not afraid of being tired, but she is afraid of her dignity being trampled on, so she never opens her mouth to him to talk about her difficulties, she thinks that she can live freely and feel at ease if she does not let him help her family.

But she forgot that she was not alone, and there was a group of relatives behind her who were waiting to touch her, such as the sister-in-law at home, who mentioned her brother's regularization no less than ten times, she wanted to pretend not to understand and ignore it, but how could she do it?

Since her uncle went to the municipal party committee to drive, her sister-in-law's tone has become more and more sour and mean, which is also a major reason why she doesn't go back to her parents' house anymore.

But she didn't expect that something happened to her little uncle, these difficulties made her more and more unconfident in facing Lin Zihang, maybe she could be cheeky and say: "Who made you Lin Zihang disobedient and cause this big trouble?"

Speaking of which, she is the most selfish person, she only has her own sorrow in her eyes, and she has never thought about him.

Qin Yafu leaned her head against the door frame, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, raised her hand and rubbed her swollen temples, and turned to look at Lin Zihang.

She pulled the corners of her mouth hard and smiled apologetically at him: "You're right, I'm doing it myself, I don't know what to do, and I don't feel sorry for you, you, you're okay now, right?"

Lin Zihang had always thought that it was tiring to carefully maintain her strong self-esteem every day, but today when he said all the words, he found that it was better to know each other and be at peace.

Looking at her embarrassment, he had no choice but to nod perfunctorily: "It's okay, it's okay for a long time, that, you go to sleep first, I, I'm not sleepy yet." ”

For the first time, the two of them forgot to ask each other if they had had dinner, Qin Yafu went into the room to sleep, and Lin Zihang sat on the sofa and watched TV.

He unconsciously wanted to smoke a cigarette, opened the box under the coffee table and found that there was nothing inside, only then did he remember that the last time the two of them were angry and reconciled, Qin Yafu threw out all the cigarettes, and joked that if he found out that he smoked again, he would let him sleep in the guest room for a month.

He looked back at the bedroom, it was very quiet, and he believed that he didn't smoke now, and the treatment would not be much better than sleeping in the guest room.

So, he grabbed his coat and went downstairs, he went to buy a cigarette to smoke.

Lin Zihang came to the newly opened supermarket at the entrance of the community, and just bought cigarettes and returned downstairs, the phone rang, or the group of old friends in high school were looking for him to drink, and he had already looked for him once, he pushed it at the time, and he didn't expect them to be happy to drink, so he called again, and forced him to go.

At this time, at that time, Lin Zihang was in a very bad mood now, and he thought that it was boring to return home and face that indifferent face, so he readily agreed.

Looking up at the darkened room upstairs, he made a phone call, and the reaction on the phone was completely expected: "Okay, stop driving, come back early." ”

She has always been used to being in order, and since she doesn't want to follow her, she naturally only has these well-spoken advices.

Qin Yafu's heart was uncomfortable, but she couldn't lose her temper, she thought that the two of them would have a big quarrel, but she didn't expect that because she was told the main thing, she had nothing to say, she was a little confused, she didn't know how to face him, he knew herself, but she was so understood by him, she was not comfortable, and she didn't know what she wanted.

She has always wanted to live on the same www.biquge.info with him, but the harder she tries, the more she goes against him, some things are not unspeakable, the two of them are simply two different creatures.

One is a bird with big wings but thin legs, and the other is a short-legged beast that can only run, a short encounter and acquaintance is happy, but if you want to go long, do you let the bird go down to the ground and fold the thin legs, or let the beast sacrifice its legs to transform into wings?

Obviously, neither of them is realistic, they are not people of the same world after all, one is too flamboyant and lives too freely, the other is too realistic and too boring, they are all accommodating each other, but they can't integrate.

Maybe it's because she sees the gap between the two people too clearly, so she keeps arguing about separation, maybe separation is the best way, but who can give up whom? No matter how fierce she is, if she really loses his news, the saddest and saddest person is still herself.

What should she do? Why can't she enjoy his feelings with peace of mind and accept his kindness to her?

Qin Yafu's mind was a mess, and she suspected that she had drilled the tip of the horns, so she slowly counted them, hoping that after waking up, she could think clearly.

Lin Zihang came to the hotel private room with a depressed mood, every time this group of people gathers, it has become a habit to see him take Qin Yafu, and when he came over alone, some good people asked: "Yo, what about my wife, why don't you bring it out to show affection?"

"She's asleep, when is it, and she's still here to accompany you crazy?" Lin Zi barely got up to deal with it, and he didn't want to admit that there was a problem with the relationship between the two people.

"It can't be that you're angry again, right?"

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