269:Chill Heart (Today's Third Update)

Less than half an hour after Shen Quehuan returned to the Chengping Marquis Mansion, the news of King Jing'an escorting his fiancée on horseback spread in the mansion like peach petals.

Even the fire-burning lady in the dining room heard it and said that the third lady was "bad luck for bad people".

It's just that Shen Qihuan's good luck didn't last long, because something that Shen Qihuan had been worried about happened, and her practice of being alone completely angered the good old man Changru.

When the sun was shining, Shen Qihuan knelt in the courtyard of Qingyun Hall, and all the maids and maids were silent, because just half an hour ago, the second master, whose personality was warmer than warm boiled water, gave the third lady a slap on the head.

The slap was too sudden, the third lady stumbled and didn't stand firmly, and almost fell over, Jin Xing held her own young lady, and saw that her white cheeks quickly rose finger prints, you can imagine how hard this slap should have been poured.

"Get out!" Changru stood on the steps with tears in his eyes, his voice was almost hoarse, "Since you Shen Qihuan can't be trusted by anyone, then be your lonely soul and wild ghost, I don't need filial piety and virtuous grandchildren, I can't stand this toss." ”

Shen Qihuan slammed into the door of Changru, without explaining or defending, and knelt silently under the steps, kneeling for an afternoon.

In the past two days in Zonghua Temple, Shen Qihuan's heart has not been able to calm down, when she picked up the bow and arrow again, used the formation again, and once again took the overall situation, and was the core that determined success or failure.

She was not as full as before, and she actually felt a kind of panic.

From learning about the benefits and disadvantages in Jiang Yueqin's mouth, to personally leading the team to rescue people, one link after another, she arranged everything intensively, but she ignored a crucial matter, and she forgot to explain.

In the countless battles that Jiang Qian has experienced, whether before or after the war, she always has to explain to Zu Shuai, her mother, and her brother, and she hopes that her closest people will believe in her and not worry about her. It is precisely because of the anticipation of someone behind her that she is more cautious on the battlefield.

She is not the most courageous general in the Yuchi Army, because she has always had worries and worries, and a soldier who is not cold in heart will never be the real god of war.

Later, these worries and worries were all gone in an instant, and her heart was as hard as iron in an instant, she pushed Qi Linyu away again and again, and refused Changru's help again and again, even if both of them poured out their hearts and lungs for her, she still kept a distance from her.

Although her person seems to have stepped past that step, her heart is firmly standing in place.

She didn't want to think of the good days she had with them when she raised her knife to kill the enemy, and she didn't want to forget the bloody bones behind her under the warmth of family affection and love.

Although she accepted the help of Changru and Qi Linyu, she didn't really stand with them, she always regarded these two people as her own burden, a demonic obstacle before cultivating the right fruit, and a mirage that she could see but couldn't keep.

But she forgot that whether it was Changru or Qi Linyu, they were both flesh-and-blood people, and they had a warm heart just like their mother at the gate of the barracks who was looking forward to her return from the war.

Wu Lan was not wrong at all, her heart was too cold and hard, she only knew that she couldn't see others.

Think about how frightened Changru was when he got the news, he was obviously angry to death, but he could still say, "I can't stand this toss." ”

Shen Qihuan's face was calm, but his heart was dripping blood. She was wrong, she shouldn't have gone to Zhan Wu, she should have come to Changru as soon as possible. Even if you go to die, you have to say "take care" to Changru.

At the end of the night, Shen Qihuan's knees were no longer conscious, there was only a faint lamp in the room, swaying in the dim yellow, and a father and daughter had not eaten for a day. The people in the courtyard were anxious, Chen Nanzhi came over hard, but he only dared to watch from the sidelines, no matter which one he dared to persuade.

And whether it is Qingyun Hall or Xiaoyun Pavilion, the maids and maids don't dare to move any other rescuers, and stabbing the affairs of their yard outside has always been a taboo for the two masters of this size, and no one dares to violate it.

At this moment, there was a sudden "bang" in the house, and before everyone could react, they saw Shen Qihuan get up and rush into the house.

She thought Changru was fainting from hunger.

After entering, I saw Changru bending down to pick up a broken tea bowl on the ground.

Shen Qihuan's movements stopped abruptly, she wanted to smile at Changru, but she didn't succeed, and stood awkwardly by the door.

Changru didn't want to look at her more, this was a fierce horse that he couldn't contain, but it was ridiculous that he fell again and again, and he didn't try his best to grab the reins.

Why didn't she have to think about it, since he already knew that Jiang Yueqin had been deceived into robbing prison, how could he do nothing these days, Tian Zeng was under house arrest and surveillance, how could he not get the news, since he was prepared, he would be on guard, and he had already left a backup hand for this. Although he had to admit that this kid's approach was indeed unexpected, and it was indeed like a sharp sword breaking through the air to hit the vital point, but this kind of style of fighting for his life without leaving him a way out at all simply poked a hole in Changru's heart.

Her mother Shen Yulan's cold heart and lungs, she actually inherited nine times out of ten, a nest that can't be warmed.

Shen Qihuan stood in the room, drooping his face and not speaking, Changru sat back in front of the bookcase, holding the book as if he was away from the world.

There was silence in the room for a while.

"I'm sorry." I don't know how long it took, Shen Qihuan finally said that sentence. With a line of tears, he broke through the layers of demons and finally broke out.

Changru's hand holding the book stiffened, and after a while, he heard him sigh faintly, "Don't learn from your mother, your mother has lived for your father once, you have to look at the living, don't always think about those dead ......"

Under the only candle standing next to the desk, although the face was like a fairy, it was full of fatigue and vicissitudes.

Shen Qihuan is always calm and wise in the face of problems, but in the face of feelings, clumsy and blunt, and does not move the routine at all, if it is replaced by anyone other than Shen Qihuan today, as long as he pounces on him and cries, the ice wall between the two of them can be regarded as broken.

But Shen Qihuan only had a line of tears under the moonlight, and even his footsteps seemed to be nailed to the ground.

That night, she didn't know when she returned to the Chian Cloud Pavilion, and let the maids help to apply the slap marks on her face, she was also too tired, and fell asleep with her head up.

The next morning, Shen Que got up very early, put on a regular dress and went to Qingyun Hall. She knew that Changru was still breathing, and she didn't feel good in her heart, and she didn't know how to do it, so she could only show favor in her own way.

It's just that this "good" is a bit nonsensical, other people's girls may cook a hot meal for their father, but Shen Qihuan can't cook, she went to Qingyuntang early in the morning and chopped all the firewood in front of people's kitchens.

At noon, Shen Qihuan came again, and the six large water tanks in the courtyard were also full.

In the evening, Shen Qihuan led the four weak and unwinded little servants in Qingyuntang, dug up all the flower seedlings next to the back cover room and in front of the pavilion, and reclaimed a large vegetable field, and planted a lot of cucumbers, cabbage, and radishes.

This time, it had a miraculous effect, and the four little servants went into the study to persuade Changru to dissipate their anger because they didn't want to be pulled into manual work anymore. [.]