The night got thicker, and I don't know when it started. The streets are foggy, and the cars that come and go leave a shadowy shadow that makes it difficult to see.

Lin Yu looked at Lu Shuang in front of her, she really didn't expect her story to be so sad. Lin Yu finally understood that some people's past events cannot be easily touched.

Haven't people like Zhao Li always existed! But why would the world allow such scum to exist?

Lin Yu shook his head, and suddenly felt that his question was such an idiot. Hasn't this world always been like this? But even when I think about it, I still feel that there is a bad breath in my chest that can't come out.

She frantically stood up, took a cigarette from the table, lit it, and took a sharp puff. Instantly, I felt that the world was spinning, and the smoke was very strong, but it was not a familiar taste.

Lu Shuang looked at Lin Yu in surprise: "Xiao Yu... You... Can you smoke?"

Lin Yu smiled indifferently, threw away the cigarette he had only smoked, and said, "Uh... It's nothing... I promised Lin Ran, and I would definitely not break my promise. It's just that... Lu Shuang, you... It's so embarrassing. ”

Lin Yu thought of Lu Shuang's young age to endure such a bad past, an irresponsible mother, a ♂ stepfather ★ like an animal ♀... She... How did she survive in such an environment? Lin Yu only felt sadness coming from it, and couldn't help but be gloomy.

"Alas... It's true, but... That went on for almost two years... Those days will probably be the saddest memory of my life... But... But... I've been with that guy for a long time... I actually... Unexpectedly... I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time... But, you know, I was just a kid... I can't trust someone like my mother... And I often don't see her, and later, Zhao Li even bought a house for my mother in the city, in order to let us spend more time together... So, I've been alone with him all the time... I don't know what's going on, but after he treated me like that, I subtly began to rely on him... And usually... He... He treats me well..."

Lin Yu opened her mouth wide, she couldn't speak for a while, she was stunned for a long time and looked at the bustling street downstairs, and countless thoughts came to her mind. Why is this happening? Shouldn't you hate a child like you all the time for doing that kind of ♀ dirty ♂ + thing that is not tolerated? He's a scumbag!

But after thinking about it, Lu Shuang was just a child at that time, what could she do in that environment? Even if he did such an unforgivable thing to her, he was indeed the closest person to Lu Shuang. A word came to Lin's mind: Stockholm syndrome. Lu Shuang's situation is really very similar to this situation.

She sighed, felt a knot in her chest, and didn't know how to speak.

Lu Shuang was not surprised when she saw Lin Yu's expression, she continued: "Xiao Yu... Maybe such a sister will disappoint you, to be honest, even I can't figure out why it's like that... At that time, I really wanted to break the jar like this... I look down on myself ... Alas... But that's how it was... That's how life goes on... If it weren't for that thing..."

"But... He's a scumbag!" Lin Yu couldn't help but say.

"Yes, but... Alas... If it wasn't for that thing, maybe I... It's going to sink forever. ”

I don't know if the night is getting colder and colder, or if Lin Yu feels cold, she struggled to stand up, holding her arms with both hands. "Hmm... That was the trigger that got you going?"

"Yes..."Lu Shuang sat down elegantly in her chair and lit her cigarette again. "There are some things that you have to hit head-on before you will be sober. ”

"For a while, I relied on him in particular... I was only thirteen or fourteen years old. Although he is always... That's it, but I always look like I care about people... I found... He really cares about me. After all, I'm only that big, and I still don't know a lot of things. With him... I'll even laugh out loud..."

Lin Yu didn't know what to say, she just endured it and didn't break out, even if she wanted to break out, she didn't know how to break out.

"Xiaoyu..."Lu Shuang's eyes seemed to be clouded, "I know you must despise a sister like me, but at that time... I... Alas. The turning point was when I was about to think I really liked him..."

"That day, I went home as usual, and I usually had the keys with me. That day, as usual, I took the key and opened the door and found a stranger's shoes at the door of the house.

You know, my family lives in the suburbs, far away from the city, and very few people come to my house. Zhao Li's work is usually solved on the phone, and colleagues rarely come to his home as guests. Even if there are guests in the house, it is usually the time of the New Year's holidays...

So I thought it was weird that day, and... The shoes were worn. You must know that my villa is a very high-end kind, he... The people Zhao Li comes into contact with are generally more concerned about their personal image, looking at such a pair of shoes, but it reminds me of my father, because my father usually does very hard and dirty work, and he usually wears shoes like that...

In short, things are weird, and then... I searched to see who's in the house... But there was no one in the living room, so I thought of his study. When Zhao Li usually deals with business at home, he likes to lock himself in the study and make muffled phone calls...

So I slipped into the study... Thank God I heard something that day that meant a lot to me!"

Lin Yu also became nervous when she heard it, she forgot the cold around her, and listened attentively to Lu Shuang's confession.

"Xiaoyu, you must not have imagined who I saw quietly through the crack in the door! That person is my father's former colleague, Uncle Zhang! He is talking to Zhao Li about something, they are arguing! The sound is very loud, you must not think of what they are arguing about... They're arguing about killing my dad!"

Lin Yu looked at Lu Shuang in shock, "What? killed your father? He didn't have an accident on the construction site... Dead?—" She never thought things would unfold like this!

Lu Shuang smiled sadly: "Yes, Xiaoyu, you heard it right, my father didn't die accidentally, he... It was artificially killed!!Thank God, that day I was able to overhear the truth outside the door. It turned out that my dad didn't accidentally fall into the blender, he was pushed down. And the person who pushed him down was Uncle Zhang, a former good colleague!"

"So, let me guess, Uncle Zhang's mastermind is... He?"

Lu Shuang nodded: "Yes, Xiaoyu." You can't imagine that he hired Uncle Zhang to push my dad into the blender, just to take advantage of @me!"

"Whispering... You probably can't understand how I was feeling at the time, really! It doesn't matter what he does to me, I can bear it, I can accept it!"

Lu Shuang paused, his eyes full of endless hatred. continued: "However, I absolutely and absolutely cannot forgive him... My dad has always been the closest person to me, no matter how poor or difficult my life was when I lived with him, it was always my happiest time.

It was him! The man named Zhao Li took my father's life, just to take possession ♀ of me... I've never hated someone like that, and that feeling, you probably won't understand. That night, I made the first important decision of my life...

I'm going to kill him!"

…

"After all, he and I are very close... If I want to hurt him, it can be said that it is as easy as a hand... But the whisper is also strange. Before I learned that he was my dad's murderer, I had a lot of opportunities to kill him. But I don't know why, even with such ♀ humiliation ♂, I never thought of harming him. At the time, I was just scared. But when I found out that he was the culprit who killed my father, I was determined...

And then... One night, after he had been so satisfied, I... It was ready before he got out from under the bed while he was tired of falling asleep... Chopsticks. Belch... You must be very strange why I chose a pair of chopsticks, the reason is very simple, because I was still young at that time, and the knives were too heavy to pick up... So...

At that time, he was asleep, and I was facing him with chopsticks in my hand... I made a few gestures but didn't know what to do... After all, this is murder... I never thought about anything like that, but the thought of my dad being killed by him gave me courage...

I even felt that it was too cheap to wake him up and let him die in his sleep. So, I really woke him up! When he woke up, he looked at me in astonishment, and when he saw the chopsticks in my hand and my eyes, he instantly understood... Of course, it didn't matter if he didn't understand, I used all my strength to →□ the chopsticks into his eyes...

Unfortunately, I'm a child after all, and although I pierced his eyeballs at that moment, it was still not enough to kill... It must have hurt, didn't it? He howled like a pig and kicked me to the ground! And I, seeing that he didn't die directly, got up and started to bite him without hesitation... I don't know how many times I hit him, I don't know where I got that much strength, maybe he was probably very badly injured, and his strength was not as strong as usual, and when I grabbed it, I pulled the chopsticks out of his eye socket at once! You don't know, his whole eyeball was brought out... The bed was covered in blood... He finally couldn't hold it anymore and fainted...

I touched his snort at that time, and he was still alive... But I didn't have the courage to do it again. Of course, I don't miss his feelings or Stockholm syndrome or anything. I was just scared, because I was just a kid at the time. Killing someone or something was still too much for me at the time...

I don't know why, but I calmly thought about running away from home, after all, there is nothing worth remembering in this home, although I didn't kill him, but I'm sure the rest of his life will not be easy. I even took a simple shower and grabbed some necessities... Before he woke up, he hurriedly left the house where he had endured countless ★ humiliations in the past two years..."