After crying, Dong Xun walked towards Xue Ying with guilt: "Miss." Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"Sit down. Xue Ying's eyes were also a little red, but her emotions barely remained at the boundary of calm, "It seems that we need to have a good talk." ”

After being quiet, Dong Xun didn't know how to speak, so he had to ask Qiaoya: "How do you know I'm leaving?"

Qiao Ya pouted: "After Xiang Bu was injured by the plot, you were taking care of him and fleeing with him along the way, with your timid nature, if you don't care about him very much and regard him as more important than everything, how can you have the courage to support him?"

Dong Xun sighed lightly: "So, you already knew? It's strange, I didn't even think of this myself." ”

"But miss," Qiao Ya protested, "even if Dong Xun likes that Xiang Buji, she doesn't have to follow him, does she......? I heard that he will become the emperor of the new uncle, and when the time comes, Dong Xun will follow him, and he will definitely be wronged. ”

Xue Ying didn't say anything, and Qiao Ya was angry: "I knew that if you had the heart to stop it, you wouldn't let Dong Xun go out today." ”

"Qiaoya!" Dong Xun hurriedly stopped, "I want to go out by myself, what are you doing to blame Miss?"

"If she stops you, can you go out?"

Xue Ying had to speak: "What I couldn't do in several years, Xiang Buji did it in just a few days." Dong Xun is not stupid, if Xiang Bu is not worth it, how can she fall into it?"

Dong Xun hurriedly said: "No, Miss, you have also changed me a lot." If you hadn't made me take so many first steps, I wouldn't be where I am now. ”

"In that case, wouldn't it be good for you to stay with Miss?" Qiao said.

"Silly girl," Xue Ying closed her eyes, "Have you forgotten what you just said?"

"What?"

"The most reassuring thing you can do for me is to live freely and happily, not just after I leave you, but anytime, anywhere, whatever choice I make. ”

Both maids were deeply shaken and looked at her in amazement.

"Dong Xun, you promise that you choose to stay by Xiang Buji's side, and the deciding factor is not to help me?"

Dong Xun thought about it seriously and replied, "I do have such a purpose, but the most important thing is not this. ”

"That's good. Xue Ying smiled, "You did a good job." ”

Qiaoya also understood, and looked at Dong Xun pitifully: "Can't you really change it? What if I continue to bully you in the future? Uncle Xin is so far away, I can't take care of you." ”

Dong Xun smiled and touched her head: "As long as you have a heart, no matter how far it is, it is not too far." ”

Xue Ying sighed: "I still had a little bit of luck before you went out, thinking that Xiang Buji couldn't impress you, it seems that I miscalculated." ”

Staying in the new uncle means leaving his hometown, facing all strange people and unfamiliar environments, not to mention that Xiang Buzhi is now facing a treacherous power struggle, even if Xiang Buzhi successfully ascends to the throne, Dong Xun has to face a long life of palace walls.

How much courage does it take to gamble for a lifetime for the sake of a person?

And Dong Xun has always been a coward!

Dong Xun said softly with tears in his eyes after a long time: "I can't help it, I feel too sorry for him." ”

……………………

found that Dong Xun was still carrying Xue Ying when he came, and his heart sank.

"I'll be waiting for you outside. Xue Ying only left a sentence and left.

Dong Xun came in, his hands were twisted together, his fingertips were white, and his body trembled slightly because of nervousness.

Xiang Bu didn't urge, and looked at her quietly.

After a long time, Dong Xun took a deep breath, closed his eyes and said the words that he had been preparing for a long time: "I will stay." ”

Xiang Bu's mood instantly rose, and he couldn't believe it for a while: "Really?"

"But there are some things I have to make clear to you. ”

"You don't have to say it. Xiang Buji interrupted her. He knew that she was persecuted, but so what, as long as she was willing to stay, what was the reason for him...... It's okay to pretend you don't know.

"No, I have to say. After saying the first sentence, Dong Xun seemed to have unloaded a thousand pounds of burden, and he spoke a lot more neatly, "Before I finish speaking, you are not allowed to interrupt me!"

Pain flashed in his eyes, but he still obediently did not stop it. Even if the truth will hurt him, she can just say it, anyway, no matter how much she covers up and pretends to be stupid, she can't erase the fact that he designed her and tied her to his side.

"If I stay, you will be willing to be the emperor who will make you unhappy, and the new uncle will not be Xue Yao and that person, this matter is very important to my young lady, and it may even be a matter of life and death for her. Whether you become an emperor or not will affect many people, such as the new uncle's, the countries and tribes of the Western Regions, and even the Dagu ones - your 'greed for life and fear of death' will make you a good emperor, and it will also benefit many people. ”

"For the sake of Miss, for the sake of many, many people whom I don't know, you should be this emperor, and if my stay with you is a necessary condition for you to be willing to do this, I ...... I have no way to refuse. ”

Xiang Buji's jaw tightened, and it felt like her words were like a whip full of barbs, hitting him in the chest, spicy and painful. clenched his fists, but even so, he still refused to let go.

"But none of that really meant me to stay. Dong Xun's gaze slowly moved from his clenched fist to his face, and he saw the heat and madness under his cold expression very clearly, and couldn't help but slowly get closer, reaching out to caress his stiff face, "I stayed because of you." ”

Xiang Bu was stunned.

"The first time we met, you said that your family was dead, the second time you met, you said that you have often been deceived in your life, and on the way from Anjing City to Xinshu, I saw with my own eyes that you were betrayed by someone you trusted, and almost died in the wilderness - although you acted very carelessly, as if you were used to it, but the more you were like this, the more distressed I became. ”

"You said that you were 'greedy for life and afraid of death', but yesterday and today I could clearly smell the smell of blood on your body, so it can be seen that you must have killed a lot of people during this time. ”

Xiang Buji grabbed her hand, for fear that she would leave suddenly.

Dong Xun smiled slightly: "It's like I'm a coward, but sometimes I get brave - we become someone else because we have someone we want to protect." It's not your fault that you're lonely and weird, and it's not your wish to have blood on your hands and fight for power, and if you become that kind of person, it's because you want to protect many, many people you don't know. ”

A long, long time ago, he could have walked away and left the house alone, but he didn't do that, he stayed behind to clean up the mess of the "treacherous" door, lest those madmen who had endured it for too long would be desperate to start a war, he designed people's hearts and murdered people's lives, but the ultimate goal was to protect more people.