I made a decision in my mind, and at that moment, I suddenly felt like I was much more relaxed.

All the while, I had the feeling that something was desperately chasing me. It is like leaving, disappearing from time to time, as if it is sending me some danger signal, and it is as sticky as a snake, and it makes me breathless.

At this time, although I don't know if what I did was right or wrong, it is undeniable that at this moment, I breathed a long sigh of relief.

Maybe I made up my mind, my eyes no longer changed, but indifferently looked at the scenery that flew by and then quickly disappeared from view, the memories of the past flowed quietly in my mind, and I laughed out loud: "The person I like, she, is very arrogant, sometimes she is very happy, but she just doesn't let go, but she has to hurt you to be happy." ”

Isn't it?

I remember one time, because I had to hide from the organization and not expose my relationship with Shiho, I carefully prepared for a long time, and took advantage of the gap between going out to do tasks, so I barely got everything ready before Shiho's birthday, just to surprise her on Shiho's birthday.

However......

"Idiot. Doesn't it seem like your task is very difficult, do you still have time to do this?"

I will always remember that moment of heartbeat, when the sun was slanting, the sun was slightly drunk, the sea breeze gently blew the tips of Shiho's hair, and the tips of the delicate girl's ears were slightly red, and she pretended to be calm with an awkward face.

"Sometimes, she, she is obviously worried about dying, but she still has to die on her shoulder, with a calm and light look on her face, which has nothing to do with me. ”

There was also a time when I was ambushed while I was out on a mission, and I was really desperately escaped with scars, and finally returned to the organization. There's a guy who doesn't know what he's thinking in his heart one second, but the next second he starts to get things done, with a cold face, and you look like you're really weak and bandage me. If it weren't for the fact that the tremors in Shiho's hands were so obvious, maybe even I would have believed that Shiho didn't care about my life or death.

"But, I've known her for so long, can't I understand what she's thinking......?

Shiho wasn't really an apathetic person, and I certainly knew that she was never an indifferent person. It's not so much that Shiho always looks indifferent, but that her cold appearance is just a hard shell. Just like a hedgehog, although the exterior is full of sharp thorns, if you slowly peel off her hard shell, the inside is unexpectedly soft.

"That guy may not seem likable on the surface, but she always knows what you need most......

Unlike other girls, Shiho's concern is not obvious. Maybe she won't say anything useless to comfort you when you're sad and lost, and sometimes, she may even say something sarcastic to hit you. However, one thing is certain, that is, she will be silently by your side at all times and tell you that no matter the rain or shine, she is there.

is different from the cold Shirley that others know, and different from the gray plain mourning who is indifferent to external affairs, such a Shiho is the real Shiho. Some little tsundere, some little awkward, not honest enough, but she really cares about you in her unique way.

She will never embarrass you, so that you can go uncontrollably, because you will always know that behind you, there is a girl who has been silently waiting for you, as long as you turn around, you know that she is beside you.

The heart has a home, so there is no fear of wind and rain.

And at this moment, that girl is by my side.

Tilting my head slightly, the corner of my eye gently swept over the face of the girl next to me who had lowered her face at some point, and I resisted the urge to reach out and touch, and my heart was full of rare stability.

My thoughts drifted away for a long time, almost unconsciously, frowning, and after a pause, my tone suddenly changed, with a hint of obvious chagrin:

"To be honest, that guy, he's very sensible, really sensible. Sensible, distressing......"

In fact, in the end, Shiho is just an 18-year-old child. 18 years old, should be the most carefree age for a young girl, maybe in life, emotionally will encounter some small bitterness, but overall she should be happy.

She could have been coquettish, she could have been willful, and she could have even made unreasonable demands, which I could accept, but she didn't.

Intellectually, perhaps because of the growth of the organization, each of us has more or less a cold breath, precociousness is very normal among our people, after all, it is a world of cannibalism, if you don't grow up quickly, you can't live in peace until now if you have always maintained a childlike heart. However, even so, emotionally, I still selfishly hope that Shiho can be happier and not always carry the burdens that she shouldn't be carrying at her age.

Occasionally, I imagine what it would be like if, I mean, the girl with the big smile in my memory was really Shiho, just imagining, and I'd be happy. Thinking that is Zhibao, and not like now, he won't be coquettish to you when he's happy, and he won't tell you his grievances when he's sad, everything is carried by himself.

"That guy is really stubborn. I never like to rely on others when I encounter things, I hold everything by myself, I carry everything by myself, I don't like to communicate with others, and I look withdrawn and not easy to communicate. Really, I have a cold face every day, and I don't know who I want to scare? I'm right next to her, isn't it? If she needs to carry everything, what's the use of asking me?"

"I used to think all the time, if you like me, tell me, after all, I'm so stupid, and my emotional intelligence is so low, and there are some things, if you don't say it, how dare I take that crucial step?"

"That, Soma ......"

"Heh, I'm stupid, right?" interrupted Xiaolan's words about to speak, in fact, I understood what she meant, "Yes, this kind of thing, how can a girl say it first? So, there is a sentence I have always wanted to say......"

"I'm sorry. ”

"I'm sorry I've been cringing for so long. I'm sorry, but I don't have any manly responsibilities at all. Sorry to keep you waiting so long. I'm sorry, but there's a saying that hasn't been said to you, and that's ......"

I said sorry several times angrily, I don't know if it's my delusion, maybe it's my too serious tone, not only Xiaolan, but even a few ignorant children gradually died down, and the atmosphere in the car suddenly became a little strange.

After a pause, swallowing saliva, I suddenly felt a little nervous for some reason, this is a very peculiar feeling, the sound of the horn outside the car, the beating of the heart, everything, seemed to become clear and blurred in my heart, unconsciously grabbed the steering wheel, in a trance, it seemed that something uncontrollably slipped out of my mouth, after a long time, I came back to my senses, and realized that it was my own voice in my ears, and the voice said:

"I like you......"

I like you......

It was as if a thousand catties had been unloaded from his body, and the simple four words kept surrounding his ears, and then, as if he had exploded, rippled in his heart.

That's right, I like you!

I'm Kudo Night, I like you, Shiho Miyano!

………………

Silence, long silence, long silence, finally someone couldn't help but speak......

"Huh, why don't everyone speak? Are you playing one, two, three, wooden people?" said Yuantai, who was outside the situation, with a blank expression.

"Yuanta?!" Should I say that girls' feelings are always poetry? Although Ayumi is not very old, there are some things that girls are still more sensitive than boys.

"Poof...... Heheha...... "The silence was finally broken, and I burst out laughing, followed by a prank-like laugh: "Hahahaha......"

"Huh?" a few people in the car looked at me like they were nervous.

"Hey, do you think he's crazy? It sounds like the girl that Brother Soma said didn't respond to him, can't it be too exciting?"

"Probably not, it's pretty good just now......"

"Shouldn't we comfort Soma?"

In the back, a few imps began to discuss in a whispered voice.

“……”

It's enough to laugh, I sorted out my mood, and then I looked sideways at a few children through the rearview mirror: "Haha, I've been deceived, in a novel I read before, I think I feel a lot, how is it, isn't it particularly exciting to listen to?"

"......" responded to the boos of several of my children, and even Xiaolan gradually scattered her brows: "Really, Soma, how can you listen to this for children?"

"Where's the smaller? Don't you see that they understand each one by one?" I retorted aggrievedly.

"Cut ......" a few children said they didn't buy my account......

I quarreled with a group of people behind me again, and finally, I turned my head, took advantage of the fact that a few children were not paying attention, looked at Shiho, whose face became red at some point, blinked slightly, and said with a lip-shaped smile: "Lie to them, what I just said, but it's all true." ”