Chapter 130: Su Qingyue's thoughts

Listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Su Qingyue's expression was also changing rapidly, very complicated. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

She is in a very chaotic mood now, even she feels a little unbelievable now, she doesn't have any hatred for Jing Fei in her heart, her mind is all messed up with the scenes of the two of them in the bathroom just now, and even remembers the crazy scene in the parking lot in her car......

Suddenly, Su Qingyue shook her head vigorously, and laughed bitterly at herself, she was not the kind of simple little girl who was ignorant of the world, and quickly found out the key factor in this, she was already suffocated, and Jing Fei's appearance just opened the flood of desire in her heart.

Thinking of the days of suffering alone for more than ten years, Su Qingyue quickly found the answer.

Since the death of her husband, she has never let a man touch her, she has always kept herself clean, and she has not even solved her own physical problems much, she has always felt that she is a sane woman, although even she herself is almost unable to remember her husband's voice and smile, but she has always maintained her chastity for the dead man.

Even, she was ready to go on like this for the rest of her life, and she didn't feel anything wrong with this.

But all this has changed because of the scene in the parking lot a few days ago, at that moment Jing Fei was like a mad beast pressing him in the car and ravaging him, she should have felt fear, but no one knew that she had strangely reached the peak four times in that short half an hour......

Now she suddenly remembered a sentence, human desire is like a flood beast, it can only vent, not block, the more it is blocked, the stronger it is, and once it erupts, it will become uncontrollable.

Su Qingyue felt that she was in this situation now, more than ten years of patience had made her desire reach a critical point of extreme saturation, if there was no Jing Fei's appearance, she might be able to continue to persevere little by little, but Jing Fei was like the fuse that detonated the explosive keg, directly ignited the fire of her desire, so that the desire that had accumulated for more than ten years found an outlet in an instant, and it was not something she could control at all.

Even, Su Qingyue knew very well what the purpose of her coming to this bar today was, of course she knew the purpose of this kind of bar, although she didn't want to admit it, but she had to admit that she was no longer at ease from the moment she sat in the bar, she was looking forward to a beautiful encounter.

It's just that Su Qingyue regretted it soon after entering the bar, so she chose to leave, but she didn't expect that she would be so accidentally drugged when she didn't enter such a place for a long time, and she didn't expect that she would meet Jing Fei again by chance.

In fact, from the moment she saw Jing Fei, her heart was completely relaxed, and even the crazy scene between the two of them just now in the hotel, only she knew what was going on, part of it was the effect of the drug, and part of it was the reason for her deliberate indulgence......

Su Qingyue didn't think she was a slut, but she had to admit that it was basically impossible for her to continue to return to that boring life after Jing Fei's trigger, and her peaceful life had been completely disrupted by Jing Fei, but she didn't have any hatred for Jing Fei in her heart.

Similarly, Su Qingyue doesn't have much burden in her heart, she is an adult, and she has been in the society for so many years, many things are more clear than most people, and she sees them more openly, since it happened, she will face it, and she doesn't want to escape, not to mention that she also knows in her heart that she can't go back to the past now.

"Smack-"

Just when Su Qingyue's head was in a mess, the door of the bathroom was pushed open, and Jing Fei, who had taken a bath, walked out of it wrapped in a bath towel.

Su Qingyue glanced at Jing Fei very complicatedly, then picked up the lady's cigarette at the bedside and took the initiative to throw it over.

Jing Fei took it in his hand, and glanced at Su Qingyue with some surprise, he didn't expect this woman to be so neat, he was not polite, walked over and picked up the lighter and lit it, and took a deep breath.

"What, I don't want to do this today, it's just ......" Jing Fei's voice was embarrassed.

"Don't say it, I know what's going on, and I don't want you today. Su Qingyue interrupted Jing Fei's words, her voice calm.

Jing Fei was stunned, looking at Su Qingyue's calm face in surprise and inexplicably, he didn't know how this woman could be so calm, he thought that Su Qingyue would definitely have a big fight with him.

"But how do you explain that time in the parking lot?" Su Qingyue raised her head and looked at Jing Fei coldly.

"I ......" Jing Fei was stuck, he really couldn't explain that incident, and he couldn't forgive anyone, even if he changed himself, he couldn't forgive himself, but everything had happened, could it be that things could be reversed?

"What, won't you sue me for raping you and get me into the police station?" Jing Fei looked at Su Qingyue cautiously, but he wasn't too worried in his heart, if Su Qingyue really wanted to do this, he probably wouldn't have waited until now.

Su Qingyue stared at Jing Fei coldly, and said in her heart, do you want to get you into the police station, the old lady's face?

But of course, this kind of thing cannot be said.

In fact, now Su Qingyue is also very conflicted in her heart, she now knows very well that her buried desires have been triggered, and it is impossible to maintain the boring life of the previous ascetic in the future, but if she really wants to let go of the shackles of her soul and go to a one-night stand bar to find comfort when she is in need, she really can't get over this level of her morality.

Seeing Su Qingyue staring at him straight but never speaking, Jing Fei was also a little weak in his heart, and asked half-truthfully: "Then what do you want to do?"

Su Qingyue pursed her lips, and she couldn't help but almost laugh, what kind of person is this, what kind of attitude, I want to cut it, do you want me to cut it?

But soon Su Qingyue reacted that this guy was deliberately disturbing the topic, and she had to admit in her heart that this guy's eloquence, when did this happen, he even knew that he was making such a joke, he was not afraid that he would be really annoyed and call the police to arrest him?

Thinking about it, Su Qingyue didn't show it, she glanced at Jing Fei deeply: "Didn't you think about giving me an explanation?"

Su Qingyue's voice was a little loud, deliberately, she wanted to see what this guy thought of this matter, and whether she really didn't feel guilty at all.

Jing Fei smiled bitterly in his heart, saying in his heart that how could he explain this kind of thing? Be responsible, or go to the police station to turn himself in? It doesn't seem to be the case.

With a roll of his eyes, Jing Fei suddenly looked at Su Qingyue and said, "I want to say that I was also drugged that day, and I can't control my behavior, do you believe it or not?"

Su Qingyue's eyes widened instantly, but she quickly returned to normal. In fact, she had already thought about this question just now, although she didn't know what was going on with this guy that day, but it was really abnormal, like a crazy beast, and he clearly remembered the scene when Jing Fei's eyes were red and rushed towards him, which was very scary.

And Jing Fei behaved completely differently in this hotel just now, no matter what this guy thought in his heart, it seems that this guy didn't seem to take advantage of people's danger to do anything, on the contrary, he was very patient to put cold water on himself, Su Qingyue of course knew what Jing Fei's purpose was, if it wasn't for the fact that she wanted to indulge it once, maybe Jing Fei could really extinguish her flame with cold water, of course, she would never tell this secret. If anything, this guy must see himself as a slut who can do his best.

Seeing that Su Qingyue still didn't speak, Jing Fei continued to make up: "I was really manipulated that day, I don't know who pranked me and put something in the water I drank." "Anyway, it's already nonsense, Jing Fei doesn't mind continuing to make it up, besides, he really can't explain the situation at that time, do you want to tell Su Qingyue that he has two personality consciousness, at that time it was the second personality Confucius's consciousness, and only strong and violent can you return to normal?

estimated that she said so, and Su Qingyue pulled over as soon as she had an ear scraper.

Of course, Su Qingyue didn't know that Jing Fei was talking nonsense, she had a preconceived idea that Jing Fei was not normal that day, and she really believed it when she heard Jing Fei say such nonsense, she lowered her head and took a puff of cigarette gently, shook her head very distressedly and said: "Forget it, this matter is over, I won't pursue you for that day's incident, but you have to promise that you will never say it, and no one can say it." ”

"Don't worry, I will never say it. Jing Fei hurriedly assured, wondering how easily Su Qingyue let herself go, this woman didn't look like such a casual person?

Of course he didn't know that in fact, Su Qingyue was also very helpless now, if Jing Fei was forced for the first time, then this time she deliberately used Jing Fei's body to vent her desires, of course, only she knew this in her own heart.

At this moment, Jing Fei spoke again.

"Otherwise, I'll give you some mental damage, you name it, as long as it's not too much, I can satisfy you. Jing Fei said very sincerely, this was the only way he could think of to make up for Su Qingyue.

"What kind of woman are you and me?" gently raised her head and stared at Jing Fei, she suddenly became a little angry, what did this bastard think of himself, he actually wanted to use money to make up for himself, when he was out to sell?

"I didn't mean that, I just thought ......"

Before Jing Fei finished speaking, he saw Su Qingyue's murderous eyes, and immediately closed his mouth obediently, this wanted to suddenly remember Su Qingyue's identity, this woman is the boss of Qingyue Logistics, it is estimated that there is not a small amount of money, no wonder she is so angry?

"Forget it, don't talk about it in the future, or don't blame me for getting you to the police. Su Qingyue waved her hand impatiently.

Jing Fei laughed, didn't say anything, but he didn't think so, he was a little inexplicable now, but he could see that Su Qingyue really didn't want to continue to pursue this matter, as for getting himself into the police station was purely to scare himself, Jing Fei certainly wouldn't be afraid.

Just then, there was a knock on the door outside.

"I think I'm sending clothes. Su Qingyue leaned outside, and was about to get up as she spoke, but she frowned in pain as soon as she moved half of her body, and sat back again, looking at Jing Fei's eyes with indescribable resentment, she couldn't help asking, "Do you have pity for the jade that you don't understand when you do this kind of thing?"

It's not that Su Qingyue is too thick-skinned to ask this kind of question, it really hurts a lot below, if at the beginning she used the effect of medicine to vent her desires, then then she was ravaged by Jing Fei, this guy's body is as brave as a beast, Su Qingyue now feels that her whole body is soft, and the pain below is even hotter, which reminds her of the last time she was in the parking lot, and it is even more exaggerated, she clearly remembers that she can walk normally for two days after that time......

Is this guy still human, too fierce.

Jing Fei didn't expect Su Qingyue to suddenly say such a sentence, and suddenly became very embarrassed and speechless, and then quickly stood up and ran outside to open the door and pick up clothes......