After the meal, it was still like yesterday, Lu Fei cleaned up the table, washed the dishes, and cleaned, Han Ningbing was on the sofa, lying on her back like an old lady, patting her little belly, and the bad mood didn't seem to affect her appetite, today's eight dishes and one soup were basically wiped out by the two of them, more than yesterday

Lu Fei was still busy, and Han Ningbing was not idle, he was also struggling with his eyes closed. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Han Ningbing herself is also a little strange about what is wrong with herself, according to her usually somewhat grinning personality, isn't it just a tune? Isn't it just a joke? That is, it is a matter of laughing, it is estimated that the whole thing will not stay in the head for three seconds, but this time I don't know what's wrong?

When I heard that Lu Fei actually gave Lan Ling'er such a beautiful song, I felt very uncomfortable, very aggrieved, I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just felt a little unfair, why did I give her so good, it was noise to me? What did you do with me? Are you funny tools? Or do you not take me seriously at all? No, what am I doing with him taking me seriously?

It's messy, where did he think about it, the more Han Ningbing thought about it, the more panicked he became, and he couldn't think of a reason, and he was even more depressed, how did he feel like he was comparing himself to Blue Bell? No, no, there must be something wrong, anyway, it's all Lu Fei's, what's wrong? I don't know, it's just that Lu Fei is wrong, Han Ningbing is firm in his heart.

Seeing Lu Fei holding a cup of tea in front of him, Han Ningbing glared at Lu Fei fiercely again, didn't speak, and looked at the TV directly.

Lu Fei scratched his hair, and he couldn't figure out the situation, wasn't it better just now? Why did he stare at me again, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak, so he had to sit on the edge of the sofa a little stiffly, and the room was quiet, only the sound of the TV.

Han Ningbing glanced at it with the afterglow of his eyes, and saw Lu Fei sitting there so stiffly, and said a word, and was even more annoyed: "Are you a dead man?, don't say a word?" Okay, see who can survive whom?"

After a long time, seeing that the atmosphere was getting more and more weird, the old man in the soul space couldn't look at it, "Hey, boy, you're dead, say something, the atmosphere is so weird, you can sit still?"

"Old man, I want to say it too, but I don't know what to say?"

"Idiot, how can I have an apprentice like you, it's a shame for me, I think back then, I was.... Forget it, I told you, you can't comprehend it, you can say anything, happy, funny, melancholy, or you have a somewhat unforgettable past, do you understand to divert your attention?" the old man said angrily

Lu Fei thought about it, is it an unforgettable past? Except for his crush on Blue Bell, it seems that there is only that thing left to talk about.

"Ahem," Lu Fei coughed lightly twice, attracted attention, and said slowly: "Actually, I have never had much contact with girls, so sometimes there may be some places, uh, some places that may be misunderstood, but I think you should know that I am not a bad person." ”

Han Ningbing snorted lightly, glanced at him and didn't speak. Seeing that Han Ningbing didn't interrupt, Lu Fei continued.

"I've been a very introverted person since I was a child.,The voice is also very small.,Other children dare to play with girls.,I don't dare to go myself.,And then when I grew up.,People started to write love letters.,I don't know what's going on.,Just started to dare to communicate with girls.,The funniest thing is,When I was in high school,A girl wrote me a love letter.,I don't know.,I don't know how to go back.,So I asked someone else.,Let others help back one.,As a result, this matter was rumored all over the school to know.,It's a shame." Lu Fei looked at Han Ningbing and smiled bitterly.

Han Ningbing looked at Lu Fei mockingly, probably despising Lu Fei in his heart, Lu Fei continued

"If you really have contact with girls, it should be considered in college, after all, everyone has already been in and out of the right pair, no matter how stupid you are, you have learned everything over the years, looking at people, to be honest, envy is not good. Lu Fei is still recalling how he felt at that time

Han Ningbing continued: "I know, you had a crush on Blue Bell at that time, right?"

Lu Feiqi said: "How do you know that I have a crush on Blue Bell?" Han Ningbing pursed his lips and did not speak, looking at Han Ningbing without speaking, Lu Fei did not ask any further

"You're right, when I saw Lan Bell for the first time, I was attracted to her, she was so beautiful, so intoxicating, not to mention going to be with her, just looking at her from afar, this day will be very happy, but I and she are really a heaven, an underground, a person like me, how do you let me match her, it's not that I don't have the courage, it's just that I'm with her, even if she accepts, I'm just a joke in the eyes of others, but I still try my best to understand her, know that she likes to draw, just learn to draw, know.... It's too much, so I won't talk about it" Lu Fei sighed

Han Ningbing watched Lu Fei confiding her feelings here, and suddenly felt a trace of emotion, as well as a trace of discomfort, because she knew more than others, and knew that he really moved Lan Ling'er, relying on his persistence, as for the discomfort in her heart, well, it might be the later thing.

"But people's energy is limited, and I'm not a genius, how can I learn everything well" Lu Fei laughed at himself, "Blue Bell is really good, basically everything can be done very well, what about me, that is, to understand a little bit, and then look at her quietly, knowing that she likes to go to the park, I go to the park every day to wait, in order to be able to see it from a distance, just to take a look, it was really satisfying at that time" Lu Fei fell into the memory and smiled happily

"Later, I really couldn't help but send a love letter to confess, but unfortunately, I forgot to write my name, maybe this is God's will,"

"You also know the crush, and there is no contact. The real contact with a girl should be when I am about to graduate, she should be my first object, although it is only a few days" Lu Fei said in a low voice

Han Ningbing's heart suddenly skipped a beat when she heard this, what was going on? Could there be any hidden secrets? This was a place where both of them were confused at that time, do you want to know the truth today? Han Ningbing also turned his head and became serious, as if he was afraid that he had missed something.

"Actually, she found me, she is my classmate, a very cute girl, always with a sweet smile, and very talkative, often I say a word, she can say a bunch of out, the last few days, she found me and said, in fact, she has been paying attention to me for a long time, although I don't know why I always go to the park to sit, get a strange nickname, but she thinks I'm a good person, and there are no other people's bad hobbies, she hasn't been in love, she doesn't want to leave any regrets in college, just want to talk to me for a few days" Lu Fei said slowly in a deep voice

"A cute girl's request, I don't know how to refuse, so I agreed, doesn't it feel like a TV series? Actually, maybe I don't want to leave regrets! Those days were really happy, I didn't expect it, we talked about everything, we imagined the future together, although it was an impossible future, but it was full of hope, except for Bluebell, I didn't know anyone else who could make me so happy, and it was the first time to have such intimate contact with a girl, chatting, shopping, watching movies" Lu Fei paused

"In the end, she left, leaving a kiss and leaving, I don't know if I'm in love with her, but I really don't want her to go, thinking that I can live with such a lovely person for the rest of my life, and go with her to complete the picture we imagined, do you say it's a happy thing?" Lu Fei asked in a low voice

Han Ningbing was also immersed in the story and asked, "Then why don't you keep her, why let her go?"

"What do you want to keep her? I want to, too, but I don't have anything, my education is not good, my family environment is not good, her mother hopes to let her marry a rich man, so that she can live a good life, and after graduation, she plans to arrange a blind date for her, and even the candidates have been found, just waiting for her to graduate, and she is also very chic to leave, there may not be a trace of nostalgia, after all, the regret of the university is gone"

Han Ningbing said angrily: "How can there be such a woman, what does she do with you? How can you agree? Do you know that you almost ...... Yes.. I'm so angry" Han Ningbing almost said it, and then held it back, making Han Ningbing want to be angry and didn't know who to find, and besides, she was facing another problem that was more tangled than at the beginning.

Now that the truth is known, but should I tell this truth to Lan Ling'er? Han Ningbing was a little entangled. Don't tell Blue Bell, Lu Fei estimates that there is still a long way to go, just look at Lu Fei's dark circles now, the two of them don't know what it will be like in the future. Tell Lan Ling'er, who is to blame for what happened at that time? Who is responsible? Not to mention that the two of them have changed, and the most important thing is that there is a voice in his heart that said to Han Ningbing, he can't say it, otherwise, he may regret it in the future, but how is it right to do this, Lan Ling'er should know about it.

Han Ningbing was entangled, didn't look at Lu Fei with a dark face, turned around and went home!