118. Chapter 118

One more

"Wanwan, you know what I did, right?"

Ruan Wan was silent and nodded slightly.

How could it not be known?

If I just had a premonition when I saw Yu Qiaoqiao before, then seeing you again at this moment is already certain. This girl, who was once pure and quiet and a little shy, finally ......

"After doing it, I realized that what I used to think was difficult is actually easy. Yu Qiaoqiao hooked the corners of her mouth, revealing a shallow smile without much smile, "The difference is only that you can't be open-minded." ”

Ruan Wan was silent.

To be honest, she didn't know how Yu Qiaoqiao did it, and she didn't know what method she used to get to this point. Maybe everything was within her design, maybe mixed with many accidents, but there is no doubt that she succeeded, and it was extraordinary.

But she didn't care about any of this.

In the final analysis, the An family and the Yu family except for Yu Qiaoqiao, no matter what happened to them, they had little to do with her.

All she cared about was ......

"So," she asked, looking up at the pale-faced girl on the steps, "has your heart calmed down?" She didn't know what kind of Yu Qiaoqiao belonged to, but she knew that this girl didn't come out of it.

Or, in her opinion, Yu Qiaoqiao's behavior is not so much revenge as it is ventingβ€”let the anger, pain, and sorrow in her heart flow out of this channel, otherwise, if these feelings are piled up in her heart, she will sooner or later go crazy because of it.

Yu Qiaoqiao didn't seem to expect Ruan Wan to ask such a question, and a look of surprise appeared on her face. After staring at the latter for a few seconds, her originally calm mask-like expression was finally broken, and her true feelings flowed out of the cracks.

"I ...... I don't know. ”

"Yes......" Ruan Wan looked at the girl in front of her, feeling sad and resentful of impermanent fate, "Do you have any money on you?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Huh?" Yu Qiaoqiao was stunned, because Ruan Wan had some inconsequential questions.

"When you go out, you can lack anything, you just can't lack money. Ruan Wan smiled at her, then took out a thick envelope from her pocket, walked up to Yu Qiaoqiao and handed it to her, "You take this." ”

Yu Qiaoqiao subconsciously shook her head: "I don't ......"

"Take it. Ruan Wan grabbed Yu Qiaoqiao's hand and forced the envelope into her hand. Since this girl didn't come to her once during this time, she could roughly guess that the rest of the Yu family was not completely at ease with her, and naturally it was impossible to give her too much money. And right now, the money of the Yu family and the An family has been lost, and Yu Qiaoqiao is naturally even less likely to leave anything behind.

"You ......"

"Don't worry, these are my own savings and won't cause any trouble. Ruan Wan bent the corners of her mouth and whispered, "You are outside, you have to be careful." You know my home phone number, if you need anything, just call me and Tingting. ”

"......" Yu Qiaoqiao lowered her head and looked at the envelope in her hand, and suddenly asked in a low voice, "Are we really still friends?"

"Yes, definitely. Ruan Wan squeezed her hand, "And always will be." ”

Yu Qiaoqiao, who had never cried since that day, blinked, and a tear fell silently on the hands of the two.

Yes, she clearly remembers that Ruan Wan, who came to see her that day, said that she could go to her as long as she needed to. More than once she wanted to go to them, to her two best friends, but always at the last minute...... Stagnant.

She's not like them anymore.

They can walk in the bright sunshine as always.

She was covered in dirt - maybe not initially, but from the moment she decided to do it, it was irreversible. Although she knew this, she couldn't give up. Because if she gave up, she thought she would go crazy. But right now, even if she's not crazy, she doesn't feel much better, and she still hasn't ...... Half a moment of peace, and I don't know where the future will go.

However, with such friends, the future should not be so ...... Oops.

After that, the three of them finished eating a bowl of small wontons, and the taste obviously did not change in the slightest, but Ruan Wan felt a little bitter in it, she thought, it was probably because the tears of the three people fell into the bowl.

She always thought that the phrase "separation is for a better reunion" was used to coax people, but after that, she sincerely hoped that it was true. She was really looking forward to seeing her good friend again, as well as ...... When she hoped to say goodbye, Yu Qiaoqiao had completely stepped out of the shadows and smiled brightly in the sun again.

Heaven will not be cruel, there will always be a glimmer of life.

People like her, after going through such a previous life, have finally gained a bottleneck in this life.

Qiaoqiao must be okay too.

Ruan Wan actually didn't worry about letting Yu Qiaoqiao leave alone, but she also knew that if she offered to send her, this girl would definitely not agree. Not to mention, the goal of two people leaving together is just too big and easy to find. So, she stuffed an envelope with a "plan to get out" that she had written, as well as ...... An address in the city.

Although Qiaoqiao had already obtained her ID card, she was not yet an adult after all, how could Ruan Wan rest assured that she was a girl wandering alone outside, so she begged her uncle and grandfather. The latter was also very indignant after hearing about Qiaoqiao, and said that he would definitely help, such as helping her settle down in other places to help her continue her studies. Ruan Wan also believes that if she can continue to study, Yu Qiaoqiao will definitely not refuse, because she sees the desire in her eyes.

She thought everything well, including the reaction of the Yu family when they found out that Qiaoqiao was missing the next day, and they did come to the door to look for trouble.

However, Ruan Wan and her grandmother are naturally not easy to bully, and Song Ting and her family are even more so, not to mention that the people in the town are very disdainful of their behavior of "selling their daughters", and now that Yu Qiaoqiao is gone, they all feel that this little girl is unbearable and forced to leave, and they will not think that Ruan Wan and Song Ting, the two little girls, have the ability to abduct people. Seeing that the Yu family couldn't come to the door to find trouble, they actually called the police. It's a pity that the police are also locals, and although they have to "act according to the law", they will never be on their side.

On the other side, the person in charge of the decoration of the Internet cafΓ© ran to the door to ask for the balance after hearing about the accident between the Yu family and the An family. They did promise to postpone the collection of payments, but that was based on the opening of the Internet cafΓ©, and now the business cannot be opened, and the renovated house is rotten in the hands of the Yu family, so they naturally refuse to let them delay any longer.

Of course, the Yu family can't afford to pay for it, so they have no choice but to go to the An family again, seeing that his son has lost a leg, An Dali, who originally hated the Yu family, hated the Yu family so much that he heard that Yu Qiaoqiao ran away, and he couldn't wait to immediately sue this "liar" in court, where would he be willing to pay a little more money. After several tears, the two families actually fought, and the result was that Yu Guoqiang, Yu Feng's father and son, and An Dali entered the hospital together.

Fang Guizhi only felt that everything had changed overnight, and he almost fainted in the toilet crying.

It's a pity that no one will sympathize with her.

She is really cheeky, and she actually went to Ruan Wan's house and Song Ting's house to borrow medical expenses under the banner of "my daughter has a good relationship with you". Grandma rejected her with a cold face, and Song Ting's parents ...... It was just a broom that blasted her out.

At this point, the Yu family accepted their fate, and they also took on a debt that they didn't know when they would be able to pay off.

In this regard, Song Ting's evaluation is-

"Evil is rewarded!"

Ruan Wan's evaluation is-

"Knowing that they're not doing well, I feel at ease. ”

However, what Ruan Wan didn't expect was that Yu Qiaoqiao didn't go to the address she gave. Even, until this moment, there is no contact with her at all.

This is the real reason why Ruan Wan feels sad.

"Jiren has his own nature. Grandma looked sideways at the sad face of her little granddaughter, and said, "Qiaoqiao is a good boy, and she will be fine." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Well. "It would be great if that was the case.

In fact, it's not that she can't understand Qiaoqiao's mentality.

If this qiΔ“ was all due to Qiaoqiao's own choice, then there was only one reason - she was determined to forget the past qiΔ“. Then by the way, she and people like Song Ting who are related to past memories are better not to say goodbye.

Although it was a little sad to be included in the category of oblivion, if it was Qiaoqiao's own choice, she was not in a position to criticize anything.

At the very least, it proves that Qiaoqiao has made up her mind to embrace a new life, and she should be happy about it.

…… I know that's the case, but I'm still a little sad.

Ruan Wan let out a long sigh.

Grandma looked down at her with a smile and said, "What kind of sigh a child makes, it will destroy the blessing." ”

"It's fine. Ruan Wan replied, "I am blessed and not afraid of loss." ”

"Thick skin. ”

"It is said that 'there is an old man in the family, if there is a treasure', grandma, you are my blessing. Ruan Wan said as she rested her head on her grandmother's shoulder, feeling the familiar temperature, and she squinted her eyes comfortably. She thought that whether it was two or three lifetimes, she probably couldn't get used to parting, but fortunately, some people would always be by her side as long as they were there, and they would never leave her.

There is some truth to this. Grandma nodded yes, and pushed Ruan Wan's head away by the way, "Just walk well." ”

"Hmm. Grandmother. ”

"What?"

"You're going to be fine, too. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ What a stupid thing to say? ”

Two more

No matter how difficult it is, life still has to go on.

That night, Ruan Wan had a dream of reliving her junior high school life.

In the dream, she and the other two girls were lying hand in hand on the fresh smell of the grass, the sun was just right, the breeze was gentle, they wore wreaths of freshly braided flowers on their heads, and they just closed their eyes and smelled the fragrance of flowers and herbs, and whispered words that might seem boring to outsiders, but they seemed to them extremely interesting, and which belonged to the girl.

She lies in the center, Qiaoqiao on the left and Tingting on the right.

The three of them lay down, and became dazed, and then they fell asleep together as a matter of course, until they heard the sound of children playing. They opened their eyes at the same time, looking at the brighter sunlight, and then looked sideways at each other, and both had big smiles on their faces.

"It's so comfortable......"

"yes, I really want to just lie down and sleep until I am old. ”

"By the way, let's take a picture in this pose, shall we?"

"Click!"

Ruan Wan woke up to this crisp sound, she opened her eyes, stared at the sunlight reflected on the curtains, and found that today was a beautiful day like a dream. Instead of lying in bed, she sat up cleanly, jumped out of bed, ran to the bookshelf and pulled out a photo album. She gently flipped it open, and on a page in the middle, three girls were lying side by side on the grass, with the same clean, sunny smile on their faces.

At that moment, they felt that that time would last forever.

At that moment, they felt that even if time passed, the future would only be better.

But in the blink of an eye, they grew up.

Ruan Wan took a deep breath, slowly closed the photo album in her hand, and held it in her arms. After a few moments, it was put back on the shelf. It wasn't until this moment that she felt a little cool. The difference between the South and the North is especially evident in the winter -- no heating, no heating, no heating, important things said three times.

Therefore, people who think that the winter in the south will be warmer than in the north are really naΓ―ve.

At least Ruan Wan felt like she was about to be frozen into a dog now.

She hurriedly "escaped" back to the bed and put on a few pieces of clothing thickly. I don't know if it's an illusion, she feels like her nose is a little blocked. This feeling lasted until she sat down at the table and drank two small bowls of hot porridge after washing, and then she felt relieved, so she rolled onto the sofa and leaned comfortably on watching TV.

At this time, I received a text message from Song Ting.

As soon as she opened it casually, the whole person was shocked, because the text message Song Ting sent to her was actually a roaring body......

[What should I do!! I'm going crazy!!]

Ruan Wan was shocked at first sight, and she was about to dial a phone to ask, but she received a call from this girl.

"Tingting?"

"Ahhhh!!!!h

Ruan Wan: "What's the ......?" She asked inexplicably, "Pippi snatched your tea eggs?"

"No, it's that guy! I'm so angry!"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Are you a god?"

"Don't say he's my god! he's definitely not!"

Ruan Wan had a black line, and she only heard one meaning from the phone - Song Ting was about to cry because of her male god. She hurriedly asked what the hell was going on while comforting her, but when she heard it, she almost didn't squirt.

Song Ting is a man of action, and he just said yesterday that he wanted to "subtly make himself feminine", and he took action last night.

As a result, she got up this morning and looked at her phone and received such a text message-

[Are you feeling unwell??]

Song Ting was not good on the spot, she just wanted to be a little more feminine......! Ahem, Lala! Why is this happening?

She didn't have a high fever!

No, her brain really burned out to see this stupid fool!

In this barrage of narration, Ruan Wan fully understood Song Ting's madness, but she was more curious......

"What the hell did you text last night?"

"Feminine text messages!"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ What kind of ?Tell me?"

"It's so feminine, who said it!"

Ruan Wan: "......" An ominous feeling appeared in her heart, thinking that Song Ting, this girl, would not be linking "femininity" and "shame", she asked tentatively, "Then you sent it to me?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Okay, too. Although Song Ting felt a little embarrassed that it was spicy, she still sent it - she and Ruan Wan were so iron, no matter how embarrassed they were, they were also seen, so naturally they didn't care about it.

Not long after, Ruan Wan received a text message from Song Ting.

At this glance, her whole body squirted.

What the heck!

The corners of her mouth twitched, thinking that no wonder Song Ting was embarrassed to read it, she was embarrassed to read it herself!

The grandmother sitting next to her noticed her granddaughter's distorted expression and asked curiously, "What are you looking at?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ A text message. ”

"What kind?"

After Ruan Wan took a deep breath, she said in a low voice, "People just won't tell you." ”

Grandma: "...... Do you have a fever?"

Ruan Wan looked at it from afar, thinking that it was no wonder that the "male god" reacted in this way, look, grandmother also reacted in this way! That's right, the full text of Song Ting's text message is like this-

[That person went to sleep first~ You also have to go to bed early~~ Good night, An'an~~~]

It is about the psychological age that has gone up, and Ruan Wan now gets goosebumps whenever she sees the word "people". …… Well, if it's a cute little girl who texts like this, there's no sense of disobedience, after all, many men eat this set. But Song Ting suddenly sent a text message like this...... Everybody can be frightened.

Ruan Wan wiped the sweat from her forehead, and suddenly felt that the "male god" was really wronged by being scolded this time, because his reaction was actually not a problem at all......

As soon as she thought about it, Song Ting's call came again.

"You say, he's overdone, isn't he?!"

Ruan Wan listened to Song Ting's chirping, hesitated, and asked in a low voice, "If I say 'no', will you beat me?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Did I blame him?"

Of course, Song Ting would not beat Ruan Wan.

She has always known that she and Ruan Wan have their own strengths, if it is a comparison, ten Ruan Wan will have to bow down in front of her, but if it is compared to this kind of emotional communication means, a hundred of her against Ruan Wan is also confused.

Seeing that Song Ting's students were willing to learn, Ruan Wan was naturally happy to teach.

To put it simply, Song Ting's direction of efforts is right, but the method is wrong and she goes overboard if she is not careful, she originally wanted to boil the frog in warm water, but it turned out to be boiling water directly, and it is strange not to scare people.

She talked to Song Ting for a long time, and the latter barely understood, patting her chest and saying that she would definitely try cautiously and fight boldly this time!

Ruan Wan listened to her words, and she was really ...... I can't put my mind at ease at all, but I can only continue to wait and see.

As soon as she put down the phone, she heard her grandmother, who was sitting next to her and watching the TV intently, suddenly say slowly: "Tingting is in love?"

"No, it's just a crush. Ruan Wan knew that the phone call just now had been completely exposed, and she knew that her grandmother was not a talkative person, so she also said it very calmly.

"She's still chasing other people's boys?"

"Well, yes. ”

"And what about your boy, did you catch it?"

"Hmm...... Huh?" Ruan Wan froze.

After a few moments, she stiffened her neck and turned her head, only to see her grandmother looking at her with a smile on her face.

Ruan Wan was stunned for a while before swallowing her saliva, and just as she didn't know what to say, she heard the old man say slowly, "It seems that you have finally got someone."

Ruan Wan couldn't help sweating, and weakly protested: "The word 'get your hands' is also ......" is too ugly, right?

"Isn't it?" said her grandmother, squinting at her, "You were eyeing people a few years ago, right? It's finally a punishment β–‘β–‘ now, are you happy?"

Ruan Wan's sweat is about to become a waterfall, thinking that her grandmother's literary "attainments" are really high, look at the words used, "staring", "crying dad and calling mother", "one punishment β–‘β–‘"...... What the hell is she, what kind of image is she in the old man's heart...... Well, the old man just wasn't happy that she hadn't said anything about it until now.

Ruan Wan then explained humbly: "Yes...... I wanted to tell you when I came back this time, didn't I find a chance yet? ”

"Huh. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Grandma begs don't laugh like that, I panicked. ”

"Hehehe. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Ruan Wan almost fainted in the toilet crying, but she still got up strong - in case her grandmother pressed the water tank and washed her away.

He ...... It's good for me, we're good. Ruan Wan pursed her lower lip, a little shy, and the moment she spoke, an extremely warm wave of water appeared in her eyes, "I've liked him for a long time, I don't think anyone will be better than him, and I don't think I like anyone else other than him anymore." I really want to be with him, not only now, but also in the future, all the time. ”

Listening to the little granddaughter's shy but firm words, the grandmother couldn't help but be moved, and her originally narrow expression gradually became solemn. And behind this strict expression, there was a hint of worry.

Because......

It's too much of a resemblance.

Back then-

When she met that person back then, she also had this idea.

No one will be better to himself than he is.

Won't like anyone else but him anymore.

I want to be a couple with him for the rest of my life.

In the end, a qiΔ“ became empty.

She never regrets it, and she has no resentment against him in her heart, because there are always some things that are more important than the private relationship between men and women. It was because he valued other things more than she did that she was more ...... I love him and I will not regret it until I die.

Grandma was in a trance, and suddenly felt that time was really like water.

It's just a blink of an eye, and the granddaughter who ran around her crookedly and coquettishly with her voice will grow up, and she will think about the future when she has someone she likes.

"By the way, I have a picture of him here. ”

Ruan Wan took out her mobile phone, flipped out the photo album, rolled her eyes, and came up with an idea-

"Grandma, or you come and recognize him!"

She stuffed her mobile phone into her grandmother's hand and said with a smile: "Look at our tacit understanding, see if you can find him out as soon as possible." If you think about it, she only has a few photos with Jin Nian on her phone, and her posture is not very intimate. In addition, there were several photos of other male classmates - all taken by others holding her phone during class activities.

The emotion in my grandmother's heart suddenly vanished, and she glanced at her granddaughter: "Still playing this game with me?"

"Let's try it!" Ruan Wan hugged her grandmother's arm, rubbed it over and said affectionately, "Okay?"

In this way, my grandmother rummaged through her mobile phone.

After a few moments, she stopped turning the page, pointed to someone in the photo, and asked, "Is that him?"

Ruan Wan turned her head and looked at it, and the expression on her face suddenly became exciting.