Xu Jun: I lacked care from my family since I was a child, and I thought that this life would be lonely and helpless, but I didn't expect God to send me the greatest gift, and this gift is my lover Chang Wen. She was a miracle in my life, and she taught me what kindness is and what tolerance is. I love her more than myself. Of course, I won't let her know so clearly, women, pet when you should spoil, protect when you should protect, you can't be too obedient to her, that little woman knows a little bit of my attachment to her after she often plays a little trick on me. She is lawless and sometimes hateful, but she knows that I am helpless against her, because she sees through my love as thick as snow, and the moon can represent my heart.

Chang Wen: I thought he was my creditor, how terrible the creditor is, the vicious gray wolf. But more than once he was drunk and spit out the truth, he always rubbed my cheek, one by one, he called me Red Sun. He said that he has been fond of sunny days since he was a child. Eh, my dear, do you know? At that moment, my heart was rushing like a white rabbit on the grassland, and the whole sky was very bright with happiness. He is my creditor, but not a terrible creditor, but a clever and intimate creditor, he said that he will take care of me for the rest of his life, and he is afraid that I will not understand, so he said in another sentence, the same meaning, really touched me. He said he was going to take care of me for the rest of my life. I choked up and asked him, doesn't that mean the same thing? He said, pretty much, but there's a slight difference. I don't know. He called me a red sun pitifully, saying that he had taken care of me all his life, and it was possible that he was walking ahead of me, and he was not at ease to leave me alone in this world as a stupid person who couldn't find a home. And he took care of me all my life, and it was easy to understand the central idea, that is, after he took a step back and took care of me away, he would follow me.

Unexpectedly, he was so ruthless, I gave him a baby and raised a baby, washed and cooked for him, made a bed for him and warmed the quilt, like such trivial and grinding work, I do it every day, what is the difference with cattle and horses. He saw that I was old and useless, and even asked me to leave first, leaving him to continue to live in the world? I gritted my teeth, and I didn't fight anywhere, saying, "You are deliberately harming a woman of a good family again?" A capitalist with bad intentions. He reproached me, just laughed silly and said nothing. I actually understand, he really doesn't worry about me, he takes care of me, he feels righteous, as if time and the wind and clouds coexist as immortal. I was an integral part of his life, and although he didn't say it, I was smart, and I could feel it in every bit he gave me. I am a happy woman, and I thank God for giving me such a generous gift. Seriously, none of you have ever seen his childlike eyes. This unique sight is my patent, and no one wants to share a single penny. When he was asleep, I called him Big President Little Baby. He naturally didn't know, how could such a dictatorial and arbitrary person accept such a naïve title?

His life gradually shifted from endless work to family, and he cared for his family far beyond my imagination, of course, this was not my personal charm, thanks to the five treasures, he understood the true meaning of life. He said a heart-wrenching remark to me when he was gray-haired and sideburns, and he said that work is just a part of life.

Blog: When I found out about my secret background, my world collapsed in an instant. A man-made car accident was concocted by a loved one who used to get along with each other, and the details of it gnawed at my heart like ants. My mother, she is shameless and vicious, I don't know if the final ending is a retribution for her. But I know that my heart can't really forgive those sordid past when I'm dying. If the dust can be wiped away, who can solve the shame of the soul? I think a person with a soul washes himself all the time. The old man looked older and older, and his body deliberately stood upright, but he was the appearance of an old dragon after all. They are all going to be old, this is what he told me in the past, I really can't remember which year, which month, which day, so many people and so many things, but like the sun sprinkled between the branches and leaves of the sycamore in the yard, who will remember it very clearly? But at that time, I remember his demeanor really, and when I think about it, I still can't help but miss it, and what I miss is the gentleness he treats me. At this time and from time to time, it is not the old man's temperament to blame the past, he is accustomed to killing everything, although the betrayal is indeed unbearable, let alone a person like him. I have no reason to hate him.

I like Yue Min, the initial beginning, just because I know that she is a potential heir to the family, my acquaintance with her, will help me in the future, and, when I look at her for the first time, I understand that she fell in love with me at first sight, silly love at first sight, girls love to dream, but coincidentally, she foolishly weaved me into her dreams, right in my arms, I need to use her feelings, I admit my despicability and shamelessness, but in order to survive, in order to avoid the omnipresent threat of the old man, I can only go against my will like this。 I'm not particularly bad, even in a bad environment, I often look at my soul, although, in the end, I succumb to the cruelty of reality, there is no way, everyone is forced to accept it in this way, just because reality is not a dream that can be shattered at one touch.

Later, in the days of getting along, I really fell in love with her, love carried away, love was unconscious, love came quietly inadvertently, and I was not aware of it, not so much, it was better to say that I did not dare to face a sincere feeling that could not be ignored. I am cowardly, and I dare not pay all for a girl's trust. I don't have much, and even very few are pitiful, this is probably the root of my cowardice, and I'm afraid that Yue Min will look down on me. However, she did not look down on me, she was always by my side, she was always on her initiative, she was a brave woman, I loved her, I needed her, and I couldn't live without her. She knew that I confessed to her the belongings I had in my heart on a dark and windy night, and she was like a baby, saying that she would take her away for the rest of her life, and I laughed and said that Meng Po gave her a bowl of soup to drink, and she couldn't remember anything. She said, I have carved into my bones and blood, no one can take it away, I will find you in the next life by memory. I was very touched by her persistence, I didn't say a word more, I was too small in front of her, why did she always say everything I thought, word for word. We have a soul in our hearts.

Xu Kai: I never thought that I, a selfish person, would also be trapped by love, and the Lin Jun who I fell in love with was as selfish as me, when we didn't love each other, we only saw ourselves. Feelings are delicate and cannot be denied, how it came about, I don't have a specific concept, Lin Jun said, she is always afraid that one day she will lose me. At that time, only I knew how complacent I was. The taste of love is like sour sugar, which makes people can't help but can't wait to hug. Life is always turbulent, and some of them are self-inflicted, but who can see through the unknown future? If I had known that Lin Jun would be pregnant with my child, then I must have deliberately avoided resolving it, only blaming me for not being obedient and disappointing Lin Jun, the only woman who treats me sincerely. I owe her, unfortunately I never have a chance to pay it back, this is my unkind life, who can I blame? Am I not blaming enough? It is the resentment in my heart that ruined me, what the eldest brother said is not wrong, I was clear from the beginning, but my temperament is too paranoid. I just want to take another look at Lin Jun, and I am worried about her arrival, such contradictory feelings haunt me all day long, making me feel that I am still flesh and blood plump.

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