Section 24 The First Anniversary (1)
The snow was white, and everything was shrouded in a transparent white from a distance, with the occasional branch showing and the transparent ice under the window eaves. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
The sound of children's frolicking gradually sounded, and small footprints appeared on the snow-white snow, chasing and chasing, so lively.
Li Niansu looked at the person who had been standing outside the window for a long time, sighed and said, "Master, you are not in good health, and you still don't care about yourself so much. ”
Li Weiwei turned his head lightly, his face was expressionless, his hair was gray, his eyes did not have a trace of emotion, and he was empty: "You are back." ”
Li Niansu sighed helplessly: "If I don't come back, you're afraid and won't remember to eat." ”
Li Weiwei turned his head and continued to look out the window, slowly rubbing the dagger in his hand.
Li Niansu looked at Li Weiwei like this, so he had to go to cook.
He still remembers that when he first met the master, he was so hungry that he couldn't stand it, and watched the master drag him hard to prevent him from leaving.
And the master just looked at him, without any emotion in his eyes, he thought that the master would not save himself.
But when he woke up, he was in a clean room, where the master was sitting, still cold and expressionless, holding a dagger in his hand.
He thanked the master as if he hadn't heard anything.
He refused to leave, and the master refused to speak to him.
In the end, he was still troubled by him, and he had no choice but to say: "In the future, your name will be Li Niansu." ”
He always remembered that it was the first thing the master said to him, and no matter how much he made trouble or provoked him in the future, he would not be angry.
Only once, he stole his master's dagger, but that day he will never forget.
That day, he almost felt that his master was going to kill him.
But he just threw him aside, picked up the dagger like a baby, and looked at it all day.
It was at that time that he realized that the master was not a monster without feelings, he had given all his feelings to one person.
He didn't know who that person was.
But he knew that the master would get drunk one day a year, and then cry like a child.
When the master cried, he always said, "Su'er, I'm sorry......"
It was at that time that he suddenly understood the origin of his name, Li Niansu, Niansu, Niansu......
Master, he misses a person so deeply.
The master really doesn't take care of himself, and if he doesn't care about any of them, he won't eat by himself.
He could sit there all day, staring blankly at the dagger.
He felt very sorry for such a master, but he couldn't do anything.
The master himself is unwilling to come out, and there is no way for everyone to pull him.
But he still wants the master to live a little better, at least he can eat, even if he doesn't speak, it doesn't matter.
He worked hard to learn, learn fire, learn to cook.
But the master still didn't eat, he had no choice but to mention that person, so the master, who had always been cold and unpopular, would pick up chopsticks and eat slowly.
Later, he would talk to himself, even if it was only three or two days.
He's already satisfied......
He called him master because he saved his life, even though he never taught him anything, he still treated him as a master, like his own father.
Therefore, he hopes that the master can be well.
If that person is no longer alive, he hopes that the master will be able to come out of the grief of the past.
After all, people cannot be resurrected after death.
But he didn't know how to tell the master.
Li Niansu brought the cooked meal to the room, looked at Li Weiwei, who was still no different from half an hour ago, and said bitterly: "Master, it's time to eat." ”
Li Weiwei blinked, slowly sat down at the table, picked up the chopsticks and ate little by little.
Extremely fast, a bowl of rice reached the bottom of the bowl.
Li Weiwei put down the dishes and chopsticks coldly and slowly walked to the window.
Li Nian snapped the chopsticks on the table: "Master......"
Li Weiwei tilted his head, and his eyes did not fluctuate at all.
Li Niansu looked at Li Weiwei like this, and the sullenness that had just risen suddenly disappeared, and he smiled helplessly: "For so many years, I have always known that the master is missing someone, but can't the master forget the past?"
Li Niansu looked at Li Weiwei, who turned his head, and got up to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, he knew that Li Weiwei would not answer him, but he still couldn't help but ask.
"You don't know ......"
The familiar voice made Li Niansu's movements freeze in place, and he looked at Li Weiwei in disbelief.
Li Wei moved his lips: "You will never know, she is gone, and I have no need to live." ”
Li Niansu wanted to cry a little, after all, he was just a fourteen or fifteen-year-old child, and he was really uncomfortable seeing the person he admired like this.
"Do you like her very much?" asked Li Niansu with a pursed lip.
He suddenly wanted to know what the only person Li liked was like and what kind of temperament he would never forget......
"I ......" Li's only expressionless face showed sadness for the first time: "I love her, but I killed her." ”
Li Niansu's eyes widened and he lost his voice.
"She was only sixteen years old when she died. Li Weiwei is still talking about this scene like that day, and he can't breathe with heartache: "The day she left, the sun was shining, like the day we first met." ”
Li Niansu blinked his somewhat sour eyes: "She...... How did you die?"
"He who was burned alive by the fire. Li only lowered his eyes, and a tear fell secretly.
Li Niansu really didn't know what to say this time, and his heart seemed to be blocked.
"I should have gone to her a long time ago, you ......" Li Weiwei stretched out his extremely pale hand to catch Xuehua slightly: "Will she wait for me on Huangquan Road?"
Li Niansu couldn't help crying in the end, and the more Li Weiwei said this in a calm tone, the more uncomfortable he listened.
It's as if everything that happened back then happened in front of my eyes.
"Heh......" Li only laughed at himself, "why does she still wait for me? she must hate me to death." ”
Li Niansu wiped his tears with his sleeve and said solemnly: "No, the master will definitely wait for you." ”
Li Wei was stunned for a moment, half-turned his body, and then smiled slowly, smiling with satisfaction.
Li Niansu looked at Li's only smile for so many years, and his eyes were red again.
The corners of Li Weiwei's mouth slowly hooked: "Niansu, thank you." ”
Thank you......
Even though I know it's impossible, I'm willing to believe that what you say is true.
When I went to Huangquan to look for her, she was still there, waiting for me, and just like that time, pulling the injured me, the warmth was incredible.
Li Weiwei raised his head slightly, looking at the snow falling again: "Niansu, do you know what I'm most afraid of?"
Li Niansu choked up: "What?"
He always felt that the master seemed to be back to the light, and he knew in his heart that after today, the master would no longer be able to accompany him.
"Fire ......" Li Weiwei's tears slowly slipped from the corners of his eyes: "I am most afraid of fire." ”
Li Niansu sobbed in a low voice: "Why?"
"Because it takes away all that is most precious to me, it takes away ...... The person I love the most. Li Weiwei slowly closed his eyes, and a smile rose at the corner of his mouth. (To be continued.) )