"Amin, come and help me look at the computer, how do you use this thing!" My father called my name aloud, but the door of the study grew farther and farther away from me, until it became an unreachable point. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Whew, shuddered. Now, it was just a dream. In the third month of the nursing home, my body is still a little weak, but I am happy that there is at least no problem with my movements. The pain and suffering of nearly a year is finally going to leave me, and the future is still full of hope.

Today is the day of the discharge procedure, and the nurse has specially prepared a new set of clothes for me, which can make me look less depressed. It's a joyous day to be leaving this place that isn't very good.

"Try not to have big mood swings after going out, don't be alone for too long, take the medicine on time, pay attention to sleep, if there is anything abnormal, please call us or go to the hospital......" Dr. Yuan told me to do this and that, while going through the discharge procedures for me, and waited for the last stamp to be stamped, he closed his mouth, stood up and handed the materials to my hand, held my hand and said: "Goodbye, I wish you a smooth recovery and will not come back." ”

"Thank you." After taking the document, I bowed to Yuan Sheng and said goodbye.

……

"Hey, Amin, what's going to be a job next? How about taking the civil service exam like me? "I was playing chess with him, and I suddenly heard his question.

Liu Xiu is my fellow villager and friend, and now he is a policeman, a gentle and warm man, a family of four generations of civil servants, and his ideal is to serve the country.

"No, I've already taken the teaching certificate and am ready to be a teacher. The doctor said that I couldn't have too many emotional ups and downs, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to stand the officialdom. "My parents were still very worried about my situation, so they hoped that I could put aside my studies for the time being to do some work dealing with people, but I was afraid that people would be sinister, so they asked someone to help me inquire about the teacher's exam, although I was not very happy, and finally agreed, just asked to go to high school teaching, after all, high school children still have the opportunity to communicate with me on an equal footing.

"You've decided which school to go to?" Liu Xiu was obviously a little surprised, after all, I didn't reveal the news.

"Yes, go back to my hometown to teach high school, the environment is better." After getting the teaching certificate, I thought about which school to go to, and finally decided to return to my hometown.

"Teach key high schools? Your school isn't too bad, if not good. Liu Xiu asked, but answered the question himself

"Teaching private schools." I replied. Naturally, this was not what he thought, so he guessed the next reaction.

"Private!" His voice instantly raised a few degrees, and he quickly asked, "Which private?" Good no good? ”

I naturally know what he is worried about, his hometown is a small place, there have always been only a few public high schools, and the enrollment quota is naturally limited, and those students who do not have good grades and want to continue high school can only go to vocational high schools to try to take the college entrance examination again. Until which private school came along. It is well known in the small town that juvenile delinquents are from vocational high schools and this private high school. But I still want to go, not because of a noble ideal such as devoting myself to education, but because I know that my ability is insufficient, and the students of key high schools don't need a bad teacher like me.

"It's that private school, I'll go back tomorrow and start school." I dropped the last piece on the board, pushed the table and conceded defeat, ending the game and the conversation.

"Goodbye." I said.

"Goodbye." He replied.

The next night at the train station in my hometown, I got off the bus, dragged a box of luggage on the bus, and waited for the bus to start after some inexplicable emotion, nearly ten years away, and finally returned to this small place, I don't know what I have been doing for more than 20 years, in the end it is still an empty dream. Outside the car window is no longer the corner of the small town that was almost deserted, but is lined with high-rise buildings, illuminating the whole city in the night.

The August days are not as hot in this small town, especially at night. I had just come over there, and I was dressed a little cooler, and I felt cold when the wind blew against the window, and before I could close the window, it started to rain, and the rain was as thin as silk, accompanied by the dim street lights, and I suddenly thought that maybe it would be a good decision to go back here.

In addition to my parents' hopes, I was seduced by the movie, and I wanted to be able to change the future of some people by myself, but just as a fool knows that he is stupid and he is not stupid, I know that I am just delusional and continue to choose this job.

I sold the house I lived in that city and went back to this small town to buy another house, if it wasn't for my poor driving skills, I could have bought another mid-to-low-end car, my parents didn't come with me, they have jobs that can't be easily left.

The newly purchased house is near the school, so it is convenient to go to work. It's also very close to my current elementary school, which is why Liu Xiu and I know about this school - it's next door to my current primary school, and some of their bad students even pay protection money in this elementary school.

A two-bedroom, two-living room house is a bit of a luxury to live alone, but this is the only one for sale in the vicinity, and since I don't want to go further afield, I have to buy this house. Fortunately, in this world where housing prices are soaring, the housing prices in my hometown are not outrageously high, and 5,000 square meters are quite acceptable.

The previous owner kindly left me furniture (bought at a discount), perhaps for a reason to take away the trouble. But I'm still grateful for his generosity, which made me feel like home instead of an empty house when I came here again.

When I got home, I packed my clothes, and I didn't have much luggage with me, only a box of clothes and the textbooks, teaching staff, and textbooks distributed by the school after the interview, and it was almost September 1, and in six days I would become a teacher, I don't know how long I could do it, a year, two years, or a few months, but it was certain that in six days I would become a teacher, at least temporarily.

……

The six days passed quickly, during which I received several couriers (mainly some incense and books I was reading from my parents), wandered around the city in the morning to buy some daily necessities and reacquaint myself with this familiar and unfamiliar city, and prepared for classes or read some books in the evening. By the time I got out of my soft bed at 6 a.m. on September 1, I knew I was about to start a new life and learn about a new world.