Huang Huang let out a long breath, he couldn't imagine that Xu Xi's childhood was so heavy.

The room became unusually quiet, Huang Huang couldn't find any words of comfort, and in front of Xu Xi's story, any words of comfort seemed pale and weak.

"So... What about the driver who caused the accident? He just ran away?" asked Huang Huang.

Xu Xi was silent for a long time, shook his head and said: "Well, he did run away at that time, because the traffic monitoring equipment at that time was not as perfect as it is now, and you know in Dongcheng District, even now, it is still that tattered." ”

Then Xu Xi laughed again, and that kind of laughter made Huang Huang a little flustered.

This matter is really too cruel for the young Xu Xi. He just sat on the edge of Xu Lei's body like that, hoping that all this was just a dream. Maybe after a while, I will wake up, and I will still see the handsome and gentle eyes of my brother.

Unfortunately, reality is reality.

Xu Lei's sudden death is tantamount to life giving them a hard blow.

Xu Xi only saw the appearance of the Dongfeng car clearly, red and tattered. He also faintly saw that the back of the driver's head was shiny, and as for others, such as the license plate number, he had no concept at all for the young Xu Xi.

The police uncles routinely recorded the situation, and then it was lost to the sea, and there was no more news.

Mom washes her face with tears all day long, and Dad is very strong on the surface, but from the sighs of Dad from time to time in the house, Xu Xi can feel the grief of Dad.

It turns out that they love their brother too!

Xu Xi only now understands that his parents are very good to him and love him very much. But they... In fact... What I like more in my heart is an excellent brother... Let's do it!

Since then, Xu Xi's psychology has changed a lot. Whenever he saw his parents feeling sorry for his brother, he would begin to hate him. He hated the runaway driver, and he hated himself even more. If it weren't for saving his own life, maybe my brother wouldn't have died.

Life passed in a mess, Xu Xi was already introverted, and when something like this happened, he became even more closed. To school, to school, to home, he was like a walking corpse, just alive, but meaningless. Sometimes, he couldn't say a few words in a day. Because he felt guilty in the face of his parents. In the face of school, teachers, and classmates, he is even more transparent.

Time just went by day by day, and in the blink of an eye, a few years passed. Xu Xi often asked herself, what is the meaning of my existence? If it weren't for my existence, maybe my excellent brother would have survived.

Confused and ignorant, Xu Xi stumbled into junior high school. He was still so thin and helpless. He still often fantasizes that his brother is actually by his side.

Growing up in endless confusion and remorse, Xu Xi is almost hopeless. Until he saw the truck again, and the deserving driver!

Hearing this, Huang Huang wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to phrase it. "You saw that van again? It's too much of a coincidence, isn't it?"

Xu Xi shook his head and did not answer. But there was a glint of excitement in his eyes.

Because, this allowed Xu Xi to find some answers. That, for Xu Xi, is the meaning of allowing him to survive!

Xu Xi went to junior high school when he was in junior high school, although its admission rate is not as high as the city's three key middle schools, but it is also well-known in the city's middle schools, and Xu Kai also went through a lot of back doors to let Xu Xi come in to study.

It is also strange to say, although the admission rate is good, the campus facilities and buildings of the back middle school are very dilapidated.

On this day, it was the height of summer, the rainy season had stopped, and the road back to the entrance of the middle school was very muddy. At the end of school, the classmates are always happy, they are like a flock of chirping birds. On the way out of school, everyone was always talking and laughing.

But Xu Xi is still alone. He carried his school bag and stared at the road with his eyes, as if nothing in this world had anything to do with him.

On a June day, the baby's face was raining very heavily when class had just begun. Now the sun showed its head again.

It's a strange weather, with the sun shining and the clouds on the other.

Out of the alley of the school gate, it is a narrow and dirty road. Because the city has built a new interchange a few years ago, large vehicles cannot enter the city during the day, and many large goods can only pass through this almost abandoned road.

And Xu Xi goes home from school every day, and this highway is the only way. Today, as usual, he is also out of school, going home, and going on as usual.

However, a speeding truck roared past, and muddy water splashed Xu Xi's body.

He frowned and looked up, and it turned out that it was a heavy Thai tractor truck that had splashed himself in muddy water.

Xu Xi shook his head in surprise, and then forced himself to lean closer to the side of the road. It's a pity that this road is too narrow, and the cars whizzing by him always give Xu Xi an illusion, as if he may be hit by one of these cars at any time, so that he may pay back something he owes.

Of course, this is just some strange psychological trick.

After all, the sun still can't fight the dark clouds at the top. As soon as the sun is blocked, the wind blows. Xu Xi didn't even have time to think about it, and the raindrops the size of beans were poured head-on.

The sound of the torrential rain and the whizzing of cars are maddening. Xu Xi didn't have the habit of bringing an umbrella to school, the rain came suddenly, and there was still a long way to go home, so he had to lift his schoolbag above his head.

But the rain was too strong, and in less than a minute, Xu Xi was soaked.

There were several car repair shops on the side of the road, and Xu Xi had no choice but to run and walk under the eaves of the nearest house. This kind of car repair shop on the edge of the city is generally based on practicality. The store was pitch black, and all kinds of auto parts and dirty oil were piled up in a random pile, dirty, Xu Xi frowned.

There was a bloated woman in her forties. It seems that she is obviously the hostess of this shop. She glanced at Xu Xi who was hiding from the rain at the door with disgust.

Xu Xi was embarrassed and moved his steps outward. He stood on the edge of the eaves, and the rain had misted everything on the road. In the blink of an eye, I'm going to be in the third year of junior high school next year, and if my brother is still alive now, maybe I won't be so lonely.

The rain was lighter, and the originally dusty road surface suddenly became muddy, Xu Xi shook his head, forget it, there are still nearly ten minutes away from home, while the rain is getting lighter, I better go back early.

Xu Xi lifted his schoolbag above his head and braved the rain to leave, when at this moment, a somewhat familiar, tattered, red Dongfeng truck drove out of the garage of this car repair shop!