Chapter 216 Don't forget the original intention
When Su Yuxi went downstairs, she was wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses, she was not to the point where she needed to wear a mask to go out, and besides, at this time, there was no need to arm herself too tightly as the terrible illegitimate food in later generations.
Cheng Xiaoyu parked the car on the side of the road, saw Su Yuxi's graceful figure in the mirror, and when he saw two fashionable young men passing by Su Yuxi whistling at her, he quickly got out of the car and opened the car door for Su Yuxi, and raised his middle finger at the two young men who looked back.
Su Yuxi saw Cheng Xiaoyu's somewhat flamboyant movements, did not speak, and went straight to the car.
Cheng Xiaoyu also got into the car, and as soon as the accelerator slammed, the two young men quickly became a small background. He drove towards the nearby Xingmei International Cinema. Cheng Xiaoyu turned his head and quietly glanced at Su Yuxi, for some reason he was in a happy mood, thinking of the news he saw at noon today, he asked with a narrow expression, "How does it feel to be famous?" Isn't it as fun as you think? ”
Su Yuxi stretched out his hand and took off his sunglasses, revealing his eyes as deep as a cold pool, was silent for a moment, and said with a calm face, "Russell thought when he was 5 years old: My long career has only passed 1/14, so I feel boundless melancholy, I have also been thinking about the universe and life since I was very young. For a while, I didn't dare to look up at the stars for a long time, because I saw in it the barrenness, coldness, and meaninglessness of life. I can't accept the cruel fact that this poor life just exists like a speck of dust in the boundless universe for a short period of time and then disappears forever. Jung said that this question should not be thought about often, otherwise people will go crazy. I often think that involuntarily, that I haven't gone crazy so far, only shows that my nerves are tough, and not ordinary. This way of thinking and living is not without its benefits. One obvious benefit is that no matter what kind of problem or seemingly insurmountable obstacle you encounter, just think deeply, as I always do, think about the universe and life, and think about the vastness of the universe. When you think about the meaninglessness of life, these seemingly insurmountable walls will fall apart and collapse with a bang, and disappear into nothingness. Even the flame of love that brings tears to people's eyes when they think about it can be extinguished. Even the most soothing views can be overshadowed. For in the chaos of the ultimate entropy increase of the universe, all this qiē is nothing more than a speck of dust, not even a speck of dust, if it is only a feeling or an obsession of a tiny creature like man. So brother, do you think about life as often as I do? ”
Cheng Xiaoyu was defenseless for a while, and Su Yuxi's words full of philosophy and perception made him not know how to deal with it. So he smiled disappreciatively and said, "Are you suggesting that I should always think about life?" ”
Su Yuxi didn't look at Cheng Xiaoyu either, and continued: "I watched "Animal World" a few days ago, and it is difficult for me to have any likes to watch TV shows, and "Animal World" is one of them. In the shot, a small water antelope is soaked in water. It is laid-back and at ease, completely unaware of the dangers that lie ahead.
On the shore, a lioness several times larger than it is watching. The lioness did not act rashly, not because she was not sure, but because she did not know the depth of the water. So wait for the opportunity to hunt.
Soon, the little water antelope stood up contentedly. Barely stretched.
Yes, it made a fatal mistake. Let the enemies on the shore see: Oh, it's so shallow, it's only up to your knees.
The lioness struck sharply, and immediately hit it, biting it by the throat and tearing the flesh apart, feasting on it.
The lioness eats on a small floating island in the water. It doesn't mean to share food with its companions.
There were some lions on the shore, and from afar they ate and ate very much. It's a little late, though. and did not dare to act rashly; I didn't know the depth of the water, so I didn't swim over to grab food.
The lioness clings to the food and enjoys it to the fullest. Accidentally, the body fell into the water. It went into the water and grabbed it, and as soon as it stood up, the lions understood: Oh, it's so shallow, it's only up to your knees. Without saying a word, let's go into the water together. Hungry lions. Took the lioness's dinner and shared it. It's really helpless to watch.
No one wants to fall, they just want to get up. Inadvertently, a flamboyant and domineering gesture will let all onlookers know what kind of person you are? Where's the hole cards? How deep is the water?
Oh, so shallow, I exposed it myself. ”
Cheng Xiaoyu slowed down the speed of the car little by little, feeling that his swollen heart was like a balloon that had been punctured, he felt the hot pain on his face, and even lost the courage to turn his face to look at her, and forced a laugh to joke to himself, "Fortunately, it can still be that lion." ”
Su Yuxi turned her head to look at Cheng Xiaoyu, and at this time her tone was much softer, "Do you know?" A lot of company executives give you the impression that they are too conceited. I look at you as if I looked at myself. So whatever is in your heart, I will say it for you. All your conceit comes from your inferiority, and all your heroism comes from your weakness. The words in his mouth are full of doubt, and the affection is because he hates himself for being ruthless. There is nothing in this world that is born of nothing, and when you stand in the light, there will be shadows behind you, and there is silence in the middle of the night because you have not heard my voice. Brother, please don't mind my reproaches, because I will always be myself in your mirror. So be the same you as you used to be, quiet and not arrogant, abundant and not complacent! ”
Cheng Xiaoyu breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that he was preached by his sister, and his heart was much more comfortable, recalling the recent period of time, so that he had the kind of conceit that he was God and was faintly fermenting, or it was more accurate to call it an illusion, he thought about what he had done recently, and slowly drove the car towards the underground parking lot.
When the car reached the railing, Cheng Xiaoyu opened the window and reached out to get the parking card, the heat outside the car and the coolness inside the car are two extreme worlds. The moment the car entered the darkness, he finally knew why Su Yuxi agreed to watch a movie with him, smiled with relief and said, "It turns out that I have long forgotten about jì, and I have not forgotten my original intention, so I have to always!" Thank you, Xiaoxi, you are not me in the mirror, you should be my original heart! ”
Su Yuxi was suspicious for a moment and said, "Buddhist allusions? From the "Huayan Sutra", such as the Bodhisattva's original intention, isn't it with the heart? This sentence is far less popular than in his previous life, so Su Yuxi does not know the source.
Cheng Xiaoyu was looking for a place to park, but he had to sigh Su Yuxi's erudition, this sentence, he knew through the Taiwanese writer Ling Qian, and only then did he understand that "do not forget the original intention, you have to always" is a straightforward translation of the two verses of the "Huayan Sutra". But Su Yuxi revealed the origin with a word, which also made Cheng Xiaoyu's scalp a little tense, and nodded and said, "Yes, I didn't expect you to react so quickly." ”
"Buddhism is also a small part of philosophy, I knew a little bit about it." Su Yuxi replied nonchalantly.
Cheng Xiaoyu was once again shocked by Su Yuxi's superior knowledge in his heart. I can't help but sigh that it's really an invisible B, the most deadly! (To be continued.) )