158. Chapter 158
At last?
Ruan Wan didn't want to mention the last thing, thinking that a woman with such strong willpower ended up falling under the seduction and attack of the class enemy's "source of obesity", which was really a sad thing!
Depressed in her heart, she took a vicious bite of the ribs and decided to hypnotize herself to forget the sad fact of jì.
Shen Ziyu looked at this scene with a smile, and only felt that her appearance of gnawing and chewing things was really cute. He really didn't mean to bully her, even if her fried appearance was really ...... Ahem, in short, he thinks it's a bad habit to refuse to eat even though she's hungry, not to mention that she's not fat at all, or too thin. Sometimes he really doesn't know what these women are thinking, even if she is twenty pounds fat, she looks good, there is no need to restrain herself so much, right?
If Ruan Wan knew what was going on in front of her, she would have unceremoniously picked up the plate and smashed him on the head—twenty pounds? Is he joking internationally?!
Xiao Wenxuan didn't notice the two adults beside him at all, "the dark tide is surging", burying their heads and gnawing on meat "ahhhh
But to be honest, any person at any dinner table with such a person seems to be in a good mood.
At least that's what Ruan Wan thinks.
As for Shen Ziyu......
He didn't eat much at all, firstly, he was not too hungry, and secondly, he was also emotional. He still remembered a few years ago, when she had just entered school, and at that time, he was really happy that he had not recovered the memories of his previous life, but he was stingy to speak. He had actually thought about inviting her to a meal, and he had really been preparing for a long time, from knocking on what she liked to eat at Jo's wish, to choosing a restaurant, to choosing a chef and choosing a time......
He was ready for a qiē, but forgot to think about the most important things.
Would she like to have a meal with him?
The answer is undoubtedly no.
At that time, he was really lost, but he had no way to vent.
At that time, he really didn't expect that this wish would come true today. Although there is a small light bulb added, there is nothing wrong with it. Because, if it was just the two of them, she would probably feel embarrassed again.
Shen Ziyu, who was thinking like this, looked at Ruan Wan, at the little habit she unintentionally showed when she used chopsticks, at her slightly bulging cheeks when she chewed, and at her eyes that suddenly lit up when she ate her favorite food...... This qiē was firmly engraved in the depths of his mind, and after today, they will all become one of his most precious memories.
Of course, if conditions allow, he really hopes that this qiē will never end.
How is that possible?
Meal.
Shen Ziyu drove Xiao Wenxuan home, and he suddenly felt that it might not be a bad thing to be entangled by this child - Ruan Wan was originally sitting in the back seat with Dou Dingxuan, but the latter, who was full of food and drink, fell asleep while sitting and sitting, and took a strong nap. It's okay just to fall asleep, the problem is that this unlucky child's sleeping position is still very dishonest, so Ruan Wan can only give up the position in the back seat to let the little guy lie down to his heart's content, and she moved to the passenger seat.
Shen Ziyu glanced at the girl next to him out of the corner of his eye, and then looked at Wen Xuan, who was sleeping soundly, through the rearview mirror, and secretly gave the latter a thumbs up.
Shen Ziyu's favorability towards Wenxuan is +10 again.
Not long after, Wen Xuan's house arrived.
Coincidentally, Xiao Wenxuan, who didn't wake up on the road, woke up immediately when he heard his mother's voice, rubbed his eyes and pushed the car door and got out of the car.
After a period of greetings, the two said goodbye to Wenxuan's mother and once again merged into the traffic of the city at night.
The moonlight is blurry tonight, but the lights in the city are bright.
Ruan Wan leaned back in her chair, tilted her head slightly, and stared at the fleeting street scene through the car window. The car was so quiet that there was no sound, and there was a Cun Zài sitting next to him who had been "old and dead not to get along" not long ago, but he didn't feel uncomfortable subtly.
Like her, Shen Ziyu also enjoys the tranquility at the moment. He knew that he was always clumsy in words when facing her, and barely having anything to say at this time would break the current atmosphere.
That's it......
This quiet journey is coming to an end.
Ruan Wan looked at the increasingly familiar street scene, her hand clutching the bag tightened, and whispered, "Today...... Thank you. "She wasn't stupid, and perhaps at first she lost her mind for a while because of his teasing, but then she didn't realize the reason for what he did.
She felt so despicable.
I knew that I couldn't give him any response, but I still accepted what he gave.
"Don't overthink it. Shen Ziyu glanced at her and saw through the entanglement in her heart, "Rest well after you go back." ”
"Hmm. Ruan Wan nodded, her lips opened, and finally spit out, "...... I'm sorry. ”
"You don't have anything to be sorry for me. Shen Ziyu replied in a natural tone, "When have you seen that I care about other people's opinions? I want to do it, so I did it." Therefore, he was willing, he forcibly gave it to her, and it had nothing to do with her, so there was no need to feel guilty and blame herself.
He's at fault, that's all.
Ruan Wan: "......" She really didn't know how to react, because what Shen Ziyu said was really too domineering president, which translates to "The master gave it, and you can't afford not to do it". It's really the first time she's seen someone say this kind of thing in reality, should she say that it's worthy ......of being a dignified Shen Ershao?
She was about to say something more, but the car had stopped.
"It's here. He looked sideways at her and said, "Be careful when you go upstairs." ”
Ruan Wan couldn't laugh or cry, didn't he want to talk to her about this topic anymore? This way of avoiding the topic was really a bit of a "primary school student". But everyone has issued an "eviction order", what can she say? She can only get off the bus with her bag.
If he could, Shen Ziyu would have liked to spend more time with her, and of course, it would have been better if she had been willing to invite him to sit at home - well, he knew it was a dream. It's just that if you discuss that kind of topic, forget it. He didn't lie, he was willing, he didn't expect anything in return from her, really. But even so, even if he has been rejected N times without moving, it doesn't mean that he can get used to this kind of thing.
If you refuse, listen to it once less, and your heart will break once less.
So for today, let's stop here.
If he could, he hoped that he would never see her as sad as he did today, and he would not regret it even if he never had the chance to get close to her because of it again. Because, he really didn't want to see her tears anymore.
It's just that how can things be as good as they should be?
Ruan Wan had just gotten out of the car, and before she had walked a few steps, she heard a familiar voice-
"Awan!"
Her body froze.
If the Yiqiē just now was a good dream, then at this moment she has returned to reality, and she still doesn't want to face it, the kind that is so cruel that it makes people freeze physically and mentally.
Reality, how can there be escape.
She stared at the figure approaching briskly from not far away, took a deep breath, and exhaled a breath of white mist in the cold winter night.
She saw him walking out of the night, his steps messy and hasty, his eyes shining with joy. But in a moment, he was close at hand, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and said to her excitedly: "Awan, I have finally waited for you." You've been not answering my phone calls and I'm really worried. ”
Ruan Wan didn't say a word, and the first thought that came to her mind was "The setting of a blacklist can be set on a mobile phone, which is really beneficial to mankind." Then, she suddenly felt a little funny, after doing that to her, what was his position to say "I'm really worried"?
It can be seen that he has really been looking for her for a long time, and he has been standing downstairs for a long time - his palms are cold, and his body also has a refreshing coldness of bone marrow.
She looked at him like this, maybe she should be moved, but what surprised Ruan Wan herself was that she didn't. Not only that, but she actually had a sense of revenge in her heart, and she also tasted the taste of "waiting for a person who refused to come back for a long time on a cold winter night". It turned out that she kept saying that she could not care about that matter, but in fact, she always minded it in her heart.
Oh, she's really a good person who does a lot, and accidentally forgets her own nature.
Yes, she has always been so selfish and stingy, but she has never asked for it - every time she wants to dominate a person, she wants to get the most or even all of a person's love, and she will eventually encounter Waterloo. If this is the so-called "fate", then she must be cursed miserably.
"Awan, listen to me, I really didn't mean to do it before, I ...... I don't know why I did that, I lost control, I couldn't do anything because of something...... Awan, I'm really sorry, I know you're blaming me right now and don't want to see me, but I beg you to give me a chance, I really ......"
He said many, many words that sounded messy and trivial, and she knew he must be flustered right now, but the ones that caught her attention the most were-
"Since you know that I don't want to see you now," said her coldly voice, as he looked at him expectantly, longing and fearful, "why do you want to come?"
Why did you appear in front of her?
When she finally forgot about it for a while.
She actually knew that it was just a mess - he had done something wrong, so it was logical to apologize, and there was no problem at all.
But, at least today, she didn't want to see him.
"Awan, don't be like this, I ......"
Ruan Wan no longer had the idea of entanglement with him, she stared blankly at the dim night sky, and said tiredly and weakly: "Du Jinnian, count me begging you, at least today, don't appear in front of me, okay?"
She really didn't want to and didn't have the heart or energy to talk about it.
"Awan. Du Jinnian was completely panicked, and he grabbed Ruan Wan like grasping the last straw. He knew that he had done too much wrong, and he even felt that if he let go of her now, he would lose her forever, and he was so flustered that he couldn't notice her tiredness at the moment, and said eagerly, "You listen to me, listen to me......"
She suddenly asked, "If I don't listen to you, what would you do if I chose to turn around and go upstairs now?"
Du Jinnian was stunned for a moment, and replied, "I will wait for you downstairs until you are willing to see me, until you are willing to listen to me." ”
Ruan Wan twitched the corners of her mouth, revealing an expression that she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
What a heartfelt answer.
Look, he would stand downstairs so affectionately, waiting for her to change her mind, waiting for her to be willing to listen to his explanation.
She asked again, "If I were willing to listen to you, would you tell me the real reason why you care about Zhuang Luo and what he did today?"
Du Jinnian was slightly stunned, and then nodded.
Ruan Wan's heart was even colder. Maybe she should have seen his answer, but she was more concerned about his hesitation. If she didn't ask that, if she easily chose to forgive, what would he want to do?
Yes, she understands that he has his reasons, he has his **, he has his helplessness, he has his feelings, but these should not be the reasons why he hurts her and continues to hurt her.
And the reason why he was able to do this was only because......
"Du Jinnian," Ruan Wan hooked the corners of her mouth slightly, smiling sarcastically, and she didn't know whether she was laughing at him or herself, "You just rely on me to like you." ”