146. Chapter 146

The soup is delicious.

The surface of the slender ribs is very elastic.

The noodles at this shop are indeed as Jin Nian said, and they taste very good. It can be seen that he has carefully selected, or rather, every time he takes her out for dinner, he will carefully prepare it.

She likes and enjoys his tenderness very much, and whenever she realizes this, realizes that she is pampered by him, she is always in a good mood.

But......

What if this tenderness is also inflicted on someone else?

Ruan Wan paused, she didn't know why her mind suddenly turned in this dangerous direction, but she knew that it was not okay to let her thoughts go like this. So she "reined in the precipice" and scattered the thoughts in her head in time.

"What's wrong?" Du Jinnian, who noticed her movements, asked, "Isn't it to taste?"

"Nope. Ruan Wan shook her head, "I just thought of something suddenly." ”

"Don't think too much about work when you're eating. Du Jinnian sighed, "You really don't have to fight so hard." ”

“…… Can I not talk about this topic today?" Ruan Wan put the spoon into the bowl and said sincerely, "I don't want to talk about it. ”

"I'm sorry. Du Jinnian nodded, thinking to himself that her love for today seems to have not been very high, is it because she has encountered something annoying at work? It seems that he really shouldn't mention this. So he changed the subject from goodness, "Speaking of which, I'm ...... today"

Before he could finish his sentence, his phone rang first. He picked up his phone and looked at it, stood up and made a "wait" gesture to Ruan Wan, and turned to a secluded place to pick up the phone.

Ruan Wan picked up the chopsticks and pinched them a few times, but she couldn't deliver them to her mouth.

Is she too allergic today?

Usually he didn't avoid her when he answered the phone, but she was extra concerned today.

She shook her head self-deprecatingly, and instead picked up a piece of cold cucumber that was used to accompany the noodles and stuffed it into her mouth, well, it was not as delicious as Grandma's cooking. Having said that, she ate it piece by piece, and always felt that this crunchy thing tasted more refreshing than noodles.

When Du Jinnian came back, Ruan Wan had almost wiped out this plate of side dishes.

He looked at her barely touched chopsticks in amazement, looked at the almost empty plate, and hesitantly asked, "Another one?"

"No need. Ruan Wan shook her head and explained, "I ate a little too much at noon today, so I want to eat refreshing things in the evening, and now I am almost full." ”

"Yes. Du Jinnian nodded, and said, "But if you eat so many cold things and eat less staple food, your stomach will be uncomfortable afterward." As he spoke, he raised his hand and asked the waiter to serve Ruan Wan a bowl of hot soup.

Ruan Wan didn't really have much appetite, but she still drank the soup in one gulp as he smiled and watched.

By the time the two of them got into the car again, it was almost completely dark.

"There's a nice café near your house, can you go sit together?" Mr. Du invited, thinking that a place with a soothing atmosphere might be more uplifting. Also, the weather forecast says it could snow tonight, so it's nice to sit by the window and watch the snow with her.

“…… No. Ruan Wan thought about it, but still chose to refuse, "I'm a little tired today, okay another day?"

"Is it really just tired?" Du Jinnian turned sideways and gently touched Ruan Wan's forehead with his hand, "Aren't you sick?"

"Nope. Ruan Wan smiled, raised her hand to cover the back of his hand, and shook her head.

"That's good. He lowered his hand, kissed her forehead, and turned to drive the vehicle.

While the car was moving, there was a soft rhythm of music flowing in the car, Ruan Wan slowly closed her eyes, leaned on the seat, and only felt that her heart was quiet.

Unfortunately, the sudden ringing of the bell interrupted it.

Du Jinnian looked at the caller, hesitated, and looked sideways at Ruan Wan, who was still with her eyes closed, before putting on the headphones: "Hey?"

Almost the moment he connected the phone, Ruan Wan opened her eyes.

She couldn't hear what he was calling, but ......

A few minutes later.

Du Jinnian hung up the phone, sighed, and showed a tangled expression.

Ruan Wan felt that at this time, as a girlfriend, she should ask "What's wrong?", but for some reason, she just didn't want to ask today.

However, just because she doesn't ask doesn't mean he won't say.

He thought for a moment and asked softly, "Ah Wan." ”

Ruan Wan, who didn't really want to speak, had to respond: "Huh?"

"Before...... After that incident, Xiao Luo apologized to me again. Her cousin, Xu Liang, who had a good relationship with me, also made a point to apologize to me. Du Jinnian stopped the car in front of the red light, and while observing Ruan Wan's face, he continued, "But, Xiao ...... Zhuang Luo still seems unwilling to give up. Xu Liang told me that she was fighting for a chance to shoot a MV recently, and she made a lot of preparations for this, and she didn't sleep well for many days. Xu Liang asked me if I could do me a favor, even if it was just to give her a chance. I happened to interview her before, so I ......"

Ruan Wan lowered her eyes and said, "So you matched her, didn't you?" She didn't notice the sarcastic expression on her face at the moment.

"Awan, I'm ......" The green light of the coming came interrupting Du Jinnian's words.

"With my network resources, without my knowledge. ”

"Awan!"

"Am I not right?" Ruan Wan said in a cold tone, "Otherwise, why would she almost be able to participate in Qi Xuan's MV?" She knew that what she was saying at the moment was very wrong and hurtful, but she couldn't stop, "In the end, you didn't succeed, are you disappointed?"

"Awan. Du Jinnian frowned slightly, "You know that I don't think so." ”

"So what do you think?" Ruan Wan looked sideways at him, "Why do you do this when you know I don't like her?"

Du Jinnian explained: "...... I know what she did was wrong, but since she was truly repentant, why not give her a chance? ”

"Why do I have to give her a chance if she repents?" Ruan Wan asked rhetorically, "What does she have to do with me? What does it have to do with you!"

Under her aggressive questioning, Du Jinnian's tone was also a little excited: "Do you think that once a person makes a mistake, you will never have a chance to start again? Don't you think this kind of thinking of overturning a boatload of people with a rod is not quite right? Awan, I want to know now, do you think this from the bottom of your heart, or only to Zhuang Luo?"

"What do I think, is there a difference?" Ruan Wan replied with a sneer, "I said that I thought this from the bottom of my heart, what would you do to break up with me? Or would I make you feel even more unhappy about Zhuang Luo? You can't get used to my thoughts, so go to her!"

"Awan, we're discussing, not arguing. I don't want to quarrel with you, calm down, okay?"

"Calm down?" Ruan Wan sneered, "I think I'm calm enough, I'm discussing with you very calmly right now." Oh, and also, the reason why she didn't make it was because I made a phone call to stop it. I also sued the others, no one is allowed to give her a chance, not any of them, in short, I will kill anyone who dares to give her a chance. She said a little hesitantly, "How do you feel about this?"

“……”

"Thorn--"

A hard brake.

The vehicle is parked on the side of the road.

The two looked at each other for a moment.

Du Jinnian looked at Ruan Wan deeply and answered her question: "Ah Wan, I'm very disappointed in you. ”

"Huh. Ruan Wan laughed, and with this laughter, her body trembled a little, and then - she smiled lowly, and while laughing, she opened the car door, took her bag and got out of the car, and said without looking back, "Du Jinnian, I am also very disappointed in you." ”

"Awan, where are you going?"

Ruan Wan slammed the car door shut, turned her back to him and said, "I don't think we are suitable to meet or talk for the time being." ”

After saying that, she straightened her back and walked away step by step.

A tear ran down her cheek.

Another drop.

……

She sniffed, trying to make her walking posture look natural.

She just walked away step by step.

She thought that she really didn't want to see him for a while, and even thought that even if he chased him out to apologize, she would definitely not give him a good look. However, when she heard the sound of the car driving away, and hurriedly turned her head to see only a distant shadow, her feelings still collapsed in an instant.

Ruan Wan viciously threw the bag in her hand out, and shouted almost out of shape: "Du Jinnian, you bastard!"

After shouting, she squatted on the ground little by little, and cried out without any image.

It wasn't the first time she cried, but it was the first time she cried so tired. The tiredness she felt this afternoon hit again, swept over her whole body and mind, and she only felt exhausted, and she no longer wanted to say or do anything. Crying turned into sobbing, and finally into choking.

She didn't understand.

Why did a qiē become what it is now?

How happy she was when she met him again.

I'm never alone again.

She can cry uncontrollably, because she knows that when she cries, he will definitely come to coax her, and he will definitely make her laugh again.

But why, is he the one who makes her cry so much now?

And when she cried so wolfly, he left her and disappeared.

Is this qiē just because of a mere Zhuang Luo?

No, it's not.

That's not true.

In fact, she has always been very clear that he is very soft-hearted, he is very kind, he doesn't care how many bad things a person does, he is willing to tolerate the "bad people" in the eyes of others. In her previous life, it was this trait that moved her and warmed her, but why did she ...... in this life? But you will be angry because of this?

Who is the changed person?

Is it him, or is it her?

Or maybe the root cause isn't here, it's somewhere else.

She vaguely understood, but she didn't quite want to understand.

Because of this, it is more painful.

However, the lively and prankster God seemed unwilling to let Ruan Wan go so lightly, and when she finally calmed down a little, she found that the bag she had originally dropped on the ground had disappeared.

It was about someone who took it away.

She stood up on her knees and laughed self-deprecatingly.

What is called "house leakage coincides with overnight rain", she understood today.

It was dark, she wanted snow late, her boyfriend didn't want her anymore, she lost her bag and mobile phone, and she had to walk at least five kilometers in high heels to get home.

That's lucky.