Chapter 49: Difficult to Continue (2)
On March 14, when Su Lan left the city early in the morning, the palace reported that Zaluhe's tongue had been escorted into Beijing to avoid people's eyes, so he was arraigned again on the night of the 15th, and by that time the envoys of Qi and Zhou had already left Jingzhao. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Huguo Temple is on the top of the east mountain on the outskirts of the city, it is the Great Chu State Temple, and ordinary people are not allowed to go to worship, so it is very pure. The Su family also has a hotel in Dongshan, which is a place to cool off in the middle of summer, and it is now under Su Lan's name.
When I walked up the hill in the morning bell and climbed the 999 steps to reach the monastery, the monks were doing their morning lessons, and the gray cloth clothes, the Sanskrit singing bursts, and the incense was filling.
Su Lan stood under the Bodhi tree in front of the Daxiong Treasure Hall and listened to Qingyuan's lecture. Although Qingyuan is the host, he is actually not very old, and there is still a big gap between the eminent monks who have white hair and beard.
After the morning class, Qingyuan came out to pick her up, and he didn't say hello, so he led her to the back Buddha hall to pay respects, and left on his own.
Su Lan knelt in the hall, chanted a section of the Diamond Sutra, and kowtowed three times before slowly getting up.
She didn't believe in Buddhism, but she believed in this reincarnation mystery, and four years ago, she was sheltered by Buddhism before she escaped from the Qi country, so she was also pious.
Her house is behind the meditation room of the temple, and there is another habitat, and there is no cave.
Li Qing was already guarding the door of the house, and when she saw her coming with a body of dew, her face was not good, and she said dryly: "Here, inside." ”
Su Lan glanced at him a few more times, Li Qing couldn't help but bow her head in embarrassment, then turned around and avoided outside the courtyard, and she went in alone.
This courtyard is only three entrances, with wood as the skeleton, and the repair is quiet and Zen. She listened to Qingyuan's proposal and planted early cherry blossoms in this courtyard, which were half-open and half-falling at this time, which was also interesting.
As soon as she walked in, the cherry blossoms were unaware of her clothes, but her heart was extremely deep, and she didn't know that her hands were already trembling.
Three into the main hall of the courtyard, a person in white clothes out of the dust, standing under the plaque in front of the hall, slightly tilted his head, as if seriously appreciating the calligraphy. The plaque is written by Su Lan, and the hill is Cong Guixuan, but what is planted in the courtyard is Dangui.
She paused in her footsteps, unable to move forward. In front of Guishu Hall, the young man in white is like a different world, and like a scar on his heart.
"Yan. Qi Lang turned to look at her, smiling gently, as if there were distant mountains spreading out in front of him, between his eyebrows and eyes, he was like a gentleman of the day.
"Zi Zhan. Su Lan stepped forward slowly, stepping into the room, the morning light was just right, the hall was transparent, and she was shining in blue.
"Please. She pointed with her hand and sat at both ends of the tea table with him, "The new tea has not arrived, let's drink fragrant tablets." ”
"Good. Qi Lang sat down peacefully, watching her set up the clay stove, rolling up her sleeves and burning incense, looking calm and focused.
"Qingqing makes tea, it is still good-looking, and the elegance is better than in the past. Qi Lang smiled gently, and his eyes were tender like water, full of affection.
Su Lan didn't say anything, only poured tea into the teacup, and handed it to Qi Lang with both hands, "Taste?"
"In the past few years, no matter who makes the tea, it has never tasted you. Qi Lang took a sip, held the teacup in his hand, and looked greedily at her face.
"Zi Zhan, why did you see me?" Su Lan still looked calm, and her impeccable expression was like a hard mask, covering her.
"Why?" Qi Lang smiled dumbly, "You have changed your identity silently, and you can't let me meet you yet." ”
"You knew that I was not dead, and I was still out of the Chu Kingdom. Su Lan shook her head, "You don't want to see me at this time." ”
"I'm real, lovesick and incomprehensible. ”
"Lovesickness is incomprehensible. Su Lan laughed lowly, word by word, "Phase, thought, difficulty, solution." ”
"You don't really think I'm fifteen. Su Lan looked up at him, her eyes were full of mockery, and she took out a hairpin from her sleeve, which was the Jiuluan hairpin that Qi Langtuo Jinrong brought her.
"The brocade box is my mother's belongings, and I took it. Take this hairpin back. ”
"Is this a return to the pearl?" Qi Lang smiled and looked down at the hairpin, his expression dark.
"It's just that the thing is returned to its rightful owner. Su Lan shook her head, "The Mountain League is no more, the young man is in love, I can't keep this token." Would it be good to transfer it to Concubine Lin?"
"Su Yan, do you still have a heart?" Qi Lang listened to her say the last sentence calmly and even with a little smile, and looked up at her suddenly, his eyes were already scarlet.
"Heart? Su Lan stroked her chest, "However, I don't pretend to be irrelevant people and things in my heart." ”
"Irrelevant?"
"No, in my heart, I hate you, I hate you so much. Su Lan's expression was sincere, "Hateful, very calm." ”
"Thank you for hating me. Qi Lang's tone was harsh, and when he spit out the words, he seemed to be in great pain.
"Hmm. Su Lan smiled slightly, "I know now." You are a person who only has the country in his heart. ”
"For the sake of splendid rivers and mountains, you can give up everything. Including yourself. Su Lan ignored Qi Lang's expression and said to herself, "So, I, you can also give it up." ”
"I said that thou art my life, and that has not changed in this day. ”
"Didn't you hang your life and death in the balance. Su Lan actually looked at him with a smile, "Look, it's not surprising that you gave up your life and me." ”
"Me. Qi Lang didn't say a word, he couldn't say anything.
"I don't hate you for giving up me. Su Lan shook her head and continued, "But I hate you, give me up, and take away my relatives, you don't want me, you can say it directly, why bother." ”
"Yan. Qi Lang's words were already pleading, "Don't say it." ”
"Why can't you say that?" Su Lan slowly touched her eyes and said with some surprise, "Tears?" I thought I didn't have the ability to cry for a long time. I still cry. ”
Qi Lang saw that her expression was calm, but tears were rolling in her eyes, her heart was like a knife, and she didn't know how to speak the words she had thought of. He stood up suddenly, hugged her desperately, and without saying a word, pressed her to the heart.
"Zi Zhan. Su Lan pushed him away, and with a "snap", palm prints floated on his cheeks.
Su Lan looked at her hands, and for some reason she still lost her temper. Qi Lang smiled and said in a soft voice: "Ah Yan." ”
Su Lan stood up and involuntarily took two steps back, but Qi Lang stepped forward and pressed her against the door frame, making her unable to move.
"You're going to have to be a little hard. Qi Lang's tone was low and gentle, doting, as in the past, "I quarreled with you and couldn't coax you, do you remember what I did?"
Su Lan stared at him with wide eyes, and the next moment he had put his lips on top of hers, tossing and licking, lingering.
Su Lan kept kicking and hitting him, but Qi Lang was ruthless and pressed her wrist desperately. Su Lan bit his lip, he didn't seem to feel it, and let the bloody breath spread in the mouths of the two.
Su Lan no longer struggled, only stared at him deadly, crying silently. Qi Lang let go of her, and Su Lan suddenly took out a dagger from his cuff, threw off the sheath, and pressed it against his chest.
"You make me disgusting. Su Lan bit her lower lip tightly and said word by word, "I hate you." ”
"Stab me. Qi Lang smiled and looked at the dagger she was holding against his chest, "Really, my heart hurts." ”
As soon as Su Lan's hand moved, the dagger went straight into his chest, this dagger was extremely sharp, it was a treasure that sharpened iron like clay, and in an instant, a blood flower bloomed on Qi Lang's chest, but he laughed to himself.
Su Lan used another force, pushed the dagger a few points deeper, stared at Qi Lang's eyes, and said, "All the graces of this body are tied to the loneliness of one person, and there is only one time in this life." ”
"From now on, if I see you, I will only have the word enemy. If you have anything to say, please do so. ”
"I, my heart, am still pleased with you. ”
Su Lan sneered, quietly glanced at him deeply, turned around and brushed his sleeves away, leaving only a thin and straight back, which disappeared in front of Qi Lang's eyes in an instant.
Qi Lang couldn't support it, sat down on the ground, gently held the dagger on his chest, and chuckled. She still had a heart for him, and when she stabbed him, she avoided all the meridians, just to make him bleed and hurt for a few days.
He stood up and walked out of the hall, and as early as she stabbed him, the secret guard who was about to make a move, but he stopped him, appeared, supported him, and slowly walked out of the courtyard.
He suddenly remembered that he was only twenty-three years old, but he felt that it was already twilight.
In a lifetime, everyone meets their love, the coward offers a kiss, and the brave draw a sword to each other. And the sword is the most merciful, because the bones are cold in an instant.