X days ago, London, Ed's house. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Messeri sat at the window of her room, looking out at the night sky, at the twinkling stars and the meteors that suddenly crossed by, and smiled slightly, then she stepped down from the windowsill and began to organize her belongings in the room.

There was a knock on the door, and Esther was the only one who would come looking for Messeri at this time.

"What's wrong?"

Messery looked curiously at Esther, who pushed the door in, and did not stop to pack her clothes.

"Are you really going to look for Rowe? it's always dangerous to be around him. ”

Although he hadn't personally experienced the battle of Luo Wei and the others, while waiting in the hotel in Kamran, he had also seen the tragic situation of the battle when Luo Wei and the others blocked the beast tide, not to mention the battle that directly faced the other servants later, although he didn't see it, he could think that it was definitely not a combat level that he could involve.

"I've already told Miss Miria that I can't just ask Lowe to help me, I need to help him. ”

That being said, with Messery's magical prowess, if he couldn't summon a servant, it always felt like he couldn't help Luo Wei.

"Even if you do, with Rovi's character, you won't have a chance, I think you know very well that this is not a fairy tale!"

Perhaps it was because the days of boarding had made Esther's temper a little irritable, and he had definitely not had the courage to yell at Messery.

The reason is actually very simple, the time spent at Ed's house always gives Esther a feeling that he is a parasite.

When he was in Prynemouth Harbour, he had given up on survival, after all, when he knew where his life came from, Esther already felt meaningless, but the appearance of Merseli gave him the only hope of survival.

If there really are fairy tale characters in this world, it must be Messery.

This affection that Esther didn't know whether it was love or dependence supported him to follow Rowe and others, and after ending the Holy Grail War and coming to London, Esther has been staying at Ed's house.

I thought there was still a chance to express my feelings, but.... In fact, even if she didn't say it, Messery was already very clear, just as Luo Wei knew what Messery's mind was thinking.

And after returning to London, the distance between Esther and Messeri did not close because they lived under the same roof, but gradually became estranged.

The reason is actually very simple, Messeri's mouth is always in the name of Rowe.

Esther is not a rational person, and even extremely rational people can change their personality because of jealousy.

In this respect, he was not the same as Messery, so he had a kind of resentment towards Messery's constant chanting of Rowe's name, and felt as if he was being pitied here, even though he was under the fence.

Or so it is.

"It's okay with those, right? I just want to do that. ”

Messery's answer was also very simple and did not hesitate.

This is not the first time this kind of conversation has taken place, and Esther knows that as long as Messeri and Luo Wei are involved, their lives will inevitably be threatened, and he has no strong power to protect her, and all he can do is make her dispel this idea.

As it turns out, he can't do that, just as he can't make Messery fall in love with him.

Aside from some personality differences, the experiences of Messerly and Esther are strikingly similar.

Messeri's feelings for Rowe were born of admiration, and at first she only admired Rowe's talent, but after getting along later, she was always taken care of by Rowe, whether it was during the London Subspecies Holy Grail War, freeing her from Mel's bondage, or helping her come out of her weak state during the Camran Holy Grail War.

Gradually, and naturally, Messery developed a plot of love for Rowe.

But in fact, Rowe didn't have such feelings for Messery, only that he would take care of Messery so much out of his inner thoughts, but in comparison, he preferred Miria.

It's a one-way relationship, it's just that Messery has feelings for Rowe, and Rowe doesn't have feelings for Messery.

Esther was the same, when he was most confused, he saw Messery, like an angel in a fairy tale, which intoxicated him and helped him to come out of the shadows of his past.

But Messery only takes care of Esther out of inner thoughts, and for him, Messery also has no feeling of love.

So it's also a one-way relationship.

If Rowe couldn't accept Messery, so he could only choose to distance himself and give Esther out, then Messery was the same.

It's just that there is no woman like Esther who can let Messery give it to him, so she has to take care of Esther herself.

In the end, the only thing that can be obtained is the conclusion that reality will not be as beautiful as a fairy tale.

"Then I'll go with you too. ”

Messery shook her head.

"No, Esther, stay in London, I think the people of the Tower will always be able to help you. ”

Esther laughed silently, compared to him, Messery was really too naïve, if the people of the Clock Tower saw him as a product of wandering human body transformation, I am afraid that they would immediately seal him up for research.

"If you don't agree, I'll let your mother stop you. ”

Speaking of her mother, Messery was silent.

Her mother would be sad if she left, but Messery didn't want to stay here, knowing that Rowe was still on a dangerous journey and that she had to do something.

This conflict only stayed in her mind for a moment, and then she made up her mind and looked at Esther with resolute eyes.

"I've decided. ”

"Then I'm the same. ”

Even such an unreasonable thing, even ignoring the actions of the family and the world, only shows that Messeri and Esther are just calves in their first love, and they are even willing to give everything in their lives for this kind of affection they have never felt.

Those who are willing to give everything for love are probably only everyone's first love moments.

Even if this first love is only one-way and has no result in return, it will still choose the most stupid path, just for a little peace of mind in your heart.

In this way, Messeri and Esther followed Miria's actions, leaving London, heading to the Aegean Sea, and finally following Rowe to Winterwood City.

Esther did exactly that, offering what he thought was a meaningless life for the sake of his first love.

Just simply, because it makes people stupid first love.