Chapter 152
After Ling Jue went to look for Qiu Wei before, he didn't go to the front hall again, nor did he say goodbye to King Xi, but he didn't say a word to the palace, and he went to the military patrol division where Ling Jingshen was.
Ling Jingshen had been promoted to the rank of military patrol envoy from the fourth rank last year, managing all kinds of battles in the capital and torturing all things. When Ling Jue entered, Ling Jingshen was in front of the court, watching a few soldiers bow, one of them had a crooked foot, and he kicked the sword away before he was surprised, and it was actually smashing towards the depth of field.
The depth of field man didn't move, raised his hand to catch it steadily, and scolded with a smile: "Little cub." Fu threw it back again, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Ling Jue coming in through the door.
Seeing that Ling Jue's expression was different, Jing Shen did not move, Ling Jue walked through among the soldiers, walked up to him and said, "I have something to say to you." ”
Ling Jingshen nodded slightly, turned around and walked inside.
Ling Jue followed, and the two of them entered the meeting room of the Military Patrol Division, where there was no one there, so the depth of field stood still, and turned back and said, "What's wrong?" He slowly sat down, and motioned for Ling Jue to sit too.
Ling Jue only stood still, looked at the depth of field and said, "Today in King Xi's Mansion, something happened. ”
Jing Shen raised his eyebrows and said, "I don't know what's going on?"
Ling Jue stared into his eyes and asked, "Brother doesn't know?"
The depth of the field was silent for a moment, then he smiled and asked, "Should I know?"
Ling Jue couldn't see anything abnormal on his face, closed his eyes slightly, and thought for a moment in his heart. Only then did he say: "Someone used it as a method to fascinate me and Huaizhen with medicine, and it almost caused a catastrophe. ”
Jing Shen frowned, just looked at Ling Jue quietly, and did not speak.
Ling Jue said: "I can't figure it out, who would do this...... Thinking about it, there is no reason at all, after all, Huai Zhen and I were given marriage by the emperor, and it is a matter of time before we get married......" Ling Jue said this, pausing slightly.
Ling Jingshen then said, "So you suspect that I did it?"
Ling Jue was shocked when he heard this, and said, "Brother, tell me the truth, did you do it?"
The two brothers looked at each other, and for a long time, Jing Shen smiled and did not answer. Ling Jue couldn't help but take a step forward and said, "Brother, you have something to say." ”
Ling Jingshen lowered his eyes, his right hand was slightly pressed against his lips, as if he was thinking about something.
After a while, as if he had finally made up his mind, he said: "Although you and her are married by the emperor, do you know...... She doesn't have you in her heart. ”
When Ling Jue heard this, he was even more shocked than Shen Shen directly admitted that it was him who did it, and looked at Shen Jing fixedly, not knowing which one to ask him first.
After a while, he said, "What do you mean by this? How can she not have me in her heart......? Really selfless, then ...... After all, we are married...... After all, she will marry me too. ”
Ling Jingshen listened, laughed slightly, and said, "Xiao Jue, I know very well what women think in their hearts, what they love, what they hate, just take a glance, and you can know it immediately." Huai Zhen does not have you in his heart, but there may be another person, and that person is not something you can contend with. ”
Ling Jue couldn't help but take a step back, since he entered the Military Patrol Division, he had made up his mind to ask the truth, and he had made enough preparations: whether it was the depth of field to admit or not to admit it.
But no matter what, he couldn't imagine that he could ...... with himself Say these things.
These words must not be believed, unwilling to believe and cannot accept.
Ling Jueshen looked at his brother's eyes, but he could only see that the depth of field was serious, he couldn't doubt Ling Jingshen's judgment, but ......
Could it be that in King Xi's Mansion before, he heard what Huaizhen said...... Is it fake?
At this moment, Ling Jue shouted angrily like a child, and said, "You are talking nonsense, she personally admits that she has me in her heart!"
Ling Jingshen was still expressionless, but there was a hint of worry in his eyes, he looked directly at Ling Jue, and slowly asked, "Did she say this to you clearly?"
Ling Jue's mind flickered: No, it's not...... It was said when Huaizhen was fascinated by the nature of medicine, and the next sentence was - "I am obviously dead, why can I see you again"?
How could she ever be dead?
In this way, if she should believe the previous sentence, then how can she believe the second sentence? If the latter sentence is absolutely unbelievable, then how can she believe what she said about "treating each other with sincerity"?
Ling couldn't help but smile bitterly, his elder brother could always see through all the crux of the problem at a glance.
Yes, it was a nonsense when she was delirious, and he took it seriously, and for the past two years he had worked in vain with his heart, as if he was about to drown, and when he saw a floating straw, he wanted to rush over desperately, clutching it in the palm of his hand, as if it could really save his life.
The depth of field was still looking at Ling Jue, and he could see the changes in the expression on his face clearly, and he couldn't help but feel some pity with a faint pain in his heart. Huai Zhen has no intention of Ling, he can see it early on, but this is not the most terrifying, there are people in Huaizhen's heart, and he doesn't care, looking at this girl horizontally and vertically, she is still ignorant and ignorant.
And the most frightening thing about all this qiē is that it seems to be ...... There is also a kind of hatred for Ling Jue.
Suddenly, Jingshen regretted a little: If he had stopped Ling Juecai at the beginning...... Could it not be as self-extricating and injured as it is today?
Ling Jue's eyes were red, as if he was about to cry, just like a child who was wronged when he was a child, but he stubbornly refused to let the tears gush out, and just stood upright.
After a while, he asked again, "That person...... Who is the person in Sister Huaizhen's heart?"
Jing Shen hesitated for a moment and said, "This, you don't have to know. ”
Ling Jue stared at him and said, "Why, is my brother afraid that I will suffer?"
Jing Shen couldn't help but reach out, held Ling Jue's hand, and said, "Brother...... I just want to protect you. ”
Ling Jue took a step back and shouted, "I don't need anyone to protect me. ”
Jing Shen frowned and called softly: "Xiao Jue...... You know, I'm never going to hurt you. ”
Ling Jue shook his head, gritted his teeth and said, "Today's matter, if my brother did it, you are harming me...... In the future, my brother doesn't have to meddle in my business anymore, otherwise, ......" He stared at the depth of field, his lips trembled, and the last sentence did not come out after all, just took two steps back, then turned around and went out quickly.
Behind him, the depth of field stared at the direction that Ling Jue left, and for a long time, like a person who had been suffocated for a long time, he took a deep breath suddenly, exhaled slowly, raised his hand to hold his forehead, frowned and closed his eyes.
Let's say that Ling Jue got out of the Military Patrol Division, turned over and got on his horse, and went straight back to Ling's mansion.
Unexpectedly, when I arrived at the gate of the mansion, I saw the little maid coming up and said, "Where did the young master go just now?" Ying Gongfu sent someone to come, saying that Miss Huaizhen invited the young master to come over the mansion to talk. ”
Ling Jue's eyes moved, and he asked, "Did you hear me right?" Did Miss Huaizhen invite me to come over?"
The little guy smiled and said: "Where will I hear this wrong, the person who came is still very anxious, because I don't know where the young master went, so I only said to send someone to find it." ”
When Ling Jue heard this, he didn't want to be a horse, so he hurriedly turned his horse's head and went back in the direction of Ying Gongfu.
Let's say that Guo Jianyi wanted to visit Huaizhen in Yinggong's Mansion before, but it was only because of various entertainments, so it was inevitably late.
After entering the mansion like this, a girl saw him coming, and asked with a smile: "My cousin is here to look for our girl?"
Guo Jianyi said: "Is Huaizhen already back? Is she okay? I heard that she had a heat stroke at noon." ”
The girl said, "Yes, I haven't heard of that...... It looks like it's good, by the way, the young son of the Ling family also came before, and this time he is probably also talking in the East Courtyard. ”
Guo Jianyi was very surprised, so he asked, "Is it Ling Shiyu who is also here?"
The girl said, "That's right, it's specially invited by the girl...... I don't know what to discuss reads();。 As he spoke, he pursed his lips and smiled.
Guo Jianyi was surprised, the girl sent him to the East Courtyard, and when she saw that there were people inside, she saluted and retreated.
Guo Jianyi entered the courtyard, and suddenly saw that the three maids at the door were there, but their faces were a little wrong, because they all looked into the house, and they didn't notice him coming in.
Guo Jianyi walked closer, Jixiang saw it, hurriedly turned around to greet him, and said, "Uncle cousin is here......" The voice was a little quiet.
Guo Jianyi didn't know, so he only asked: "Why are you all outside, is there anything that can't be done?"
Ji Xiang whispered: "Uncle Cousin doesn't know, after the girl came back before, he asked someone to invite the young son of the Ling family...... After a short time of coming, the girl did not allow us to serve, and the two of us talked in the room, and we listened...... It's like an argument again. ”
When Ji Xiang said this, he suddenly sighed again and said, "How do you say this, they are all married people, and they should be good...... Why do you have to quarrel as soon as we meet?"
Guo Jianyi was worried because he couldn't hear anything, so he said, "I'll go in and take a look." ”
Jixiang was going to stop him, but he was afraid that he wouldn't know what was going on...... Imagine that the last time Ying Huaizhen and Ling Jue met, Huaizhen was in that kind of earth-shaking posture, this time I don't know how, and because Guo Jianyi has always been reliable, so he is here at this moment, and Ji Xiang is at ease.
Guo Jianyi entered the house, went to Huaizhen's room, and walked to the door, only to hear the voice inside: "You really don't know what's going on?"
But he heard Ling Jue say: "I'm the same as you, I don't know, someone said that you have something to do with me...... When I get there, I will see you......"
Huai Zhen said: "And then, how do you cook?"
Ling Jue was silent for a moment, and finally said, "I thought you were sick and wanted to find someone, but you called me...... I ......"
Huai Zhen said: "So what did you do?"
Both of them were silent, Guo Jianyi's eyebrows were tightly locked, and he didn't know if he should go in at this time, after all, this matter was designed by someone...... But......
Suddenly, Huaizhen sighed and said, "Ling Jue, in this life, you and I are so good at gathering and dispersing, is it so difficult?"
Ling Jue was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't know where these words came from. Huai Zhen said: "I just went to Beijing to meet you, everyone looked at each other and hated each other, I was at ease in my heart, and then because of that great evil, in the broken temple, you have the heart to protect each other, but that night, every word I have said, in fact, every word is true, do you remember." ”
Ling Jue naturally remembered that it was that night that made him completely like Huaizhen, and he believed that she also liked him.
Huai Zhen said: "I really didn't say those words to save you, I'm really afraid that the two of us will have something to do again, so I don't want to owe you anything...... I'll tell you one more thing. ”
Ling Jue didn't say anything, Guo Jianyi didn't know what Huaizhen was going to say, but suddenly his heart moved, his hand held the curtain, and he wanted to go inside to stop it.
But I heard that Huaizhen had already spoken: "At the beginning, because Uncle Tang asked for marriage in front of the emperor, I thought about committing suicide in order not to marry you. ”
When Guo Jianyi heard this, he sighed silently in surprise.
Ling Jue asked in a slumber voice, "Why do you hate me like this?"
Huai Zhen said: "At that time, because I was unprepared and too afraid, I couldn't think of any other way out, so I just wanted to do stupid things, and I really made a 'big mistake', which you naturally don't know......"
Huai Zhen said this, and smiled slightly.
It turned out that in the past two years, she often thought of the act of making peace for Ying Yu at the beginning, and slowly understood that she was too reckless and risky at the beginning. Thanks to Xiao Tang and Guo Jianyi, the two of them took the opportunity to help ...... Otherwise, I don't know what the consequences will be.
At the same time, Huai Zhen gradually figured it out, after all, in this life, many things are different...... Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if she marries Ling Jue, or...... Won't that catastrophe happen again?
However, after all, it has been experienced, it is unforgettable, and even if there is a 1 in 10 million possibility, we must try our best to avoid it.
And Huai Zhen always thought that she was very resistant to marrying Ling Jue, just because of this catastrophe, but after today's incident in King Xi's Mansion, he suddenly found out that it was not only because of this.
It's just because now, she has no way to face Ling Jue, even though Ling Jue in this life seems to be very good, and she hasn't done anything to be sorry for her.
Huai Zhen settled down before he said: "I thought that it had nothing to do with you, that is, there was no knot in my heart, but I don't know that as long as you are here, my knot will always be there." It's just that you have to understand that I don't hate you and hate you, and you are not heinous in this life, but to me, you are like a natural enemy, always restraining each other. Just like the rose and the woodgrass, they are obviously two excellent flowers, they live separately, and they flourish and bloom freely, but if the two are put together, the rose will cause the tree to die, and before the tree dies, it will also emit a kind of breath, so that the rose will die with it...... And between me and you, that's the truth, do you understand?"
Ling Jue lowered his eyelids, his voice was slightly hoarse, and said, "What do you really mean?" ”
Huaizhen said: "I won't marry you, no matter what, I won't marry you." ”
Ling Jue said: "You want to resist the order?"
Huai Zhen lowered his head and smiled: "We said this before, and you must still remember my answer." ”
Ling Jue stood up and slowly walked in front of Huai Zhen, Huai Zhen saw him approaching, and instinctively wanted to retreat, but he was on the side of the kang and had no way to retreat, so he only endured the discomfort and tried his best to calm down.
Ling Jue stared at her and said: "Look, I'm not a wood, you're not a rose, I won't poison you, you won't harm me, what kind of natural enemies, many excuses, you just don't have me in your heart, who is the person in your heart?"
Huaizhen was stunned for a moment and said, "What is the person in my heart?"
Ling Jue looked at her eyes, clear and ignorant, as if she was hiding something, and she could see that she was very surprised by her question. Ling Jue's heart moved, and he understood: Ling Jingshen could see that there was someone in her heart, and he would naturally not be mistaken, but Huaizhen himself didn't know that there was someone in her heart, which was very good.
Huai Zhenwu frowned to himself, Ling Jue continued to look directly into her eyes, and said: "You answer me again, why did you say that to me on the night of the broken temple, and where did those inexplicable love and hatred come from? Don't deny it, in the palace of Fang Caixi, you first said that you were sincere to me, and asked me why I treated you like this,—— if you want me to let go, you will explain all this." ”
Huai Zhen was nervous, and when he saw him getting closer and closer, he stretched out his hand and wanted to push him away, Ling Jue held her hand, and said, "Do you still want to push me down like you did when you were a child?"