For the past five days, Lu En has been watching from the sidelines.

Looking at all of Pete's actions, from hope to despair, but nothing happens, as if it was really just a clay wood sculpture.

Even when Pete angrily smashed the Bible at the statue of Vkimir, he didn't feel angry, he just mobilized his strength a little and presented some of the things he wanted to tell him in front of him.

In a sense, Pete's belief in Fokimir is more like finding a life-saving straw, and it can't be said that he doesn't believe it at all, otherwise he wouldn't be so angry now.

It's just that this belief is like one's own powerful hypnosis of oneself, and a castle made of sand will collapse immediately as soon as the waves come, unless it can turn the sand into stone, or its own nature changes, from sand to crystalline glass.

Lun does have a way to help Pete, and although his wife is terminally ill and would be hopelessly incurable even if she gets the large sum of money she needs, it is not a problem for Lun.

A little bit of blood can transform the vitality of life, and it can be reborn, and there is no problem in living for another ten or twenty years.

But Luan didn't choose to do that.

In the past, maybe in order to test or gain a believer, Lu En may have really done this, but when the source of faith shifted from Vkimir to himself, Lu En became more cautious about this.

He wasn't sure what the consequences would be if he did it, and he wasn't sure what it would be.

On the surface, it seems that the miracle of saving Pete's wife at this time is the perfect happy ending, not only can Pete get what he wants, but Luen can also gain one, or even two staunch believers, and turn the castle made of sand into solid stone.

But if you think about it deeper, is it really the right thing to do?

If there is a request, then whether he is a god or a wishing machine for believers, and what is the difference between this and buying those ordinary people from the essence of money?

Besides, now he has saved Pete's wife, but people always have to die, if in a few decades, his wife will die again, what if Pete begs Lune to save her again, maybe not only, he also has a father, a mother, and maybe even a son and a daughter in the future......

At that time, Luen chose to save or not to save?

If he saves him, then he will become the nanny of Pete's family, and he must protect them from dying? But if he doesn't save him, then Pete's faith in Luen is very likely to collapse.

Human nature is complicated, many times you are kind to others, the other party may not remember it, but if you do not do well once, the other party may hate for a lifetime, if Lu En does this, what is the difference between the rich man who goes home every day and gives a beggar a dollar?

Lu En can use his powerful power to suppress others from doing anything, but can he still control the hearts of others and make them not think or think?

Faith, on the other hand, is an extremely subjective existence, and if you believe it, you will have it, and if you don't believe it, you will not have it.

Thinking about it further, this is actually an essential conflict with the teachings compiled by Lu En himself, not to mention that it may also cause an expanded impact, will other believers think "Why did the Lord help Pete but not me" and so on, the fairness that Pete wants at this time is not an injustice?

The entire red book written by Lu En, if summed up in four words, may be "life and death by fate"!

These four words are not to make people accept fate, everything is the meaning of fate, but life and death are like sunrise and sunset, it is an ordinary and unstoppable thing, sometimes living is not necessarily a good thing, and dying in the same way may not be a pain.

Like Pete's wife, Luen could actually feel the countless pains that had accumulated in her spirit.

Pete only thought that he couldn't lose his wife, and even tried every possible way to keep her, but he didn't think about how much pain he would endure to lie in bed and die, not only to endure the torture of illness, but also to watch his wife die gradually!

Even as long as her will is a little relaxed, she may not be able to lift it in one breath and go directly.

And the reason why she has been able to survive until now is also for her husband, and it is because of her love for Pete that this woman forcibly broke the sickle of death, and she was dying but still hung on to her life, unwilling to die.

She is not for herself, but for Pete, and she doesn't want Pete to be sad and painful, or even blame herself, so even if they both know that they are hopeless, they still deceive themselves and each other.

It's a great love, but it doesn't necessarily bloom into beautiful flowers.

Because in Luen's eyes, the spirit of Pete's wife has begun to change in the direction of evil spirits because of this strong love, once it succeeds, maybe Pete will not have anything to do for the time being, but those who dislike his neighbors, fire his unit, and even loan sharks are probably in danger.

Of course, the usurers are dead and die, but the others are so innocent.

Therefore, what Luen wants to tell Pete is that when it is time to let go, he needs to let go, and if he really loves his wife, he should think about her, feel the pain she has endured, and let her be free as soon as possible.

Of course, because he didn't want to be involved in supernatural powers, Lu didn't even suggest inspiration to Pete, but at such a time, through the words of the Bible, he hoped to be able to understand something.

Lu En had a strong premonition that if this matter could be solved perfectly, then he might gain more than just a strong believer.

......

Pete finally left like a walking corpse, and even Lune didn't know whether he had realized something or was really desperate, in short, if it weren't for Luen's covert influence, he might have been hit and killed by a car on the street.

And if he had been a little more sober, he would have found that the loan sharks who had been chasing him had disappeared for the past few days, and all of them were drinking coffee in prison.

In short, all the way home, Pete did not open his mouth to remind him as usual, but quietly entered the door, through the gap in the bedroom door, quietly looked at his wife on the bed, watched her breathing from time to time heavier, and faced himself, never frowned.

Pete watched like this for a long time, and then, as usual, quietly withdrew and made a movement, and bit his lip in the face of his wife's gentle gaze and smile.

And in the evening, when Pete returned to the church alone, sincerely repented to the idol, and recollected and bound the scattered Bibles, Luen, who had secretly observed all this, finally felt a strange connection from Pete to himself.