Chapter 204: I can't live without you

Lu Xiaomei is really out of Huang Zhiren, don't care, don't think, every day is to go to class and class, and then find a job for herself, or work as a waiter in the hotel, she thinks this job is good, although tired, the salary is OK, the best thing is to work in the hotel to eat in the hotel, the staff meal is better than her own money in school, she is looking for a five-star hotel.

"Mom, don't worry, I'm good here, I can make some money by finding a part-time job in my spare time, and I can save a lot if I save a little, and the hotel will include food." ”

"Are you tired?"

"I'm not tired, it's fine. ”

Lu Xiaomei went to the post office to send some money to her family after making a phone call, but she didn't dare to send more, first, for fear of suspicion from her family, and secondly, there was not much, so she had to keep enough tuition for herself. The younger brother of the family is when he grows his body, and the conditions at home are not good before, and her younger brother is a little yellow-skinned and thin, because he is not short, he stands there like a paper man, and if the wind blows a little harder, he can really blow people away.

When I came out of the post office, I saw Huang Zhiren just getting out of the car, followed by a hot woman, Huang Zhiren also saw her, but his eyes only stayed on her for a second, and then he shook away, as if he saw a stranger, he walked past Lu Xiaomei with his arms around the waist of the beauty, except for the smell of perfume on the woman's body, there was nothing left in the air.

Lu Xiaomei laughed at herself, who do you think you are. When you see him in the past, you will still feel heartache, what is there to hurt, you are not his person. It's what people use to sleep, she despises herself, just like a seller, she scolds herself in her heart for being cheap, and after scolding, she runs to the public phone booth to call Ye Zi, saying that she is invited to come out to eat Malatang, why does she like to be with Ye Zi. In addition to thinking that Ye Ziren is good, there is another reason that the two of them are from Sichuan, at least in terms of food, the two of them can really be unified.

Huang Zhiren walked past Lu Xiaomei and scolded her fiercely. Isn't it cheap? Not only is it cheap, but also stupid, look at what kind of stalls she is wearing, did he throw away all the clothes he bought for her before? Is it necessary to throw them away? Can she lose a piece of meat after wearing them? Or is it because she sold the clothes? Lack of money? Huang Zhiren was angry when he thought of this, and he was happy to let people go at that time. But when the man was gone, he was angry. Why did he want anything, looks, money, status, and was thrown by a woman, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong, and turned around to find that damn woman, where is there still the shadow of that woman on the street. Hmph, you can run fast.

"Ye Zi. Why can't I let go of him, what have I been doing during this time, my mind is full of scenes when two people are together, and I feel empty when I sleep at night, you know, today on the street I saw him with a woman, hugging the woman's waist, at that time I really didn't even have the strength to walk, I was standing with it, but I didn't dare to go up to ask him, because I proposed to leave him, he won't want me anymore, I know. ”

Ye Zi has a little headache about Lu Xiaomei's current appearance, she can be regarded as having seen that man, a person who can be with a man like Zheng Baifei, that family background may be similar, and she will definitely not be with Lu Xiaomei forever, from what Xiaomei said, she can also see that in fact, people are just playing with you, if you fall into it yourself, you deserve it, even if you don't break up, it will be a matter of time before you separate.

"If you divide it, you will divide it, and you will meet someone who loves you in the future, and now forbearance will be over. Ye Zi patted Lu Xiaomei on the back, she was now lying on the table and crying.

Ye Zi didn't think about what would happen if she and Han Xiao were separated one day, she felt that she and Han Xiao might never have that day. Lu Xiaomei is really sad this time, maybe the calm some time ago was faked, this time she was really depressed in the dormitory, like a walking corpse, eating when she eats, and going to class, but people lose weight so quickly.

It's hard for men to quit smoking, some people say that men like to smoke and are addicted to smoking, that's just a reminder of smoking with their fingers, so it's hard to quit, but as long as you don't let your hands touch smoking, you can quit, it's a matter of time. Women want to quit a man they like or even patriotic, what they quit is the heart, and you will be miserable if you have him in your heart, as long as you don't think about it, you won't be uncomfortable, but how to quit the habit of thinking about him, the medicine is still time, for a long time, slowly you will forget a person, forget everything about him.

Lu Xiaomei is an alternative, as for time, she is not a good medicine but a poison, so that she forgot Huang Zhiren's bad, but remembered his good, she said to herself that Huang Zhiren was with other women, that was also after breaking up with her, when he was with her, Huang Zhiren was still devoted to her, buying her clothes, bags and other things in order to please her, she told herself that men are only willing to spend money for a woman when they like a woman, so the longer she goes, the deeper she falls, she feels that she can't live, but she still has to work hard to live, she can't let her parents down, or even despair。

"Xiaomei, you can't live like this anymore, if you go on like this, you may not be able to get the scholarship this semester?" Ye Zi knew what Lu Xiaomei cared about, her family was not good, and she studied hard for the future, and then she came to get a scholarship to reduce the burden on her family.

After Ye Zi finished saying that, Lu Xiaomei was awake for a few seconds, and then returned to her previous state of confusion, her eyes were blank, but she didn't cry, she was dripping blood in her heart, it hurt, she rolled up, and made herself look like a stray dog, she didn't listen to what Ye Zi said later, and then Ye Zi left, and then Tao Shuang and Hu Mengting came back.

Tao Shuang was out of confinement, he gained weight, and he looked better than before, and he had money during this time. She is also willing to spend money for herself, go shopping on the streets, and buy clothes for herself. Buy jewelry, buy whatever you like, with Hu Mengting, her relationship with Hu Mengting is really strange, Hu Mengting sent her when she had a miscarriage, and she didn't say a word of thanks when she came back, and she didn't say that she would give Hu Mengting the money in the hospital. Of course, Hu Mengting couldn't ask again, Dong Peng had already given her money, and then it was when Tao Shuang was confined. Hu Mengting didn't help her do anything, Tao Shuang also complained about Hu Mengting in her heart at that time, but look, she was out of confinement. She and Hu Mengting are okay again.

"If you like it, go chase it back. He can't see it when he wants to die or live all day long, if I have the heart to die, then can't you find some courage to chase people back? Man, if you coax him more, maybe he will soften his heart, and then pull the person to the bed and roll, isn't the relationship between the two of you going back again?" In Tao Shuang's eyes, Lu Xiaomei is stupid, and Huang Zhiren is so good. You should try your best to catch it, people didn't dump you. You yourself said that you broke up, not stupid what?

"Tao Shuang, you don't say a word, what are you chasing, you haven't been in the circle for this time, don't talk nonsense about things you don't know. Hu Meng interrupted Tao Shuang, their kind of circle, it is better to resist the temptation to come out, Lu Xiaomei is different from her and Tao Shuang, the miscarriage of a girl like Tao Shuang was a matter of that moment, if Lu Xiaomei had something like Tao Shuang, can Lu Xiaomei heal as quickly as Tao Shuang? The child who came out of the countryside will be particularly vulnerable if he is injured, maybe he will really die that day, this time he did not die, he was not tortured to death after returning to Huang Zhiren without a watch, but there was a new person around Huang Zhiren during this time.

"Why am I talking nonsense, you look at her now, it's obvious that she can't live without Huang Zhiren..."Tao Shuang said well, but Lu Xiaomei couldn't stop, Hu Mengting directly arrested people.

Today, Han Wenqing went on a blind date, the object of the blind date was a civil servant, his wife was sick and died, and he brought a child, the man's age may be a little older, ten years older than Han Wenqing, Han Wenqing doesn't really want to go, she is just in her early thirties now, tell her to find a man in his early forties, she is not looking for an uncle, besides, the man's children are about to be eighteen years old, then she can get along well when she marries, and the current children are very thoughtful, she is afraid that the stepmother will not be good in the future.

"What is it that a man is ten years older than you, so now many little girls are looking for a man who is older than their grandfather, and men will feel distressed. "Actually, according to Bai Shuxian's meaning, the man's age is a little old, but now there are no other candidates, just go and see it if you can, the matchmaker said that this man is good, he took care of his previous wife when she was sick, and there was no trouble with his wife's mother's family.

"But I just want to find someone who is similar to me, you see that his child is so old, I'm afraid it won't be easy to get along with in the future. Han Wenqing just didn't want to go anyway, what she was thinking about now was to find a man better than Yang Shouqun, walk on the street that day to show Yang Shouqun, and hit Yang Shouqun.

"The child is older, if you become a child, you don't need to take care of the child, the child is eighteen years old, even if he is an adult, you don't care about him, no one can say why it is. Bai Shuxian found a black winter skirt for Han Wenqing, with a black sweater on it, wearing a black skirt without showing her buttocks, and then wearing black stockings.

"Mom, it's not warm yet, you let me wear a skirt, I must be cold in such thin stockings. ”

"What's cold, you're all meat, and it's cold with your own down jacket?"

After Bai Shuxian said this, she felt that it must be bad, and sure enough, when she saw Han Wenqing, she didn't wear the stockings, and her tears fell, her mother said that she was fat, it seems that she was really fat, she was originally a very confident person, but because of this weight problem, she can't find confidence now, after doing business, she feels that she may at least have a little money and find a little self-confidence, but today she hit her mother back.

"Mom doesn't mean that, hey, you see that the man's conditions are not bad, isn't it, although the house is a house on the unit, the old is a little old, but it is also a house, the civil servant job is also stable, and you will not be too worried about your life in the future, the main thing is that the matchmaker said, this man has a good character, you can live happily if you marry such a person, your mother will not harm you, hurry up and wear stockings, don't be late, and leave a good impression. Bai Shuxian picked up the stockings that Han Wenqing threw on the ground just now and put them in her hands, turned around and went to find a scarf again, it was not good to go on a blind date with all black, she was going to match a big red scarf, not to mention the skin color, it looked festive.

In the end, Han Wenqing still went, and came back soon after she went, and she came back without even saying five words to the blind date, she didn't deny that she was an appearance association, she really couldn't look down on the man on a blind date today, and after she came back, she scolded the matchmaker in front of her mother.

"Mom, isn't the introducer too unreliable, saying that the man is in his early forties, how do I look older than my father, I'm really looking for an uncle, the hair is about to fall out, and I can't see the teeth in his mouth clearly with the light, I'm also fortunate to see the teeth in his mouth are not clear, if I really see the teeth in his mouth are almost gone, I guess I really went to find my grandfather, not to mention how disappointing it looks, the hair fell out almost and simply got a bald head, his hair was actually long from the left to the right, and from time to time I had to touch it with my hands, afraid of falling off, I really watched his action enough, I didn't almost spray him with the water I drank in. ”

"Is the hair really falling out?" Bai Shuxian couldn't think of it, the matchmaker was in his early forties, and now people are bald so early?

"Then why don't you call and ask the introducer. ”

"This is not something he can control, if he has less hair, won't he be able to make up for it by wearing a wig in the future?

"Mom, it's not just the hair problem, really, that person really looks old, the folds on his face are like my grandfather, if I marry like this, I will really be scared to death when I wake up in the middle of the night, and he also brought his son on a blind date, does he have to get his son's consent to get married or not? I don't think his son is a fuel-efficient lamp, since I entered the door and sat down, he didn't look at me with a straight eye, he didn't even have basic politeness, and he didn't even shout Auntie. ”

"If that's the case, then forget it. Bai Shuxian also felt bored when she heard this, no matter how bad her own daughter was, she couldn't find a man like that, right? (To be continued.) )