Lin Yu pursed her lips and looked at Lu Shuang, she asked cautiously, "My father saved you?" When you were fourteen? ”

Lu Shuang put down the wine glass, looked into the distance, and looked for something in his memory: "Hmm! I didn't expect to be rescued that day, and I thought at the time that it would be good to freeze to death. ”

"Oh?" Lu Shuang's words aroused Lin Yu's curiosity even more. "You... Before... Can you tell me? ”

Lu Shuang's mood suddenly became tense. She looked at Lin Yu vigilantly, this little guy, no wonder she was looking at me so much from the audience just now, she wanted to find out my secret? Lu Shuang stood up, she didn't want to tell others about that kind of past.

"I'm sorry!" Lin Yu said. "I shouldn't have asked that. I... I'm just curious... Is this your selfishness? If you don't want to, you don't have to let me know at all. ”

Lin Yu's face was red, and he stuck out his little tongue embarrassedly, looking ♂ incomparable. This is the Lin Yu I know, Lu Shuang thought. The cute Lin Yu in the ♀ past coincides with the image of this now, this girl, she is still the same as her!

"Haha, since you know you're wrong, you should be punished!" Lu Shuang walked up to Lin Yu with a smile, reached out and pinched Lin Yu's little face, rubbing it? Rubbed it for a long time. "Haha, come on! Let my sister take √ good deception? Deceive? Negative,"

Lin Yu's rubbed tears flowed down, and she easily broke free. "Lu Shuang, you hate it!" She touched her pinched red face and ran away in a rage.

Lu Shuang smiled, and then said, "Xiaoyu... Do you really want to know? ”

You little guy, it shouldn't be anything to tell you, Lu Shuang thought, it turns out that she also wants to talk!

Lin Yu paused, and then nodded vigorously. Lu Shuang walked up to Lin Yu and hugged her small body? Body. "Don't go, stay with my sister for a while, what do you want to know? Sister told you. ”

Lin Yu grabbed Lu Shuang and hugged him? Holding his hand, "Sister... Sister... If you don't want to say it, don't say it, I'll be here with you. ”

Lu Shuang smiled, "No, it's okay, my sister is willing to tell you." ”

Lu Shuang felt that Lin Yu was just a child, and she was different from those adults. Her inquiring eyes had made Lu Shuang panic, but no matter what, she was Lin Yu, the Lin Yu who was very close to her, didn't she always treat her as her sister? and told her that it was okay.

The two sat on the rattan chair, Lu Shuang took a sip of wine, and recalled some past events in his heart.

"That's a long story, huh!" Lu Shuang pondered, and then said:

"Oh, I haven't thought about that for a long time, so let's start with my mother!"

She looked at Lin Yu, and somehow, her once-cloudy eyes became clear. Then, she began to recount her past.

Lu Shuang's parents are both blue-collar workers, and his father has been working as a mason in the construction team for many years. Mom earns money by doing some needlework. Although the family's economic conditions are not very well-off, they are quite passable. Since Lu Shuang was sensible, she has seen the poverty of her family in her eyes, and her mother has told the past of her youth countless times:

When she was in high school, she was the center of attention for the boys in her class. But she only took a fancy to her father, who was not good-looking and came from a poor background, and she felt that he was a good person.

At that time, they were all young and longing for a bright future. He promised her that he would give her a better tomorrow. Beautiful youth, sweet? Honey's vow, he plucked up the courage to take her hand, she felt the heat of his palm, so they fell in love and got married.

He's really a nice guy, and she's not wrong about him. He is honest, down-to-earth, works diligently, and gives her every penny he earns.

She could feel his efforts, his diligence, but the passion disappeared when love became a day. Firewood, rice, oil and salt dominate everything for her, and he still does things honestly, makes money, and gives her a lot of money. She found that the money he gave her was always not enough for their expenses. But she still loves him, and in order to share the burden on his shoulders, she also tries to find a job with a meager income.

They lived an ordinary life like this until they had Lu Shuang.

The little one adds joy and sunshine to the home, but it also adds more burden. He was originally quite sunny, and occasionally engaged in some small romances that surprised her. She thinks that if she is like this for the rest of her life, there is nothing wrong with it.

But life is like this, little by little ♂, destroying beautiful illusions. The birth of Xiao Lushuang brought more firewood, rice, oil and salt. It doesn't matter if you can't eat or sleep well, even if it's hard, you're willing. But how could this little life who had just come to the world suffer her!

He is a good person, for this family, for Xiao Lushuang. He was even more desperate, his calloused hands no longer knew how to feel her tenderness ★.

Finally, one day, she began to complain, look at you, how can a person who is less than forty older than a person who is fifty? But he's a good guy, and he just responds with silence. His silence was exchanged for more blame and complaints, but he had a lot of work to do: the work in the construction team was always tiring, and he had to be more silent.

The days passed like this, and she complained more viciously when she couldn't see hope. And he was even more silent, and finally one day, she said, it was a mistake between us. She's leaving him. But this time he was not silent, he looked at her and laughed mockingly. Look at the way you are now, who else would want you but me.

So she was frightened by herself in the mirror. She didn't know who the ugly and fat woman was. The desperation was only exchanged for more vicious curses, but she faced a more silent him.

Lu Shuang lives in such an environment, and her mother's swearing of her father all day long makes her tired. Her mother has shown more than once that marrying her father is the biggest mistake of her life. However, compared to her nagging mother all day long, Lu Shuang prefers a silent father.

She often touches her dad while he's asleep? Dad's calloused hands. His hands are rough and scary, let's touch it... Dad always has many wrinkles on his face, especially when he is sleeping... Although Lu Shuang didn't know why her father was always frowning, she knew that her father's appearance was so pitiful...

Time slipped away bit by bit, and if it had been growing up like this, there would be no problem, and life would have been like this.

However, when Lu Shuang was twelve years old, something happened, and everything changed!;