Su Yuxi turned off the computer, not thinking about how to intervene between Pei Yanchen and Cheng Xiaoyu for the time being, she felt that she had some subtle changes, and it seemed that her desire to control was getting stronger and stronger, especially for Cheng Xiaoyu, obviously because of that "missing memory". Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

She once took advantage of Cheng Xiaoyu to go to the hospital for a re-examination, and looked up and down in his room and recording studio, but she didn't find the knife. Then the result is obvious, the knife is in Cheng Xiaoyu's friend, Wang Ou or Chen Haoran, he will definitely not give this kind of thing to Xia Shamo.

Su Yuxi also took the time to go to Longhua Temple to find the mysterious five-yuan fortune teller, but there was no trace, which made her begin to understand the importance of this memory.

She took a shower, threw the original one into the laundry basket, changed into pajamas, tidied up her hair a little, and then walked to Cheng Xiaoyu's room, wanting to discuss some problems with him.

There was a slight wind at night, and the moonlight was like white frost.

Cheng Xiaoyu was in post-production of the second album of "Guilty Crown", and when he heard the familiar knock on the door three times, he smiled and responded: "Come in." ”

Su Yuxi didn't realize that she was wearing the very sexy white lace pajamas that Xu Qinning bought for her, or maybe she realized it, but she deliberately ignored it.

Cheng Xiaoyu turned around and saw Su Yuxi's large piece of naked skin like mutton fat and white jade, and immediately withdrew his gaze and continued to stare at the computer screen, but his mind was a mess, and his palms were full of sweat, and he asked in a somewhat dry voice, "Is there something wrong?"

Su Yuxi didn't seem to see his embarrassment, and said, "It's okay, I just want to talk to you casually." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu hid his heartbeat and pretended to be casual: "This is not like your style!"

"You've been in the bedroom for a day, haven't you? I'll push you out to breathe. ”

"Hmm. ”

The two went to the platform on the third floor, Su Changhe and Zhou Peipei went to the capital, no one in the family would come here at this time, and when they sat side by side, she felt that this scene had appeared somewhere in the moment, like a dream just yesterday.

Su Yuxi opened his mouth and said: "In these days, I have been thinking about the question of memory, what is memory? For thousands of years, from Plato to Hume, from Aristotle to Bergson, from Ebbinghaus to Baddeley, memory has been the object of philosophical reflection and speculative construction, and people have constantly used scientific methods and philosophical metaphors to simulate the mechanism of memory, although it has never become the mainstream of philosophical thought. Memory is an eternal topic, so brother, what do you think?"

Cheng Xiaoyu felt that perhaps no one could be more qualified to answer this question than him, and he had repeatedly pondered this question, "What is memory? In Plato's view, memory has mysticism, learning and cognition; in Augustine's view, memory is no different from the soul; in Hume's theory, memory is a kind of "self-aware consciousness"; In Heidegger's theory, memory is the deep experience and reflection of existence, according to Wittgenstein, memory constitutes the self-evidentness of inner thought, and Bergson put it more poetically, memory is "continuity", the essence of life existence, and the basic condition for the realization of creativity...... Psychologists believe that memory is the recording of previous experiences, cognitive scientists believe that memory is a cognitive ability of an individual to store information and reconstruct past experiences according to current goals, information theorists believe that memory is a construction process, and we organize and form information in the process of encoding, storing, and extracting, and philosophy of mind believes that memory represents the accumulation of impressions of an individual's past activities, feelings, and experiences, and is also an important method to guide current behavior and cognition. But I think that memory is the coordinate of time, and without memory, time loses its meaning. ”

The two of them were very close, Cheng Xiaoyu could smell the fresh smell of Su Yuxi's body after bathing, she had the sunflower hairpin that Cheng Xiaoyu gave her in her hair, and there was a silver feather on her chest, these were all given by him, Cheng Xiaoyu felt that she had the responsibility and obligation to protect Su Yuxi.

Su Yuxi felt that what Cheng Xiaoyu said before was nonsense, because he didn't say it, she also knew, but Wen Qing was like this, the focus was on the end, this point of view was indeed very novel, she said: "Your statement is a bit interesting, but we can't conclude that time exists objectively, right? Can you conclude that time does not depend on people's subjective will? Memory is a subjective thing, because people often intentionally or unintentionally tamper with or forget the past, and it has been deeply branded with will." As far as we humans are concerned, memory is the carrier of time, and it is the only thing that can make us recognize and prove the existence of time. Thinking back to my past, those people and things that have been in the purpose, those little bits of knowledge and lessons, in a sense, to remove this body, perhaps, it is not an exaggeration to say that "I" = "my memory". As far as I know, all the efforts to measure time cannot be separated from the 'observer' itself, that is, no matter how objective and advanced the measuring tools are, they all have to be 'memorized'. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu felt that in such a wonderful atmosphere, discussing philosophy was a kind of romantic charm, he looked at the lush woods outside, and said: "I think the view of 'I = memory' is not entirely correct, because 'memory is not equal to personality', and patients with multiple personalities are not schizophrenic because they have more memories." If I had an extra memory in my head, would it affect my personality? Of course, but memory is an interesting thing that has to be read, like a disc, because what I read is different, and it affects me differently, and it's subtle. In fact, Cheng Xiaoyu does not consider it comprehensively, whether memory is equal to experience, everything that has been experienced will inevitably leave some influence in his mind, and only memory without experience is not necessarily.

Su Yuxi thought for a moment about what Cheng Xiaoyu said, and replied: "The brain is really a wonderful thing, the hippocampus is mainly responsible for memory and learning, and the short-term memories in daily life are stored in the hippocampus. But sometimes, memory is something that can't be trusted, because you can tamper with it. But the seventeenth-century English philosopher John Locke said, 'The self does not exist in the matter itself, but in consciousness', he believes that people with different memories are different people, and the flow of time will create every minute and every second of 'I' is a different person, human beings can only live because 'memory' is moving forward with time, and once memory stops at a certain point, even if the person's physiology is still normal, in fact, he is dead, because memory can go backwards, but time cannot. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu thought carefully about what Su Yuxi said, and found that it was more correct than his own, if he didn't have the memory of his previous life, of course he couldn't be the current him, he may still be the sensitive, inferior and unwilling to contact with outsiders, one more memory does not make you feel like a different person, this change is with the gradual deepening of memory, changing yourself silently, in fact, "it" has also changed his personality, and now Cheng Xiaoyu can't tell who he should be, or who he can be, because the two are indistinguishable from each other. He was in a trance and asked, "What's the matter?" are you struggling with your lost memories for more than ten days?"

Su Yuxi said: "I didn't feel distressed, but I suddenly became a little interested in the matter of 'memory', so I came to discuss it with you." ”

"Actually, everyone has multiple personalities, but to different degrees, and when you are emotionally impulsive, you may do something that you would not normally be able to do. After the incident, you'll also feel like, 'It's not like what I do.'" It's not you, it's who, in fact, it's the 'other self,' the souls in our hearts that we don't know ourselves. The difference between us and the schizotypal personality is that the patient's personality is spontaneously split, and she has no way to combine these sub-personalities into a whole. And our sub-personalities are basically whole, and can only be divided through the decomposition of personality images. ”

Su Yuxi turned his head to look at Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "Are you giving me a vaccination?"

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and said, "No, I just want to answer a question you once asked, no matter what you look like, I will like it." Then Cheng Xiaoyu added a sentence with a lot of words, "My brother likes my sister's kind of like." ”

Su Yuxi felt that a seed was awakening in her heart, as if it was about to break out of the ground.

(Thank you Hussar General Wu Ban for his reward, don't talk about me in this chapter, here is a detailed explanation of the reason why Cheng Xiaoyu's personality is strange, in the previous chapters, I have been trying to restore this process, some people say that he is not like a person in his thirties, I want to say, you really don't know enough about "people". Maturity and naivety are not labels of age, but of personality, and the formation of personality is a very complex matter. I recommend everyone to watch Nonan's "Memory Fragments", a brain-burning movie. (To be continued.) )