When they were young, everyone had just finished today's trip, except for the SNN evening radio trip, everyone habitually did not go out shopping for supper, but returned to the dormitory, at this time Phoebe left less than twelve hours.

Everyone suddenly found that Phoebe usually doesn't talk much, but as long as she is there, everyone will feel at ease psychologically, and it wasn't until Phoebe left South Korea this time that everyone really felt a little panicked.

Everyone felt that there was something missing in the dormitory, and there was a diǎn faintly uneasy, even SNN was no exception.

In particular, the calm Xu Xian is the most obvious, he can't read a book, he will go back to the house to read a book for a while, and then come out to drink water in less than five minutes, and then go back to the house, and then come out again.

Jessica, An, and Yuna were watching TV, and Yuna beckoned when she saw this, "Xiaoxian, come." ”

Xu Xian looked at Yun'er and said, "Sister Yun'er, I still have to read a book." ”

"Save it, you've been back and forth several times, come and talk about it. Jessica laughed on the side.

"Oh. Xu Xian actually knew that he couldn't calm down, so he was embarrassed to sit down by leaning on Jessica.

Jessica touched Xu Xian's hair, she didn't like to beat around the bush, so she said, "Actually, it's not just you, everyone is upset." ”

"Well, I found out that one less person would be so uncomfortable. "andiǎn head road.

"Alas, I don't know if Phoebe's girl has arrived, and she won't call. Yun'er pouted, in fact, none of the three of them watched the TV just now.

"It's not there yet, it looks like it's going to be at least twelve hours away. An said.

"But Xiaoxian, you don't usually do this, why are you restless. Yoona was a little worried about Xiaoxian, she knew that Seo-hyun was sometimes a very boring child, more boring than Taeyeon, and there was no Phoebe who was the same age as her, and there were some things she wouldn't say to her sisters.

Xu Xian shook his head and said, "I don't know, I just can't calm down." ”

"Hehe, you usually look like a history teacher, so it turns out that you will be like this. Yuna laughed.

"Sister!" Xu Xian didn't know what was going on today, but he was arrogant and fell into Yun'er's arms.

The three people who knew what Xu Xian looked like on weekdays were stunned for a moment when they saw this, but Xu Xian quickly sat up straight with a flushed face, lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry Sister Yun'er, I don't know what's wrong." ”

The three of them laughed again, and An said, "This is the first time I've seen you coquettish like this, come on, come on, come to me." As he spoke, he couldn't help but hug Xu Xian's head tightly in his arms.

Jessica and Yuna looked funny and scrambled, Xu Xian struggled slightly, then reached out and hugged An's waist, and his body trembled slightly.

At this time, the three of them found that something was wrong with Xu Xian.

Jessica mouth-shaped and asked: Crying?

An showed an inexplicable expression, diǎndiǎn head, after Yun'er saw it, she blinked, and for some reason, patted Xu Xian's back and asked, "Xiaoxian, what's wrong?"

Xu Xian did cry, so he was embarrassed, still holding An's waist and didn't get up, and after listening to Yun'er's question, he just shook his head and didn't speak.

Three, you look at me, I look at you - who bullied us?

The three of them all shook their heads again, although Yun'er was only one year older than Xu Xian, but she could be said to be the one who experienced the most in the group, and the people she came into contact with on weekdays were all mature adults, so she couldn't figure out what was wrong with Xu Xian at all.

Xu Xian is actually the loneliest one in the group, she is too young, if she is purely talking about age, she should not debut in this batch.

In addition, all of them have been given some resources from the company or their families during their trainee years, or participate in catwalks, or participate in the shooting of cover photo advertisements, or use as stand-ins for senior artists to dance, or do backing vocals for senior singers, or sing song samples and other activities, so other people's minds have matured a lot.

Only Seo Hyun didn't get any chances.

In addition, because she has been a trainee since elementary school, she has no chance to get the same growth environment as her peers, plus her natural personality, she is actually more simple than a primary school student, which is why she cried until she collapsed last time she was praised by s for being sexy.

Also because of this simplicity and innocence, the sisters who came into contact with the adult world early are willing to protect her, because this is something they will never have again in their lives, this kind of mentality is like a person who remembers his youth in middle age, of course, everyone themselves don't know this diǎn when they are young.

Therefore, everyone who is willing to let this innocence and not want this innocent soul to be polluted by the present world is actually very concerned about Xu Xian's affairs.

However, this also caused Xu Xian to be the loneliest one psychologically, and she knew that she was actually incompatible with her sisters.

However, after Phoebe came, because of the fact that he was born on the same day and month in the same year, Xu Xian did not have that natural feeling of seniors and seniors when treating Phoebe, but more of a feeling between peers.

Although Phoebe is very mature, it is completely different from the maturity of her predecessors and sisters among her peers.

The most important thing is that Phoebe doesn't watch TV dramas and movies much because she can't remember people's faces, but it's no problem watching cartoons - she can remember the characters in cartoons, so Seo Hyun, who was originally disciplined by her sisters to only watch animations secretly, has a friend of the same age who shares cartoons together.

At the beginning, when everyone found out that Xu Xian and Phoebe watched cartoons together, they first taught Xu Xian not to be too naïve, and they were surprised that the mature Phoebe also loved to watch animation, but Phoebe said at the time that she would only remember the characters in the animation, and she couldn't remember the TV series and movies, which made the sisters let go of watching cartoons.

Oh, and it's worth mentioning that Phoebe also remembered Captain Jack in Pirates of the Caribbean - "because he has enough unique ornaments on his body".

Therefore, in Xu Xian's view, Phoebe is the same as himself in terms of temperament and hobbies, maybe she is not as smart as Phoebe, but she has an extreme yearning and desire for knowledge.

While in Tagulos, Phoebe asked Seo Hyun to put on an evening dress and play the century-old piano together, and it was in front of the eyes of many diplomats and high society figures, these two events completely touched Seo Hyun's cool diǎn, so that day her heart was completely open to Phoebe.

Moreover, Phoebe has always been a role model for Xu Xian, although she does not have the energy and memory of Phoebe, but the smart person Xu Hyun has long understood that people's talents are different, and she learned more conceptual things from Phoebe, such as how to correctly understand self-development books, how to treat the bad habits of her sisters, etc.

For Xu Xian, Phoebe was born half a day later than herself, but she is her mentor and friend, so although on the surface her relationship with Phoebe seems to be ordinary intimacy, in fact, her introverted relationship with Phoebe is the best in the group - of course, anyone in the group has such thoughts - Get up early to prepare breakfast together, Phoebe helps her practice speaking English, before going to bed at night, Phoebe chats with her and An in English, watches cartoons together, massages each other, Phoebe stops herself from overexercising (Phoebe said at the time that the sixteen-year-old body is not stereotyped, don't over-exercise), the two have similar manners and demeanors, and Phoebe makes a snowman for herself......

As an only child, she has said more than once on the phone to her mother how much she likes Phoebe, and she even wants her parents to adopt Phoebe and be real sisters with herself - Xu Xian thinks that the American ambassador is definitely not as attractive as herself, and Phoebe must want to be a real sister with herself as much as she does

However, considering that although Phoebe is an orphan, she has always been very independent and self-reliant, and even her SNN parents, who had the best relationship before, were not accepted by Phoebe, so she didn't say it in order not to increase the pressure on Phoebe, but in her heart, she already regarded Phoebe as her own sister.

Although Xu Xian has long known about Phoebe's arrival in the United States and understands how important Phoebe's student status is, she is very reluctant in her heart.

Xu Xian knew that Phoebe could feel her love, so she had been carefully disguising it, but Phoebe did find out about her love, and deliberately broke it when there were only two of them, and promised her that she would come back every week, which made Xu Xian moved and even more reluctant at the same time.

Therefore, after Phoebe really left, the thoughts in Xu Xian's heart came flooding back, as if the sisters who had been together for more than ten years were separated, so she became so fragile today - this is the mentality that a sixteen-year-old middle school student should have.

Xu Xian cried in An's arms for a while, felt a little better, and looked up to apologize to An with a red face: "Sister, I'm sorry, I got your clothes wet." ”

An looked at Xu Xian's eyes carefully, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, it's home clothes anyway, but what's the matter with you?

Jessica and Yuna also leaned over to look at Xu Xian with concern, which made Xu Xian feel even more embarrassed, and bowed his head and said, "No, I just feel that Phoebe is not quiet." ”

"Hehehehehehe" all three laughed.

"Sister!" Xu Xian was not happy.

"Oh, our little sage is so cute, like a child. Jessica laughed.

"I remember that when I first debuted, some of our trainees left because they were disappointed, and Xiaoxian also cried. Yuna said.

"Sentimental little girl. An eyes were slightly diǎn declining, but he gently pinched Xu Xian's cheek with a smile on his face, if Fei Bi was there, he would definitely find that his feelings were very low at this time.

"Xiaoxian, Phoebe is not leaving completely, she will come back every week, you don't know. Jessica shook her head and said, her attention was on Seo Hyun, so she didn't notice that An's expression was wrong.

"I know, but I just don't feel sick in my heart. Xu Xian felt that these sisters didn't understand him at this time, even Sister Yun'er too, it was still better than Phoebe!

"I heard S people say that Phoebe will go this year is the meaning of Mr. Li Xiuman, the company doesn't want to let Phoebe go, Mr. Li Xiuman came back and quarreled with the company a few times about this, if he didn't insist, it is estimated that Phoebe will have to go next year. After all, the competition between us and us is more fierce this year, and if we can't beat it this year, we will be talked about even if we become the first in the future. Yun'er suddenly whispered.

"Huh, then why do you want Phoebe to go?" An asked.

"I heard that in fact, it was because of the publicity plan, Mr. Li Xiuman has always been dissatisfied with Director Kim Youngmin's publicity plan, and Fei Bi had a conflict with the company because of the last OON incident, and the company simply lost Fei Bi's personal planning to the economic team, which we all know. So it was originally Director Kim Young-min who managed our planning, and Teacher Lee so-man was able to pay more attention, and it became that Mr. Lee so-man had the opportunity to meddle in Phoebe's personal planning, so the two sides fought fiercely. Phoebe is actually an excuse for them to fight back and forth, but we Phoebe are also angry, and no one dares to move crooked thoughts on her now. Yuna said.

"Huh, what do you mean?" asked Xu Xian, his eyes wide.

"Just listen, don't ask so much. Jessica said, then said to Yuna, "Where did you get the news? Why haven't I heard?"

"Uh, sister, you have to ask this too. Yuna said with a pout.

"Of course, it's big or small. In fact, I have always had a feeling that Fei Bizhi is no longer an artist, but it is because of SNN that he has become what he is now. Later, she remembered a few of us, so she paid attention to our affairs, the problem is, even so, she can be said to still not want to make a name for herself in the entertainment industry. Jessica analyzed, in fact, this is thanks to the psychology knowledge she learned from Phoebe, otherwise there are some things that everyone only feels a little about, but they will not think so clearly.

After hearing this, Xu Xian looked at Jessica in horror, Jessica patted Xu Xian's back with a smile and continued, "This is both her advantage and her disadvantage. You see, she never leaves a message for her fans, and it's all SNN and Taeyeon who help her get it. Also, she never wanted to ask the company for resources, and she didn't have anything to do with stealing the spotlight or anything. The problem is that even so, she does whatever she wants, but it's also very eye-catching. ”

"It's true that Phoebe is in very good condition, and many people privately say that she is a little unmotivated, and our fans also think that she is not working hard enough. "andiǎndiǎn head road.

"But Phoebe works hard!" Xu Xian complained with some dissatisfaction.

Jessica laughed, "I'm not saying that she's bad like this, but many people in the company know about her special diǎn, so it will give some disgruntled people the opportunity to attack her." You see, what others can do with a hundred days of hard work, Phoebe can do in one day, and she doesn't pay attention to it at all, and she doesn't think about guarding against diǎn. Xiaoxian, you say, will this make some people resentful, or even hate her? So sometimes, even if our company's own artists are not necessarily really towards us, they may still want to bury a nail and provoke our internal relationship. Jessica said.

Xu Xian looked at Jessica a little confused, and looked at Jessica slightly, while Yun'er looked at Jessica in disbelief and said, "Well, it's not like that, and it's just that Teacher Li Xiuman manages Phoebe's personal planning." ”

"Herein lies the problem. An said to Yuna, "Now we are all united, so it doesn't feel like anything to you." The problem is that the planning of the nine of us is in the hands of Director Kim Yingmin, and Phoebe's planning belongs to Teacher Li Xiuman, although we don't say it, we all know in our hearts that when it comes to entertainment planning, who is more powerful. Therefore, the person who said this to you is going to provoke our relationship, even if he himself doesn't mean it, but the person who asked him to pass the word, or the person who knew that he would tell you, was deliberate. ”

"Well, it seems that this is indeed the case, this brother really didn't say much of such a thing before, and it was the first time I heard him say this. Yun'er thought about it for a moment, and then she nodded slightly, she wanted to understand that she had indeed been used as a gun.

"Fortunately, we found out early...... Phoebe is smart and can figure things out, but she didn't think about developing in the entertainment industry at all, so she let others take advantage of such trouble. Otherwise, I think with her brain, she would have discovered these problems a long time ago. Jessica said.

"Uh, what are you talking about?" asked Xu Xian blankly, feeling like she was listening to a book from heaven.

"Hehe, Xiaoxian, it's okay, it's just that someone wants to provoke our relationship with Phoebe, we can't be fooled, right?" An laughed.

"Who? so bad. Xu Xian frowned and asked, she was very angry, now Phoebe has simply become her reverse scale, whoever touches it will die...... Probably.

"It doesn't matter who it is, the important thing is that we don't lose our hearts, that's the most terrible, as long as the ten of us are united, no matter how much others provoke, it's useless, just like Phoebe said, we are all on a dragon boat, as long as we are together, any wind and waves can be passed. If you don't have the same heart, you can only spin in place, and even the boat will fall apart. Jessica concluded.

"Well, I understand. Xu Xian diǎndiǎn head seriously, she could understand this sentence.

Jessica looked at Yuna again and asked, "What else have you heard?"

Yuna thought for a while and said, "I heard that Teacher Lee so-man quarreled with Director Kim Young-min a few times after he came back, mainly about our planning. Director Kim Young-min's meaning is very simple, we can make money, while Mr. Lee so-man's meaning is that we must compete with each other, and we must occupy the commanding height of the new generation of girl groups, and then think about making money. Since Mr. Li Xiuman came back from the United States, he has been trying to persuade the board of directors to let him manage our planning, but the board of directors currently sees that Director Kim Young-min is running well, so no one supports Mr. Li, so there are rumors that Mr. Li said that even if he only manages Phoebe alone, he will make it better than our whole team. ”

"I think it's true, but we don't need to share it with Pphibe, after all, we're all in a group. Moreover, if Mr. Li Xiuman really said this, he would definitely not say it outside the board of directors, and it seems that the people who want to stir up our relationship are in the board of directors. An shook her head and said, her family is in business.

"Actually, I don't like Director Kim Youngmin's planning very much, except for scandals. Jessica frowned.

"Well, that's right, or Teacher Li's superb means, alas, Sister Sika, are you going to have an affair again?" Yun'er also frowned and asked-although the scandal can increase the topic, but as an idol group, the scandal is simply a fatal blow, so everyone doesn't like it.

Moreover, the popular one is Uncle Fan now! Who is so old-fashioned and likes little young male idols!

Jessica diǎndiǎn head, depressed mood at a glance: "Alas! If you want to have scandals, you can also go out with those big-name actors, always with some male idols, what's the point, I can't say anything about the low-level." ”

"Hahaha, Sister Sika, do you want to have an affair with that actor?" Yuna asked with a smile.

Jessica glanced at Yun'er angrily and said, "I want to have an affair with Nicolas Cage!"

"Haha!" laughed.

And Xu Xian felt that the conversation was beyond the scope of his acceptance, so he quickly got up and was about to go back to the house, but he heard Yuna behind him say: "I want to have an affair with Johnny Christopher Temple, haha." ”

"Knock knock" Seo Hyun ran faster, and she knew that Yuna was teasing herself.

"Bang!" Xu Xian ran back to the house, closed the door, his mood was better, and sat down on the bed with the doll of the frog Juncao, his mind was empty, he didn't want to read, and he didn't know what to do, he sighed, and looked at Phoebe's bed again.

Phoebe is not like a few of them, there are no pillows, no dolls, only bedding pillows, and nothing else.