Chapter 603: Silent Night Thoughts
After a seemingly homely conversation, Barbara leaves, after all, Sunny has something to do tomorrow and needs to rehearse for the charity performance with the members, and after this conversation, Sunny falls asleep with a smile on his face. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
But Barbara, who returned to her room, couldn't sleep, she always felt that something was wrong with tonight's events, but she couldn't figure it out, this feeling had only been felt during her tenure in Eastern Europe and after she had just been assigned to Phoebe by Langley's assignment - Barbara knew that she must have overlooked something important.
Barbara naturally didn't know the meaning of making tea and toasting tea in the Confucian cultural circle, and since she always stayed by Phoebe's side, the things she drank were no different from Phoebe's, most of them were specially blended juice drinks or water, and although she poured tea in Sunny's room, she didn't plan to drink it at all, so it wasn't a big deal to give it to Sunny.
So, Barbara frowned and hugged her knees, and worked on the couch for hours.
"What the hell is going on...... Barbara muttered to herself.
Through the conversation with Sunny, she knows that Sunny does know Phoebe better than herself, and at the same time, Sunny's eyes are more vicious than she thought before, at least, she and Phoebe sometimes break some rules and are actually seen by Sunny, to be honest, this is not something that ordinary people can see, at least Barbara covers it up quite well, plus there will be some such jokes between the members of Girls' Generation, so few people will guess in that direction.
However, Sunny confidently told the truth, and even told some of the things she only found out after she and Phoebe crossed the line...... Wait, Barbara suddenly reacted, didn't Sunny say before, she and Phoebe have often slept together, played together, and bathed together since they were children, and the two must be far more familiar with each other than themselves, but on the other hand, could it be that the two of them have been ...... since they were young
Barbara's brow twitched, and she found that she was probably nowhere near as good as Sunny in terms of intimacy with Phoebe, and she couldn't even make sure guesses about Sunny's relationship with Phoebe as sure she was of her relationship with Phoebe......
And not only that, after being told by Sunny just now, he didn't deny it at all as usual, it seems that Sunny does have a hand, at least the conversation atmosphere created by Sunny at that time, actually made him confess some secrets in his heart, which Barbara has experienced in her career, at least, Langley has a lot of such conversation masters, but those people are gifted and systematically trained, not like Sunny, who was born with such a powerful talent.
But at least it makes sense, why Phoebe, who didn't care much about anyone before, was brought out of a situation similar to that of an autistic child by Sunny.
"......" Barbara held her forehead and smiled bitterly, she should have noticed this a long time ago.
Either she has started to degrade since she came back from Eastern Europe, or Sunny is even more demonic than she thought.
For Barbara, Sunny is not the first person to make her feel demonic, the first is Phoebe, to be precise, Barbara after being trained in Langley and working as a diplomatic intelligence worker in Eastern Europe, she thinks Phoebe is very demonic, Barbara clearly remembers that she first came into contact with Phoebe when she was a student at Harvard, and she didn't see anything special about Phoebe at that time, and Phoebe left her with the impression of being more like a mild autistic child, so it was not only her at that time, Most of the families who adopted Phoebe were more tolerant of Phoebe.
I really don't know how Sunny got close to Phoebe in the first place, and Sunny who was able to get close to her at the beginning is nothing other than saying that she is a demon.
Of course, there was another reason why Barbara thought this, she was a little jealous of Sunny.
Because like Sunny said, Phoebe really doesn't know that Sunny will see through something? The two of them were so familiar that they had received the assignment from Phoebe in a hurry, only to find that they hadn't done it at all - at least not Sunny, who had persuaded him.
However, to say that Phoebe does not trust herself, it is obviously unlikely, Barbara can feel that Phoebe is significantly different from herself and others, and even more than the members of Girls' Generation, Phoebe values herself a little more, although she has no evidence, but this feeling is absolutely wrong, this is the intuition she has unknowingly cultivated in the six years of being in the intelligence battlefield in Eastern Europe.
So what did Phoebe do by herself? Just to let Sunny tell herself how close they used to be?
Barbara rubbed her head and couldn't figure it out, just like she now knew that there were some tacit understandings between Sunny and Phoebe that outsiders couldn't understand, and she herself had some tacit understandings with Phoebe that outsiders couldn't understand or even perceive, she knew that if she couldn't figure it out, then the tacit understanding with Phoebe would probably end there, so she couldn't ask Phoebe or anyone.
When the sky was slightly bright, Barbara was still holding her calves and curled up on the sofa to meditate, because she was so anxious to think last night, she didn't even change her clothes, and she was wearing the professional suit without a nameplate that she wore when she came yesterday, but fortunately, the materials of the clothes were quite exquisite, and she tossed so much all night, but there were not many wrinkles.
Barbara suddenly felt some abdominal pain, so she couldn't help but get up and go to the bathroom, in addition to washing her hands, she also washed her face by the way, and then she looked at the bathroom mirror and was stunned for a while. She used to feel that her skin has been well maintained in the past six months, but now she finds that her good maintenance is a bit excessive, and she really didn't think much about it before, and now she suddenly finds that her skin seems to be back to the time when she just graduated from Harvard, and most importantly, as a European, her pores are still relatively obvious, but now just looking at the pores, she feels that she is probably more like an Asian woman.
When did all this change?
Obviously, after becoming Phoebe's bodyguard and first assistant, but because the changes are being carried out bit by bit, I really didn't notice that I was like this now.
Barbara also thought that as long as she stayed by Phoebe's side, she should have the back of her head measured at least three times a day, and according to Phoebe's words, she could thoroughly record her physical state and adjust her nutritional structure in time, so as to adjust the balance between endocrine and cells throughout her body.
I'm afraid, the change started from the first time Phoebe touched the back of her head, to be honest, Barbara is now used to being touched by Phoebe every day, and sometimes she even takes the initiative to give her head to Phoebe to touch, thinking of this, it makes Barbara feel both relieved and funny, so she involuntarily touched the back of her head, and at the same time said to herself: "Hehe, I'm really used to it." ”
Although Barbara can't feel any difference herself, but Phoebe's magical fingers can even tell whose hand is by directly touching the fingerprint, so Barbara is convinced of Phoebe's finger touch method, and Phoebe is also very effective in adjusting her body, the most obvious is that she will have a slight pain every month, but in the first month after arriving at Phoebe's side, she was still competing with Phoebe at that time, but Phoebe had already adjusted her body to no pain that must be every month, that is, from that time, Barbara's trust in Phoebe begins to sprout involuntarily.
Barbara tied her hair again and approached the mirror to look at the roots, to be honest, after the age of twenty-five, she began to worry a little about hair loss, not that she was worried about becoming a Mediterranean, but the quality of hair can reflect a person's health status and aging from the side, as a woman, Barbara could not not pay attention to this, but less than two months after the same arrival at Phoebe's side, Barbara was surprised to find that her hair roots became familiar, and there were even many new hair, at that time her scalp was often itchy, for this matter, she didn't ask Phoebe to trouble her at that time - well, the main thing was to ask Phoebe to help her rub her head......
"It seems that you still have a lot of secrets...... Barbara said to herself again, lowering her hair.
As soon as she finished speaking, Barbara was stunned again, and then frowned and repeated: "Secret ......"
Barbara remembered one thing, Phoebe had clearly told herself that if something happened, she would never go to any hospital, and only go to the hospital that Titan had completely mastered.
"Could it be that Phoebe's secret ......," Barbara mused.
She remembered that when she first looked at Phoebe's information in Langley, especially the classified information related to the Sky Lock Project, it was mentioned in the initial report that many people suspected that Phoebe had been adrift at sea for at least three days, but it was possible that it was more than three days, and how did Phoebe survive in such a small box, with no food and fresh water, and in the summer? The most important thing is that when she was just rescued by the destroyer, Phoebe was not in a coma, and the ship's doctor's examination of her also said that Phoebe had no physical problems, not even dehydration, not to mention the weakness caused by the lack of protein caused by hunger.
This is only described in the report, but there is no analysis or inquiry about how Phoebe held out at sea for such a long time, and the people who presumably plan the Sky Lock are also speculating that the contents of the box containing the heads and blood of Phoebe and her parents are probably the reason why Phoebe survived......
Barbara's face was a little ugly, she took a deep breath, closed her eyes and recalled a few photos taken when Phoebe was just rescued, she knew that what Phoebe was hiding, I am afraid that someone would guess it, but in the face of such a suffering little girl, no one would ask.
"Maybe that's when you learned these strange things, and at the same time lost the ability to remember people's faces......" Barbara said to herself in the mirror, as if it wasn't herself in the mirror, but Phoebe.
After a moment of silence, Barbara washed her face again, trying to calm herself down, because her guess was too terrible. But with this speculation, Barbara realizes that some things make sense, such as why no one in the records has studied how Phoebe survived; Another example is why Phoebe's psychotherapist was so obsessed with Phoebe that he even went to South Korea to arrest Phoebe, and even went crazy and killed the people he brought. If I'm not familiar with Phoebe, I'm afraid I'll go crazy if I suddenly find out about it!
There are some things that really let it sink into the sea, and no one will ever know about it, such a heavy truth, even I, a trained and tested person, are a little reluctant to face it, let alone Phoebe herself.
At this time, Barbara suddenly looked up sharply and looked at the mirror again, she understood, Sunny was probably aware of this too, so she didn't care about some things about Phoebe at all, not that she didn't care about Phoebe, but that caring about that would be even more bad for Phoebe......
Barbara nodded slowly, she understood more clearly, why Sunny was able to easily "capture" Phoebe's heart, it seems that she was right before, Sunny does have some kind of talent in human insight, this talent makes Phoebe feel that being friends with Sunny is really harmless, no wonder Phoebe likes to call her Sister Sun so much, the sun, isn't it warm to the heart - but that's just to see the sun on the earth. In space, stars are really scary, just like the feeling that Sunny just gave himself......
Barbara exhaled, she had heard that Phoebe gave some interesting nicknames to the members of Girls' Generation, Sunny is the sun, that is, the star, and one more person who should be careful is Seo Xian, Neutron Star, which is also quite scary, judging from the appearance, no one can see how scary Seo Hyun is, why would Phoebe say that Seo Hyun is like a neutron star?
Barbara shook her head with a wry smile, realizing that she really didn't know Phoebe at all, as Sunny said.
So the question just now arises again, what does Phoebe mean to face Sunny alone? You know, I've faced Sunny alone before, and that time Phoebe had to test Sunny to see if Sunny had feelings for Evergreen, and Phoebe always seemed to pick special things to make herself face Sunny alone......
Why is that?
Barbara smiled bitterly, she really didn't understand, no wonder Phoebe ran so big at a young age, but she hid Titan's thoughts very well, I'm afraid it's really difficult for her to keep up......