Chapter 20 Those who can do it will never bear it
Zhan Zhixia, who was made up by his friend's words, had to go home no matter how puzzled he was.
Because she had to catch the last train, she didn't even have taxi money in her pocket.
But after closing the door at home, all the sequelae of Zhan Zhixia's breakup appeared.
Wang Yuyan, who was responsible for dismantling and persuading, was also tortured for a whole night.
Yan Yan persuaded:
"The guy doesn't break up easily, he knows the seriousness of it. Unlike our daughter, the spoiled person is like something, and she loves to say that she threatens to break up. So don't you keep saying that he has a bad brain tonight? Don't mention that he was fine some time ago, wasn't that some time ago? Just rush at the ones you taught me, turn around and let the boys chase you, I know you're not good. You specified that you stepped on his bottom line. ”
Broke up, how could I get broken up?
Zhan Zhixia felt that he didn't care, this shouldn't be the reason:
"I admit that I love to be a man, but why am I only bad to him? Why didn't I lose my temper with others? Besides, don't I have good times? Why should I be with me for two years? Yanyan, is he suffering from any disease? Yes, his face is full of black ash today, otherwise how could he suddenly say that he broke up. ”
"Oh my God, Xia Xia, you think he is a ghost husband. If you want me to say, you are willful, you always make demands on others, and compare him with your rich classmates, and you must be able to bring out that meaning when you say this in your heart. I also thought about asking people to pay for tuition, and I wanted to say at that time during the day, what do you think? Wealth is earned by other people's parents, what does it have to do with you? You still look like a teacher asking for sin. The girl is so annoying, you still ......."
"Yanyan!!"
Wang Yuyan swallowed the rest of the words urgently.
"Are you trying to persuade me? Do you know how sad I am right now. ”
Zhan Zhixia's tears fell:
"What's the breakup? He's going to cut me off. We're not in the same school, and if he comes to me, I won't even hear from him. Breaking up means the past, there is no intersection, it doesn't matter anymore, strangers......"
While saying this, Zhan Zhixia, who was crying into tears, squatted down helplessly and hugged himself:
"Woo, I really can't take it. I know better than you that he's not the one to break up. But he's so good to me, how can he say that he doesn't want me.
In my third year of junior high school, he dangled in front of me dozens of times a day, and as long as I caught him peeking at me, he quickly pretended to pass by my desk and ignored me. When a boy talks about my size, he punches him. My dad wasn't that protective of me. ”
Yanyan also squatted down, her eyes red: "Xia Xia, don't do this." ”
Later, I told him, let's get a partner, he usually can't be an overlord, but he didn't dare to look at me that day, so he threw down a sentence: I will listen to you in the future.
I'm not afraid of losing face in front of him, and I secretly tell him if I haven't eaten, seen, or played. I know that even if he thinks I'm poor and dead, he won't laugh at me.
No one else but him will ever make me so down-to-earth. So I dare to throw my face and play a temper, not satisfied, I thought that no matter how bad I was, he would not leave me.
Yanyan, I don't want to break up, others are so good, I can't bear it.
I remember him knowing that I didn't have the money to buy a school uniform. That morning, I was embarrassed to lie to the teacher and forgot to bring the money, and I didn't pay the letter to the whole class, and he didn't know where to get the letter, so he ran from No. 1 Middle School at noon, and lied in front of his classmates in the cafeteria and said that he would help my dad run a trip, saying that I was sloppy and how could I forget to bring it.
He was injured in a fight, and his brothers' girlfriends all bought medicine and sent it over, and I had no money, and he yelled at me when I went.
I thought he was disgusted with me and said to break up. Later, he coaxed me and said that he felt ashamed of defeat.
Listen, we had a misunderstanding at that time, how can he break up now.
I said that the boys in my class are rich and not sincere, they are all weak.
Only he, he is the wolf left in my heart, and he can protect me. I dare to say tuition because I know that if he had, he would really be different from other boys and would be able to give it to me. I've always been very proud of him. ”
Yanyan looked at her good friend with tears on her face and a fragile face, she wiped away her tears, she really felt that it was great that they could meet such an object at this age, and she also felt that it was a pity:
"It turns out that you like him so much, so why are you so dissatisfied? And what about the wolf? You have to cherish him as a panda so much?"
"Yanyan help me, I beg you to help me figure out a way, I don't want to break up, don't just pass it like this, I can't stand it, we used to be so good. ”
"He also has to go through this process, from being familiar to pretending to be unfamiliar......"
"I don't want it!"
The conversation in the hut continues.
After a woman breaks up, from unwilling to extremely sad, to remembering all the good things in the past, and even being able to put down her self-esteem to entangle and redeem it, the whole process is very long. They said a lot, a lot.
What the two girls didn't know was that such a conversation pierced Father Zhan's heart the most.
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The other end.
Gu Xicheng still inevitably recalled the past before falling asleep, recalling that when he first arrived at the border regiment, he received a call from Zhan Zhixia.
She said:
"I can think of you when I sing it, I can only think of you.
That song is so well written. How do you remember me, with a smile or silence?
Gu Xicheng, don't forget about love in a bad place, not all women are like me.
I don't think I've ever said thank you to you.
I'm getting married next month and I hope you'll come. ”
What was his reaction after answering the phone?
Oh yes, go see the stupid dirt dogs in the camp. As a result, the dog was almost an adult that day, and actually licked his hand, and then sat beside him obediently, listening to him complain that she was embarrassed to ask him to attend the wedding, and chattered that you would see me if you wanted.
It's good, that's it.
Gu Xicheng gave himself affirmation, and the back cover was turned over to sleep.
He had a hunch that the quality of his sleep would drop, but he didn't expect it to drop so much.
I also thought that I would dream and have those dreams that were very entangled with Zhan Zhixia, but I didn't expect it to be so intoxicating.
A desk, two boys and girls in white shirts.
The sleeves of the boy's clothes seemed to be unbuttoned, and the girl was very careful to help him pull them up, and she was close to the boy's ear and kept whispering.
Gu Xicheng in the dream wanted to scold: What is it like, there is something to say loudly, but he doesn't dare.
The girl felt as if the boy hadn't heard clearly, and she unconsciously moved closer. When the boy was so close that he felt itchy in his ears and couldn't hear what he was saying, he just felt that he was blowing into his ears......
At two o'clock in the second half of the night, Gu Xicheng suddenly sat up and turned on the lamp.
Lift the quilt and take a look, sure enough.
The reaction of this young body and love blind excitement is too strong.
What should I do? By hand? It's been three times in the last week, and it can't go on like this.
At this moment, Gu Xicheng misses Tenga so much.
You must know that in his previous life, Sun Rui's bad friend would send him dozens of replies as long as he went to a small island country, that delicate, that feeling, that depth: "uh......"
Thinking about it, Gu Xicheng hurriedly rubbed it.
Running out of tricks, he tiptoed to the ground, ready to do some technical work.
I went to the bathroom to get a bar of soap first, opened Gu Mingchuan's toolbox and found a new pair of rubber gloves, passed by the living room and emptied all the potato chips into the trash, but took the box away. I went back to the house and rummaged through the cabinet and found two thick sponges. A few guys were ready in two minutes.
The science and engineering man cherished Cheng and gave himself a small DIY gift in the middle of the night. Stick the latex gloves on the edge of the potato chip packaging bucket, and don't forget to add a meal and some warm water to yourself, and keep the temperature constant.
locked the door, smeared soap, inserted it into a sponge, and began to recall Gu Xiaoman's lips in his mind......