Chapter 443: Bear with it and don't say it
When the smell of wine came up, Xue Ying's mind was already a little chaotic: "What happened later?" β
Seeing that she couldn't open her eyes a little, Huolu smiled slightly: "If you are sleepy, go to sleep." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½β
"No, I finally had a chance to talk to you." Xue Ying patted her cheek hard, forcing herself to come to her senses. "Why did you go back when you had the opportunity to leave?"
"The herdsman who saved me was a native of the Northern Plains, and after the beginning of spring, he sold me to the army of the Northern Plains. Later, Chuan Shuai sent someone to rescue me, and I naturally returned to the northern Xinjiang war zone. β
I was saved, but I was betrayed by my life-saving benefactor? It's really the first unlucky guy in the world!
Xue Ying suddenly remembered something: "You lost contact with your team?" So, where did that group go? β
"They later regrouped, and because of hunger and cold, they went all the way south until they entered the territory of Dagu."
Xue Ying drunkenly hooked his neck: "Let me tell you, that winter, a group of rogue soldiers from northern Xinjiang broke into Jiuquan Beizhuang and occupied our courtyard. β
"That's them."
Such a coincidence? Xue Ying was stunned for a while, and said in frustration: "Why didn't you stay with them at that time?" That way, we'll be able to meet sooner. β
"Don't you think it's scary? If I had been with them at the time, I would have been the one to hurt you. β
"You won't." Xue Ying's hand slipped weakly, and the whole person was slumped against him, "Stove? β
"Huh?"
"They threw you down on purpose, right?"
The stove did not speak, and acquiesced at the time.
"That's why they run. They were afraid that when they returned to the army, they would find out, and they would be questioned - they were not scared away by the Inquiry Envoy of the Northern Plains, they deliberately fell behind, deliberately took that route, and deliberately left you alone to die after meeting the Inquiry Envoy. β
ββ¦β¦ I didn't think about it. β
"I don't dare to think about it. How can human nature be so sinister? How can a powerless child be able to do it? You just accidentally became a child of the Murong family, you didn't do anything wrong. Stove? β
"Huh?"
"Do you hate them?"
"They are all dead, dead on the battlefield, dead under the hooves of horses."
The lights in the cave were dim, and Xue Ying couldn't see his expression clearly, and reached out to grope his face, eyebrows, eyelashes, straight nose bridge, and dry cheeks.
"It's so strange, why don't you cry?" She muttered.
"It's all gone."
"Stove?"
"Huh?"
"I beg you for one thing."
"What?"
"Can I," Xue Ying asked cautiously, "Can I feel sorry for you?" β
The stove looked down at her. Gifted to see all her subtle expressions clearly in the dark, he paused and pushed her away to sit her, "Whatever you want, but I don't think it's necessary." β
A gust of cold wind poured in, Xue Ying shivered, and her brain suddenly sobered up. She was stunned for a moment, sighed, picked up the jar and began to drink again.
"Don't drink too much, it hurts."
Xue Ying suddenly said, "I gave Master Mingtu to Master Mingli as a tribute to her. β
The stove's expression moved, and after a long while, he said, "You didn't do anything wrong." β
But that's not necessarily right. One person, many people, there is actually no difference between the two, because every life is priceless. But in the name of saving the world, I sacrificed Master Mingtu. Xue Ying was stunned, "I think I'm disgusting." β
"Do you regret it?"
Xue Ying shook her head.
The stove sighed silently: "That's good." β
With tears in her eyes, Xue Ying asked softly, "Huolu, I won't die, right?" β
The stove didn't answer.
"What you want me to do, I won't die. That's why you want to match me with Cai Hua, you want me to find moral support and still be able to live after losing you......"
"Mingche!" The stove interrupted her.
Xue Ying didn't care: "But, I will leave." Master Mingli said that as long as the space-time rift is repaired, I will return to my original world. Therefore, it is impossible for me to communicate with Cai Hua, do you understand? β
"I understand."
"Then why are you still here?"
Huolu was silent for a moment: "I just hope that whether you stay in this world or go back, you still have the ability to fall in love with others." β
Xue Ying was speechless for a long time. Again and again she involuntarily approached, and again and again he gently but firmly pushed away, and everything could not have been clearer: some things cannot happen; There are some words that can never be spoken.
"I see." She quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Don't worry, I'm not old enough to seek death for you." Life is so long, there will always be a turnaround, so no matter what, I will live well. β
The stove was really relieved: "That's good." β
"But you are the same, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, you have to live well. Maybe one day, you'll meet a ......," she paused.
There was silence in the cave, and the wind blowing in through the cracks carried a heavy moisture, which also brought the sound of rain outside.
"It's raining." She muttered.
"Hmm."
She walked to the crevice and tried to look out, but in the dim light she could only see the faint shadow of the mountain, and the rustling of the rain reminded her of a scene.
The rain was pouring down, and she struggled forward with a person on her back, followed by the menacing Chuyue Pavilion killer. Later, they hid in a cave, and she healed him......
She remembered that the fire furnace had said: "The life that belongs to me is indeed dead, but I still have the one she gave meβthat's why I have lived until now."
She remembered Cai Hua's description: He was crushed by King Sui one by one, shattered his heart with the power of his palm, and finally threw him off the Tianyi Cliff and fell into a pile of mud, but he still survived.
The furnace said, "In front of her is the abyss, and I ......
He made a "push" motion, and his eyes were sad.
The scene flashed quickly, and Xue Ying's head was about to explode, until the call of the stove woke her up:
"Mingche?"
"Huh?" She hurriedly turned her head.
"It's cold over there, be careful of catching a cold."
"Oh." She returned to him, her body trembling from the high level of her spirit. The stove thought she had a cold, so he took off his coat and put it on her.
Xue Ying hugged his waist and leaned over: "It's so cold." β
He paused, lowered his eyes, and finally did not refuse, but only patted her shoulder lightly to reassure.
Xue Ying closed her eyes and shouted loudly in her heart: Don't cry! Just pretend you don't know anything!
Push you away, he can feel at ease, so you must fulfill him! Just as he endured not to die before, your feelings must also be endured.
This is the tribulation of God, and you must endure it.
No, accurately, cry!