"I'm not going back, why should I go back. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Gu Jin smiled lowly, fell on the stone table, and let a green silk scatter all over the ground.

Silence lowered his eyes and held back the throbbing in his heart: "Good ......"

Gu Jin was stunned for a moment, his half-closed eyes slowly opened, and he didn't get up, just lying there, looking at Lin Yi.

His eyes were deep and longing, tracing his appearance inch by inch.

"You've always been like this, and you know that if you're like this, I won't be able to refuse you. Gu Jin sneered lightly: "I'm sad, but I can't vent." ”

"Silence, do you know, I can't wait for the fragments not to choose you, but how good Xu Moxian should be. ”

Gu Jin half-rolled his cheeks, allowing his gaze to move his gaze away slightly.

If it was Xu Moxian, she wouldn't have to be so tired at all.

"Why should I like you?" said an almost inaudible voice from Gu Jin's mouth.

She squeezed the hand of the lonely robe, and slowly released it, as if she was tired, and never wanted to lift it again.

Silence's heart twitched, and it hurt like a pinprick.

"I used to fantasize that the person I love must be a hero of the world, who can protect me for the rest of my life. Gu Jin thought that she was watching a drama in modern times and said her favorite sentence.

"But why do I just like you? Why is it you, I can't see it. He turned his eyes to look at Lonely One and gently got up from the stone table.

"But, Lonely One, I just like you, hopelessly. Gu Jin held Shanyi's face with both hands and slowly approached, as if he wanted to kiss him.

Silence turned his head: "Mu Rujin, are you drunk?"

"Haha...... Drunk?" Gu Jin was stunned for a moment, then laughed lowly, and no longer forced.

"I'm a ghost, how can I get drunk? Until now, can't you lie to me? If you are a monk with compassion, you can't lie to me...... Once?" Gu Jin reached out and grabbed Shanyi's robe, as if pleading, his voice was a little crazy.

Silence: "......"

"I ...... Understood" The voice was low, as if he had lost his faith, Gu Jin slowly calmed down and straightened his back.

Slipping off the stone table, letting himself hit the ground barefoot, he turned away.

His face was expressionless, as if he was really disheartened.

It's just that the moment she turned around, only she knew how painful it was.

Something seemed to be flowing on his face, Gu Jin stretched out his fingertips to touch his cheeks, and seeing the tears on his fingertips, Gu Jin smiled lowly, and his voice was almost murmuring: "It turns out that even ghosts can cry when the pain is extreme." ”

Gu Jin squatted down, curled up in a ball, and let the tears run wildly.

She finally had tears, but why was she still so sad.

Lin Yi slowly stretched out his hand and stopped on top of Gu Jin's head, and after a long time, he slowly clenched his fist.

Gu Jin didn't cry at all, but the tears kept falling down one by one.

Great sorrow without tears, great enlightenment without words, laughter without sound.

But Gu Jin felt that he was silent, and his grief had reached a certain level, and there was nothing else but tears.

Gu Jin slowly stood up, carried Lin Yi on his back, and staggered away step by step.

She didn't want to stay anywhere where he was, whether it was Wuliang Temple or Chang'an Street.

She didn't want to stay in any of these places where she had memories.

She suddenly wanted to go to the cliff, the place where Mu Rujin was determined and desperate.

She suddenly understood now why Mu Rujin would stay in this world after her death, and why she didn't want to make another move after seeing Xu Moxian.

That's because, when you love someone to the extreme, you hate it because you love deeply.

And forgiveness, also because of deep love.

Therefore, even if she is uncomfortable now, no matter how sad she is, she can't bear to blame Lone.

Because she knew that Yuan Zhen personally forced him to make a choice.

And in the face of the people of the world, in the face of the Wuliang Temple behind him, and then the Buddha in his heart, these are already the moat of the two.

Because she knew it, she couldn't force him.

The farthest distance in the world is not that I stand in front of you and you don't know that I like you, but that I stand in front of you, and you know that I like you, and I know that you like me, but we can't be together.

Our distance, people and ghosts, people and Buddhas.

Silent lowered his eyes and stopped in place, watching the red figure walk away step by step.

Suddenly, he pursed his lips, as if he had thrown something away, and chased after him.

When Gu Jin was pulled, the grief on his face had not disappeared.

But Lonely lowered his head and kissed it, out of order, and slammed it heavily on her lips.

Gu Jin was startled, but saw the determination on his face, and slowly calmed down.

Passively endure this uncomfortable kiss......

Gu Jin tasted the smell of blood, and before he could react, Lin Yi had already turned his back.

It's as if the person who went crazy just now wasn't him.

Gu Jin said slowly: "Silence ......"

Silence stiffened, his hands clenched into fists and clenched tightly.

Gu Jin's face darkened, but he opened his arms and slowly hugged Shanyi from behind: "......"

Shinichi wanted to turn back, but he couldn't move.

Gu Jin tried his best to stop Lin Yi from turning around, tears unrestrained: "Dead wood, don't look back, I just want to talk to you." ”

"No......" Gu Jin shook his head, rubbed against his clothes, and made a small sound: "You don't have to speak, just listen to me." ”

"Shanyi, Abbot Yuanzhen is right, people and ghosts have different paths, not to mention that you are a Buddha. ”

"I don't expect anything, you don't have to care about me, what just happened, just act as if nothing happened. She pursed her lips, and his tyrannical silence was still on her lips, but she knew that the wrong thing could not continue.

She used to say that as long as he was willing to take this step towards him, the rest of the road, no matter how difficult and thorny it was, she would go down to him.

But if he takes that step, it's hell.

So how could she bear to let him fall into hell?

So, Lonely One, let's both have our own homes.

"It's only now that I've discovered that there are some things in this world that you really can't control. Gu Jin noticed that he wanted to turn back, and he was forced harder: "I will remember this kiss for a lifetime, but ......"

Gu Jin's voice was slightly choked: "I can't destroy you." ”

"Lonely one, I like you, I like you very much, I like it hopelessly, I like you with all my heart. ”

So, I chose to give up. ”

The shackles on his body disappeared, and he turned back suddenly, and there was no one behind him.

Lonely's eyes widened, and there were blood droplets condensed on his thin lips, which made him look more and more like snow, and his ink eyebrows were picturesque.

“……”

The world is silent, the fragrance of wine slowly drifts away in the night breeze, and the cyan oil-paper umbrella leaning on the side rolls down the wine jug on the side.

All of them proved that it was not a dream just now, and the beast in his heart finally failed to control it, broke through his heart, and rushed out uncontrollably.

The long-suppressed feelings finally erupted.