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These three words were like three red-hot needles, piercing my heart fiercely, and for a while the pain made my whole body convuls, and even breathing was a little difficult.

Shen Rou slowly finished reading the name, then turned her head to look at my miserable face that was so white that there was no trace of blood in the candlelight, and sneered: "What a good name, I think she is a beauty when I hear it, but she should still be a pitiful and very pleasing woman for men." ”

“……”

However, she failed to enter the palace to please the emperor. ”

“……”

"The palace asked people to go to the Detailed Punishment Temple to check, and found that this name was the palace maid who should have entered the palace seven years ago, and like you, she came from Shu, but she died on the way. ”

“……”

"There were no witnesses, no physical evidence, not even a corpse, only a bloody garment on the edge of the cliff. The steward at that time was worried that he would be heavily blamed for delaying the time to enter the palace, so he hastily closed the case and brought you, Liu Ningyan, and that Song Yuer into the palace together. ”

Every time she said a word, my heart sank, and those dusty past events like nightmares were peeled off little by little, and slowly surfaced in front of me.

This nightmare, it turned out that I never woke up.

And Shen Rou's voice has been echoing in her ears, as if she has passed through the howling of a nightmare-" And what is even more interesting is that this woman's surname is Yan. ”

I slowly raised my head to look at her, she looked at it leisurely with the name card, and said: "If you have a good memory, you should remember that on the day you canonized, the palace once said that the big family that came out of Shuzhong, in addition to the Xue family of Queen Zhaolie, has a greater power. ”

My hands slowly clenched in my sleeves, my nails stinging in my palms.

"So what?"

"This palace remembers that seven years ago, it was the imperial court that fought a battle with the big and small Tusi of Xichuan, and the person who provided all the war preparations of the Sichuan army was the Yan family! It can be said that the battle was fought between the Yan family and the imperial court, and the imperial court mobilized half of the northern army to barely defeat. The Shu people sued for peace and paid tribute to a lot of things and people, and this palace maid should be the last to pay tribute. ”

“……”

"This palace maid died before entering the palace, but the court didn't want to have any more disputes with the Shu people, so the case was hastily closed, and she didn't mourn secretly, just when she was still serving in the palace. ”

“……”

Shen Rou glanced at me coldly and said, "Since her surname is Yan, then she should have a lot of valuable things on her body, but according to the records of the Detailed Punishment Temple, all her belongings and valuable things disappeared after her death, so it is suspected that someone was murdering for money." ”

The clenched fist slowly loosened in the sleeve.

But Shen Rou continued: "But what this palace is interested in is, did you really kill this woman for money?"

My breathing, which had just calmed a little, was disturbed again, my fingertips trembled a little spasmodically, and I gritted my teeth to let my breathing continue, and the sound of grinding my teeth sounded particularly oozing in such a quiet night.

Shen Rou smiled even sweeter: "Or is there another reason?"

"......" I was silent for a moment, then looked at the nameplate: "You didn't come tonight to know the truth." ”

Seven years have passed since the original incident, and it may not be possible to find out, she has been getting the famous brand for a while, if she really wants to check, it will have been opened a long time ago, and there will be no sound at all, she came, just to weigh what limit this famous brand can make me compromise.

"Then you know, what am I coming to you for?"

"Even if I admit it, the emperor may not believe it. ”

"Do you think the emperor really believes in you so much?"

My face froze for a moment, Shen Rou smiled lazily, and said: "Yue Qingying, a woman like you will not be seen through until death, the emperor can keep a hundred bad women by his side, but he can't keep a woman he can't see through." ”

……

Her words are exactly what I have always known in my heart, but I don't want to face, but I suddenly found that it was not so difficult to face these things that I thought were difficult in the past.

I sat in silence for a while, felt a little strength in my body, slowly stood up and walked up to her, and said, "I have one more question for you now." ”

You ask. ”

"I had a miscarriage, and it was you, right?"

This time it was her turn to be silent for a moment, the snake-like curved eyebrows raised slightly, revealing no longer a soft style, but a slight tremble, she looked at me slowly, her eyes also flickered a little: "You-know?"

I didn't speak, just looked at her heavily.

No matter how much pain I had at that time, in the end, the tears that I once thought would be endless have long since dried up in my eyes, and as long as I calm down, I can figure out a lot more things than when I was angry and sad.

She knew that Liu Ningyan's death was caused by me, and after experiencing Xu Youling's horseshoe cake, she must have known that I had some research on pharmacology, and ordinary medicines could be detected by me very lightly, but if the medicinal materials that caused abortion were put into the fireworks, the strong smell of sulfur would cover up the taste of the medicinal materials, so during that time, I would have abnormal fetal movements.

But at that time, it was also the time when the relationship between me and Pei Yuanhao turned cold, and I was in a bad mood and a little uncomfortable, and I was normal.

But on the night of Qingyin Pavilion, it was obviously not her letter period, but she used this excuse to politely refuse Pei Yuanhao, and after drinking some wine, Pei Yuanhao went to my Fangcao Hall.

And then......

After listening to what I said, Shen Rou looked at me with some surprise and said, "You actually guessed everything." ”

"Sure enough, it's you!"

My teeth rattled, and the anger in my heart almost made my eyes turn white, and I wanted to skin her and tear her apart, eat her flesh, and drink her blood.

But that's not enough.

My child, my child will not come back!

Feeling that my whole body was trembling, my eyes were bloodshot and red, she also panicked for a moment, and seemed to be worried that I would fight with her to the death, but when my eyes fell on the famous brand, I forced myself to not move, there was nothing on the surface, but my internal organs were tormented as if they were burned by fire.

Shen Rou herself seemed to exhale softly, and she suddenly sneered: "However, I still have to sue you, it is not me who killed your child." ”

I stared at her: "You still want to deny it?"

She curled the corners of her lips leisurely and looked at me: "Do you know, how did Xu Youling die?"

“……”

"That medicine bag is indeed full of heavy drugs to induce labor and invigorate blood, so she was bleeding heavily during childbirth, and even the imperial doctor and Wen Po panicked, but if she was willing to stop the bleeding in time at that time, she could save her life, but the child was already in the basin at that time, and she might suffocate to death. ”

“……”

She insisted that she would not stop the bleeding first and that she would give birth to the child first. The child was born, and her blood was drained. ”

“……”

"She used her life to protect her child. ”

I looked at her blankly, I didn't expect Xu Youling to die like this!

She could have survived, but for the sake of the child in her womb, she would rather give up her own life - I think of the woman who always had a timid look on her smile, the pale corpse lying on the bed - she was so weak, but she had such a will.

At this time, Shen Rou said again: "And you-the medicine in the fireworks is not heavy, just some contractions and induced labor, it will not kill you; I refused the emperor, if he doesn't come to Fangcaotang, no one can force him to come; if he comes to Fangcaotang, if he doesn't touch you, you won't necessarily have a miscarriage......"

My face grew paler.

That night, the blood-stained night, I didn't dare to think about it anymore, not even the deep touch in my heart, but when she mentioned that night, all the qiē appeared in front of her eyes.

Obviously, I can persevere.

However, when I heard the name come out of his mouth, all my insistence collapsed in that instant, and I remembered that night, the blood in my body could not stop flowing out, staining the whole mattress red, and I could not help it, and trembled in his arms.

Then, I lost my child like that.

Shen Rou walked up to me, looked into my eyes, and said word by word: "Yue Qingying, it was you who was incompetent and killed your own child. ”。

The sky is slowly getting brighter.

When the milky white morning light shone in through the window paper, Mama Wu and the others also cautiously walked to the door, pushed the door and looked at it, and were immediately startled.

"Cairen, why are you—have you sat all night?"

"Talented, how can you do this?"

They were all anxious, hurriedly gathered around, poured hot water for me, and wanted to carry me to the bed to rest, I waved my hand, and after sitting all night, the bones on my body seemed to be broken and put back together, I looked at the three of them, and opened my mouth to say something: "You-"

Before he finished speaking, a sudden rush of footsteps sounded outside, getting closer and closer.

I slowly raised my head, and I saw a father-in-law of the inner prison hurriedly walking in, followed by the guards outside, Wu Mama and they were startled, and hurriedly walked to the door: "What are you doing here?"

The father-in-law still saluted me respectfully, but there was a little cold expression on his face: "Cairen, some unburned medicinal herbs have been found in the stove in the small kitchen of Fangcaotang, and the queen wants you to go to Jingren Palace immediately to reply." ”

When Mama Wu heard this, they were all frightened: "How is it possible?"

"Where did the herbs come from?!"

"We don't have anything like that!"

The three of them argued anxiously, but the father-in-law just smiled: "Mama, two girls, if you have anything to say, let's wait until Jingren Palace." ”

I didn't say anything, I slowly stood up, and was about to follow them out, when I suddenly remembered something.

"Where is the emperor now?"