Chapter 906: Self-blame
When Guan Guan heard Chu Tianze say this, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and the matter hanging in his heart could finally be put down. It's just that when he heard Chu Tianze's last sentence, Guan Guan was still a little frightened. Although Chu Tianze connived at her and didn't show any anger at the moment, Guan Guan knew that it was uncomfortable not to be trusted, and she naturally couldn't let Chu Tianze feel that way at the moment, it was too hurtful. So Guan Guan didn't have time to think about it, looked at Chu Tianze and shook his head without hesitation: "There is no need to arrange it like this, the concubine believes in the emperor's ......."
Chu Tianze didn't force it anymore when he heard this, although no matter how the messenger matter was arranged, it would be an easy thing for him, but he still took into account Guanguan's thoughts, since she was embarrassed to let the messenger go back, he naturally wouldn't insist on embarrassing her.
Now that the meal has been used, all the problems have been solved one by one, and the words have been almost said, it seems that it is time to let Guanguan go back. Chu Tianze knew that Guan Guan had been thinking about going back earlier, but he was reluctant to let her leave like this. It is clear that they are almost inseparable on this day, and they have never been so close to each other on weekdays, but Chu Tianze still feels that it is not enough, and he is still reluctant to let go. So after all, he still couldn't hold back, and Chu Tianze asked a stupid question that he knew he couldn't please well.
"Guanguan, if I said I wanted you to stay tonight, would you like to?" Chu Tianze stared at Guan Guan with a serious face and asked tentatively. Although he didn't expect anything from Guan Guan's answer, he couldn't help but want to ask, at least to see her reaction after hearing this.
As expected, when Guan Guan heard Chu Tianze's question, he was immediately frightened, and at this time, he looked at Chu Tianze with wide eyes, as if he hadn't come back to his senses yet, and he was a little incredulous about Chu Tianze's question. After a long while, Guan Guan finally reacted a little, but she didn't think much about it when she shook her senses, she just stared at Chu Tianze and whispered nervously: "Your Majesty, you ...... How could you suddenly ...... Suddenly asked this ......"
Guan Guan held back for a long time, but he didn't answer Chu Tianze's question directly, but just asked an innocuous question in a panic. Chu Tianze couldn't talk about disappointment or anything, but it was obvious that Guan Guan meant to avoid this topic, although he didn't explicitly refuse, but who couldn't see that this was a refusal?
Although this result was no different from what he expected, Chu Tianze was not surprised at all, but when he really saw Guan Guan's statement, he couldn't help but feel a little depressed. Of course, he can't send this temper to Guan Guan, and he can only digest it silently in his heart, he understands Guan Guan's thoughts, and he can't blame her.
"Wanguan, you are really ruthless, this is more hurtful to change the topic than to reject me openly." Chu Tianze stared at Guan Guan and sighed helplessly, and said with some resentment, "Is I so terrible?" Are you unwilling to get close at all? ”
Guan Guan originally felt that what he had just said was relatively decent, and he successfully changed the topic, and he didn't lose face for Chu Tianze. However, Guan Guan didn't expect Chu Tianze to seem very dissatisfied with her response. She thought that her answer was subtle enough, but she didn't think that Chu Tianze had completely seen through the thoughts she was hiding in her heart......
Although Guan Guan really didn't want to stay with Chu Tianze tonight, she didn't regret her decision even when she saw that Chu Tianze was unhappy at this time. It's just that seeing the obvious depression and loss on Chu Tianze's face, Guan Guan was still a little unbearable, especially although Chu Tianze was dissatisfied, he didn't blame her in the slightest, and Guan Guan had some self-blame in his heart.
"Your Majesty, the concubine didn't think you were terrible, and the concubine didn't want to stay because she was afraid of you...... Concubines are just ...... It's just not ready yet......" Guan Guan finally couldn't help but explain in a low voice, but after saying this explanation, Guan Guan felt that it was even worse, it was better not to say it, it didn't work at all. After pondering for a while, Guan Guan pursed his lips and added in a low voice, "The concubine knows that she has no rules, so this concubine should happily respond...... If the emperor wants to, the concubine will stay for a while......"
Guan Guan made a lot of determination to say this, and Guan Guan didn't know how long he hesitated in his mind before making this decision and mustering up the courage to say it. Although Guan Guan was still a little embarrassed in her heart, at least she felt a little more relaxed at this time, so that her self-blame could be less. Thinking about it carefully, it was her business, she categorically had no right to choose, Chu Tianze was considerate and indulged her, so she consulted her, but she shouldn't be ignorant, and the decision that should be made at this moment is right. Guan Guan secretly said to himself repeatedly, and gradually the embarrassment and faint worry also dissipated a lot.
However, Chu Tianze's mood was a little complicated when he heard Guan Guan's words, this was what she wanted to hear the most, the result she wanted to see the most, Guan Guan could respond to him, he should be happy and excited, but he was not exactly in that mood at the moment.
I have to admit that when Chu Tianze heard that Guan Guan had changed his mind and responded to him, he was indeed pleasantly surprised, but after all, Chu Tianze was not carried away by joy, and he was still rational in the end, so he could naturally see that Guan Guan was not too willing, or she was willing, but she was not really relieved in her heart...... This is something that Chu Tianze can't ignore, Chu Tianze is unwilling to force Guanguan, especially in this matter, even if she is a little reluctant, Chu Tianze will not force it.
I have to admit that when Chu Tianze heard that Guan Guan had changed his mind and responded to him, he was indeed pleasantly surprised, but after all, Chu Tianze was not carried away by joy, and he was still rational in the end, so he could naturally see that Guan Guan was not too willing, or she was willing, but she was not really relieved in her heart...... This is something that Chu Tianze can't ignore, Chu Tianze is unwilling to force Guanguan, especially in this matter, even if she is a little reluctant, Chu Tianze will not force it.
"That's it for tonight, I'll wait until you're willing to give yourself to me with complete peace of mind, and I'll wait until then." Chu Tianze stared at Guan Guan and sighed softly and said softly, his hand rubbing her cheeks with affection and doting, as if he was treating a precious treasure, pity and caution.
Guan Guan didn't expect Chu Tianze to take her true wishes so seriously at this time, and he was moved and sad for a while. Why didn't this man think much about himself, he obviously wanted her to stay, but he suppressed himself, why should he be so good to her? The self-blame in Guan Guan's heart that had just been suppressed for a short time made a comeback.